Quote Me if I'm Wrong

Morbid Fascination

Story Summary:
We have changed beyond all ability of the eye. We each have our choices to make, and they are hard to preform. In these chapters, each inspired by a quote, you find how each character comes to terms with the end of book five; they come to terms with themselves, old wounds rapture, and please, if you think we are not consumed, quote us if we're wrong.

Chapter 03

Chapter Summary:
These are the reflections of a very old man. He has learnt a thing or two in his time, both past, present and future. If you doubt my claims, go ahead - quote me if I'm wrong.
Posted:
04/13/2004
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Author's Note:
No, I am not killing Dumbdlore, he is just thinking. Thanks Charlie, I still love Eric. No Lee. No Charlie that still has no black mail opp. REVIEW!!!!!


Chapter Three: Meditations on Then, Now, and Next

All who have meditated on the art of governing mankind have been convinced that the fate of empires depends on the education of youth.

-Aristotle

I have studied on the art of government as Aristotle suggested, not that I went so far as to have meditated on the thought, but I have skimmed over the basic principals of the ideal.

In my studies I have found that it takes a bit more wisdom than just to skim over the pages of a library book, put the book back on the self (perhaps in the wrong place), and then to think that you have immediately absorbed the talent to work what is a school. If learning the art of teaching could come form the pages of a loved and revered text many would have taken to this profession instead of attributing themselves to their true callings.

The mind of a child is a vulnerable and delicate thing; it can be shifted by the simplest of whims, moved by a word, a motion, a painless slap across the wrist. One does not play volley with the mind of a child, for a child will one day achieve the state of adulthood, and while that may not be an improvement, the things learnt in the state of childhood make us who we are as the future.

I do not expect my students to realize who they will become, and possibly what they will do with who they become. If I just told them what to do, as they wish, they would be lost along the way, and people lost on a path tend to take a stroll off the path towards the forest where the Big Bad is patiently waiting.

By Big Bad I am not referencing the newly risen Voldemort. I am speaking metaphorically. While my previous pupil may be the ultimate of many who walk my halls, the supreme Big Bad I am talking of is the person inside who will bite you as you stumble through the darker cervices of the mind. That Big Bad is the inner suppression of your evil. Please do not attempt to stifle me, you have an inner evil, as do we all, even I. For everything that is of this world has an opposite, an alternate, the extreme adverse force.

Life and Death. Light and Dark. Good and Evil. Up and Down. In and Out. Plus and Minus. Left and Right. Positive and Negative. Sour and Sweet.

See it all has contrary vibrations. Inside of you alone, in one singular persona, the wavelengths are extraordinarily diverse. A part of you can feel the bad and will instantly battle against your conscious. As your angel is whispering into your right ear the devil is always wielding his pitchfork. (More commonly known and thought of as a trident, but I'm a slightly biased and am not giving evil that nice of a weapon name).

Even the most amazing of those in and out of notable and respectable history had the soul battles on a probable basis of regularity. The farthest minds of the past battled within themselves, questioning every choice, asking because they knew what they moved for was what went down on the books, and they knew that history repeats.

Godric had daily mental duels in witch he pondered how best to deal with the impending opportunity his best friend had of leaving this world, the world they had developed, and then been joined upon by two others.

After him, Socrates faced the prejudices of a nation. He was a man of absolutes. He had absolute good, and that battled his absolute evil. He possessed an absolute life, until his sipped his way to an absolute death. A man of numbers and the total, the supreme, you have to respect a man who could deify the opposites, a man who could do neither more nor no less than the one way.

For the entirely long distance of my life and for the majority of that time I have been studying the art of education. In my quest for the greatest knowledge of knowledge I have found that academically discovered ends will not always discover the future.

Students have had to be the ones to teach me these ideals. I have a boy who just uplifted a burden on to shoulders already wracked in despair, and he is if nothing not trying to surmount a false façade. I know he is wallowing in what I am calling self-pity, a state of mind I do not approve of, but if hero he must be then a hero he must form, and apparently to become what you are reluctant to become you have to do and face what you did not see coming.

There is yet another boy, no a man, who has put the seeds of doubt in my head. I will admit that to a mind such as mine, where I have conquered my vast prejudices, the son of a Death Eater still has such an influence upon me. In instinct I found him dishonest, but he has turned the point of view that was that of an old man wrung into mind. He is making a wonderful spy, simply splendid. He even helped me choose the new password for my tower. A man I would have truly turned away knows that it is far more dangerous to be a true Death Eater than to be a spy, and he passed that note along to a student. A student who seemingly learnt from the mistakes of his Potions Master.

I told you history repeats itself.

The first time I set eyes on the round face of a boy, I knew upon derived instinct that there was a reason he was not the boy marked. He trembled, turned to over look his shoulder. He was the queasy pureblood; not the boy who Riddle found a formidable opponent, the enemy to be was a half-blood. I can honestly say, with no speck of shame in my mind, that I seriously underestimated the potential that the one not chosen had and has as a wizard. He will go on to prove what I don't think he knows he possess the capabilities of.

I have always appreciated the bindings of the brain, the extensions we impose upon ourselves to keep the knowledge within its bindings. For if my students were all as brilliant as the two girls that have limited the reaches of my mind I would be twice my age. Not many are capable of straining the thought process of the Headmaster, but those two ladies pushed the bounds of my mind. I have never had scholars who were so not stipulated by what I had placed upon them.

The future really did rest on the shoulders of Snape and Lily; they raised themselves to my challenge, even though for one it equaled death. I know Mr. Malfoy will not follow in the spaces of feet left by his father, he will proceed after the man who mentored him. Hermione and Harry carry the weights that were placed on their collarbones, and to no avail I have attempted to nourish them, but heroism takes time to root itself. Neville will be the man his father would have wished him to be, and for that I must plant a tree to sprout the heroic deeds.

Time has whittled away while I was talking, and the hour hand has reached a peak. There is still so much left to lay before the feet to the future, and I have so much to learn before I go, the hour is late, and I am weary.


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