Letters To No One

Dear No One,

So what, I gave up on Harry big deal! What is with Ron? Just because Harry's famous, handsome, has wonderfully green eyes... I mean it doesn't mean I'm all of a sudden going to fall for him. Dean's great, he's simple, funny, plain, blain, vanilla, face it he's just plain boring. There are no fireworks when we kiss. There's NOTHING! Michael at least had a flicker, but I always knew he had his eyes open. God how stupid can one girl be! I've learned to be comfortable around Harry and all, it's not like I like him that way anymore, and ok maybe I do! But, I can't tell Hermione she'd tell Ron or even HARRY! What would he make of me then? Harry would probably pity me and ask me out, Ron would probably be right behind him forcing him to date me! I wish I was in my 7th year already, it's hard enough with OWLS coming up, but with this twist in my life what am I supposed to do? Whine, whine, whine that's all I can do right now is whine. Man I know I'm P.M.S.ing. Now what am I supposed to do? I'm finally acting normal around him! I can't screw that up. Dean and mine relationship is steady, that's what I need right now something smooth and steady. But, if I were to go with Harry, that would be a bumpy ride. It'd be like one of those muggle roller coasters. Harry has been so depressed since Sirius, you know, died. That hurts me to think about him, too, but I know Harry is hurting the worst of us all. Plus, trouble seems to be drawn to The-Boy-Who-Lived Potter. Remember, Ginny Weasley, you can NOT fall for Harry James Potter this year, you have OWLS and you need something steady, like Dean. You have enough stuff on your shoulders without a depressed boyfriend to take care of. Some people might find this hilarious! This is all so confusing, I should be studying right now, but I just had to write it down some where and no way I am touching a diary ever again. I still have a phobia of those things, that Tom Riddle guy sure scared the pee out of me. Well, not really, he more made me kill chickens to bad he didn't make me kill Malfoy. Man he's hot, I mean he's take-me-off-a-piece-of-that hot, but still he's my cousin and I hate him! Still, put him in leather, it wouldn't be that half bad you know. How did I go from whining about my love life, to how hot Malfoy is? Anyways, the fire is almost going out, that's odd, where's Dobby? Oh well, must have to many hats on, must take him a long time to get up here. Well, there he is sitting in a chair by the fireplace. I guess he thinks every one has gone, oh shit his crying! What is he staring at? Oh god, I really should leave. Well, I better wrap it up, since you know he's crying. I really should just leave him alone. I'm sleepy anyways.

To anyone who finds this, I'm sorry but there's a cruse on it. You'll be completely bald within the next week. I love you anyways, but this is for me and me only. (Watch Ron be bald by then end of next week HA!)

Ginny Weasley