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Forsaken by audi
05/13/2005

Next verse, same as the first, a little bit louder and a little bit... worse?

Words: 36,551
Chapters: 19
Hits: 5,001
Roses Are Black by audi
05/11/2004

Valentine’s Day, maybe sixth year MWPP, Sirius’ girlfriend realises that which Sirius does not.

Words: 936
Chapters: 1
Hits: 774

Remus asks Sirius to make a choice, but can either live with it? Post-OotP. sirusxremus (hints of tonksxoc, harry+ron)

Words: 1,717
Chapters: 1
Hits: 399
Waking Dream by audi
07/18/2003

A still mourning Remus thinks about his love lost… and then he receives a short letter from Dumbledore… sbxrl, mentions of ntxoc.

Words: 1,642
Chapters: 1
Hits: 657
Torn by audi
07/15/2003

Remus feels betrayed by Sirius after he leads Snape to him [Chapter Eighteen of the Prisoner of Azkaban (on page 261 in the UK hardcover)]. sbxrl, jp+ss, jp+le.

Words: 1,331
Chapters: 1
Hits: 337
In Spirit Only by audi
07/15/2003

Remus is still alone, alone with the memories of his lover. The Order and his talks with Harry are all that keep him going, and the feeling that Sirius is watching. sbxrl, jpxlp

Words: 2,086
Chapters: 1
Hits: 497
Pray to the Moon by audi
07/01/2003

MWPP. Remus’ thoughts on other people’s sympathy for him. Remus wants Sirius, but Sirius can’t seem to see past all of his admirers. sb+rl, sbxocs

Words: 1,475
Chapters: 1
Hits: 697
Guiding Star by audi
07/01/2003

MWPP. Sirius has given up his old ways for Remus. How does this affect his future?

Words: 1,278
Chapters: 1
Hits: 714
Alone. by audi
07/01/2003

Somewhere amidst the Order, Death Eaters and O.W.L.s, Remus Lupin worked behind the scene – only to have his Sirius taken away from him yet again. sbxrl, hp+rw (post ootp!)

Words: 1,110
Chapters: 1
Hits: 449
Saying Goodbye by audi
07/01/2003

The Potters and Peter are dead and Sirius is off to Azkaban. Where does this leave one Remus Lupin? sbxrl

Words: 1,423
Chapters: 1
Hits: 374
Acceptances by audi
06/11/2003

MWPP. Peter talks about school, couples, magick and life in general. sbxrl, jpxle, ppxoc

Words: 1,663
Chapters: 1
Hits: 530
Hidden Emotions by audi
05/29/2003

MWPP. James wonders when Sirius and Remus will come out to themselves and to each other.

Words: 1,116
Chapters: 1
Hits: 1,045
No Other Options by audi
05/26/2003

Post GoF. Yeah, this is a ‘Lie low at Lupin’s’, but not really… In a mini-sequence of ficlets, a half-mad Remus is finally reunited with his mate. I have Phases (Remus POV), After the Fact (Sirius POV) and now this. While they do stand alone, they kind of fit together.

Words: 2,369
Chapters: 1
Hits: 675
After the Fact by audi
05/08/2003

Sometime after PoA and GoF but before Sirius goes to ‘lay low with Lupin’, Sirius muses his life, past and future.

Words: 2,096
Chapters: 1
Hits: 721
Phases by audi
04/24/2003

Remus thinks about his past, and what's been lost. He talks about Sirius and how he once blamed him but now wants him to come back to him. Post-GoF, Sirus/Remus.

Words: 2,547
Chapters: 1
Hits: 456