Facing the Past

I'm a Hogwarts professor now. I have been for the past three years. I never thought, it never occurred to me, that this is what I would be doing with my life. As a child, I never thought about a life without Voldemort. He was in me, every fiber of my body, in my bones. Worst of all, he was in my mind. There was no way to get him out. Everywhere I went, every step that I took, he was with me. He didn't know, he couldn't have. I knew though, I knew what he was doing. I knew when he was inflicting pain. I knew when he was committing murder. Even if I could have gotten rid of the connection, I wouldn't have. Doing so would have changed so many things.

I'm a Hogwarts professor now. I have been for the past three years. I never thought, it never occurred to me, that this is what I would be doing with my life. As a child, I never thought about a life without Voldemort. He was in me, every fiber of my body, in my bones. Worst of all, he was in my mind. There was no way to get him out. Everywhere I went, every step that I took, he was with me. He didn't know, he couldn't have. I knew though, I knew what he was doing. I knew when he was inflicting pain. I knew when he was committing murder. Even if I could have gotten rid of the connection, I wouldn't have. Doing so would have changed so many things. Rated R for slash and some violence

I'm a Hogwarts professor now. I have been for the past three years. I never thought, it never occurred to me, that this is what I would be doing with my life. As a child, I never thought about a life without Voldemort. He was in me, every fiber of my body, in my bones. Worst of all, he was in my mind. There was no way to get him out. Everywhere I went, every step that I took, he was with me. He didn't know, he couldn't have. I knew though, I knew what he was doing. I knew when he was inflicting pain. I knew when he was committing murder. Even if I could have gotten rid of the connection, I wouldn't have. Doing so would have changed so many things. {Slash: HP/SS... this is about Harry examining what happened when he was... younger.}