Rating:
R
House:
Astronomy Tower
Ships:
Remus Lupin/Sirius Black
Characters:
Remus Lupin Sirius Black
Genres:
Slash Drama
Era:
Multiple Eras
Spoilers:
Prizoner of Azkaban
Stats:
Published: 07/09/2004
Updated: 12/13/2006
Words: 68,713
Chapters: 24
Hits: 8,396

Survivor's Guilt: Moony's Tale

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Story Summary:
This story is a re-telling of

Prologue
07/09/2004

In which Remus is haunted by dark memories and is not at all sure about returning to Hogwarts to teach.

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In which Remus returns to Hogwarts and confronts some of the ghosts from his past.

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In which Remus gives his first Defense Against the Dark Arts lesson to Harry, and has a disturbing dream

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In which Remus remembers Halloweens gone by and has his first private chat with Harry.

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In which Remus gets a late night visit from an old friend.

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In which Remus goes looking for trouble.

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In which Remus learns exactly why the Dementors affect Harry as they do.

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In which Remus confronts his heart's desire.

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In which Remus recalls his first encounter with the Mirror of Erised, and drinks entirely too much for his own good.

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In which Remus awakes on Christmas morning with a headache.

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In which Remus visits the Shrieking Shack and recalls a pleasant summer afternoon.

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In which Remus recalls what he got for his sixteenth birthday.

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In which Remus examines Harry's Christmas present for clues concerning its origins. And finds them.

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In which Remus teaches Harry the rudiments of summoning the Patronus.

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In which Remus contemplates the nature of the Dementors' Kiss and recalls the worst night of his life.

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In which Remus recalls being questioned by the Ministry following Sirius's arrest.

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In which Remus sees an old friend during a Quidditch match.

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In which Remus questions a witness about the demeanor of Sirius Black.

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In which Remus discovers an item he never thought to see again, and gives in to the temptation of using it.

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In which the pieces begin to fall into place and Remus begins to realise that perhaps the world has not ended.

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In which Severus Snape puts in an appearance at the Shrieking Shack.

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In which Peter Pettigrew is revealed, and the triumphant party make their way back towards the castle.

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In which Remus and Sirius finally get a chance to say what's on their minds.

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Epilogue
12/13/2006

In which Remus resigns his post and rides off into the sunset.

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