Why Cant I Breathe

Hermione has lost her best friend. Ron is gone and Harry has to pick up the pieces.

This occurs the summer right after fifth year and Harry's feeling a little sad. Who else but Hermione is there to pick up the pieces? short H/Hr

Ginny is determined to stay with Harry until the end, but Harry would have it any other way. He convinces her to leave so she'll be safe, but she refuses. Will he get her to leave or will she hurt herself in the end?

I find that I am selfish. I find that I cannot explain why I can't be perfect. I look in the mirror and I hate who I see. Everyone seems to think I *am* perfect but I'm not. It's only a figment of their sick imagination. I'm disgusting and Harry could never love me. Above all, I hate myself for being selfish.

Harry misses Sirius [obviously] and he decides that he should just end it all. But does he? Memories pour through his head. Some funny, others sad, and he bases the decision of ending his life upon it. [NOT slash!]``*"Never again," [Ron] said, struggling to his feet. He made as though to stride away from his thestral, but, unable to see it, collided with its hindquarters and almost fell over again. "Never, ever again... that was the worst --"*

Sequel to Blessed: HARRY'S BACK!!!- It's been months since Harry fought against You-Know-Who, but is he alright and will Hermione get the Fairy Tale ending every girl wants? Fluffy like a marshmallow, H/Hr.

Before Harry's last fight with Voldemort, he thinks about what might happen and how much Hermione (mostly Hermione) and Ron mean to him. Prequel to "Blessed." [Not sad.]

Harry is leaving for the last fight with Voldemort, the fight that will decide the fate of the Wizarding World, everyone is dependent on him, especially Hermione. She wants him to survive and come back in one piece. She's not sure if he will and she's having second thoughts on telling him how she feels.``*Harry's leaving tonight. He might not come back and you haven't even talked to him yet. What's wrong with you? What if he leaves without saying anything to you and you never see him again?Don't think like that! Don't be daft! He's defeated Voldemort millions of times! Why would tonight be any different*``Maybe Harry will just have to give her back her faith, and in return he'll leave with a little more faith in himself.