- Rating:
- PG-13
- House:
- Schnoogle
- Characters:
- Tom Riddle
- Genres:
- General Drama
- Era:
- Multiple Eras
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- Chamber of Secrets Goblet of Fire
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Published: 07/21/2001Updated: 12/12/2010Words: 82,561Chapters: 11Hits: 28,956
Chapter 01
- Chapter Summary:
- London, 1943 -- A pair of saucy, bar-hopping wizards, Albus Dumbledore runs with a flash crowd and Tom Riddle does the Lindy Hop. Seriously.
- Posted:
- 07/21/2001
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DREAMWALK BLUE -- CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER ONE -- NIGHT FALLING
late, late in the evening i will
still be there
look up
the sky above is blue and empty
the air is still warm tonight
one by one the street lamps
are clicking on until the entire city is a-glow and on the
second floor in a red brick building that used to be a bank
horns sound a melody
(from night, falling - jazz for
long evenings )
London, 1943
June Lisbon, it was unconsciously
and unanimously agreed, was a force of nature. It was a Friday afternoon in
July, and June was holding a horde of rapacious reporters at bay again.
"Thank you, ladies and gentlemen,
for your interest, but the Minister has nothing to say at the moment regarding
this matter. He would, however, like to extend to you all his invitation to
Monday's reception for the Society for Widows and Orphans."
Two Ministry Hit Wizards flanked
June on the steps of the decaying stone Ministry building. They were fondly
handling their wands, as though they'd like nothing more than to curse the crowd
of journalists into oblivion. June could sympathize.
A female reporter waved her quill
at June.
Where do they all come from? June
thought. There was only one real paper to speak of in all of wizard Britain
The woman waggled her gaudy quill
violently, until June had no choice but to acknowledge her for fear someone
might lose an eye. "Does the Minister deny that the strife in the Muggle
world is beginning to affect wizarding society? This is the second such occurrence
in a fortnight…"
June shook her head. "I'm sorry.
At this time, the Ministry has no public statement regarding the Muggle war.
But rest assured, we have the best resources available attending to the problem."
As soon as she finished speaking, the crowd erupted again, the reporters shouting
themselves hoarse to be heard above the din.
"Are the recent murders in Albania
related to the war? Is there any truth to the rumor that they were killed by
Muggle spies?"
"Has the Minister promised the
Muggle prime minister any aid in the war effort?"
"What does the Ministry plan
to do? The people have a right to protection…"
June rocked back on her heels. She
spoke to the Hit Wizards without turning her head or visibly moving her mouth.
"All right, boys. Do your thing."
The one on the right looked questioningly
at her and hefted his wand.
"Not that thing -- as much as we all might want to. No, no. Make sure they're all cleared out of here before the Minister leaves for Prince Edward."
The flash of a camera left June momentarily
blinded. "Go on then. We all want to get out of here this afternoon."
The Hit Wizards moved into the crowd.
June smiled pleasantly. "Thank
you all for coming, ladies and gentlemen." The Hit Wizards moved among
the reporters encouraging them firmly to go.
"Hey! What's the idea?"
"Brother. Ouch! My paper has
lawyers, you know…"
"Fascists!" spat one of
the members of the independent press.
Once the steps were cleared, June
stumbled wearily down to the Italian marble fountain in the center of the courtyard
and sat on the edge, fumbling for a cigarette. The taller Hit Wizard, John Fletcher,
conjured a blue flame with his wand and lit it for her.
"Thanks," she said, inhaling and leaning back. "You two going with the Minister this weekend?" The pair nodded glumly. She shook her head.
"Short straw, eh? Sorry to hear
it. Glad I'm not going this time, though."
"Fletcher! Alexander!"
came a clipped, authoritative voice. "We're ready for you." It was
Theodore Cousins, the Minister's personal secretary. The two jumped up and scurried
up the steps to help the Minister out to the sleek, black Ministry car.
Moments later June was leaning down,
her blonde head framed by a car window, gently imploring her boss, Minister
of Magic Milton Bulfinch, to please not talk to anyone about any Ministry matters
even in Canada.
The car slid away. June let her cigarette
fall to the pavement and stamped it out with a square, red toe.
***
Later that evening, June climbed
out of a luxuriously long bath to find that the only major decisions before
her that night were where to go, what to wear and who to be seen with while
doing the former. She pondered this, relishing in the simplicity of it, as she
pinned up her hair. June wrapped herself in a silk kimono embroidered with bluebirds
and sakura sprays. She mixed a cocktail and curled up in a large chair next
to the wireless, Bessie Smith belting out the blues while June lacquered her
toenails with slick, crimson polish.
Her head popped up at a knock on
the door.
"Who is it?" She sipped
casually at her iced bourbon and bitters, not bothering to get up and open the
door.
"Hayden, gorgeous. Open up,"
came the lazy reply.
"Open it yourself, you rake."
The door swung inward, revealing Hayden Fairborne. Lean, handsome and impeccably
dressed, Hayden leaned languidly against the doorjamb and hit her with the full
force of his infamous, lopsided smile.
She just barely looked up from her
toes. "Oh, now. You know that doesn't work on me. Get in here and close
that door. There's a draft."
He complied and headed immediately
for the miniature bar in the corner. "So, darling." He poured himself
a healthy amount of gin and the barest splash of tonic. "Where are we off
to tonight?"
"We?" June raised a flawlessly
plucked and penciled eyebrow at him. "The last time I took you to a party,
Hayden darling, you disappeared with the Minister's daughter and I had to spend
the entire evening lying shamelessly to him to cover your indiscretions."
Hayden sprawled in a chair across
from her and withdrew a silver cigarette case from his inside pocket. "Really,
June, isn't lying to the Minister your job?"
"That," she laughed haughtily,
"is quite beside the point. While I lie to the Minister -- and the public
at large as well, mind -- on a daily basis, it is to benefit my own career.
Not to save some pampered -- although devastatingly handsome -- scoundrel from
finally getting exactly what he deserves at the hands of a jealous father."
She accepted a cigarette from him.
He leaned forward to light their
cigarettes with an engraved silver lighter, a carefully calculated affectation.
"Don't you mean 'protective,' darling? Protective father, jealous husband."
"While you've no doubt had experience
of both, I do in this case mean 'jealous father.' I shall be supremely lucky
if the Daily Prophet never gets hold of that little gem of a story,"
she said, bringing the cigarette to her painted lips.
"How deliciously tawdry…"
Hayden grinned, taking a slow, languorous drag on his smoke. He splayed his
arms along the sides of his chair, long-limbed thoroughbred that he was, cigarette
in the right hand, sweating glass in the other.
"Perhaps -- if you promise your
best behavior, of course -- we'll go to Lulu's." She stamped the spent
cigarette out in a shell-shaped ashtray. "There's quite an interesting
crowd there, so they say."
"I'll say," Hayden smirked.
"Just the other day your favorite publication ran an intriguing series
of articles denouncing dear Lulu, along with the proprietors of several other
such establishments. How did they put it exactly? Ah, yes. 'Eroding the sense
of cultural pride and wizard values in the younger generation.' They were shocked…
Shocked, mind you, darling… to discover that these so-called nightclubs
were actually dens of Muggle music and dancing. And, even more shocking and
disturbing," he pulled a face of mock-concern, "was the fact that
many of the young people frequenting these establishments have taken to wearing
Muggle clothing."
He sat up. "It will, I fear,
be the downfall of our proud society and its flawless sense of moral direction."
He shook his head, brushing the wrinkles out of his Beau Brummel suit.
"So," June rolled her eyes,
"Lulu's then?"
"Why, of course." He did
the lopsided smile again. "Now get dressed or I shall have to drag you
there naked and give the Prophet something to really write about : 'Press
Advisor Caught Dancing Nude To Morally Decadent Music.' It's a bit long, but
quite a headline. And they do so love working in the word 'nude' on the front
page." He slugged back the remainder of his drink. "It would be a
shame for your career, though, darling."
"On the contrary," June
smirked, displaying her silk-clad figure to him for good effect, "it might
get me appointed Minister of Magic."
***
As they approached the narrow stairway
leading up to Lulu's, June caught the first strains of passably covered Duke
Ellington. Her arm linked through Hayden's, she scanned the faces coming up
and down the stairs. Mostly young people, but there were more than a few A-list
types lurking about.
Not too long ago Lulu's had been
a struggling restaurant called Ambrosia. The food, unfortunately, had not been
ambrosia and the owners, with creditors, vendors and goblins at the gate, sold
the lion's share of the business to Lulu DuPree, a flash, brassy dame from Chicago
with oceans of ill-gotten wealth. Lulu covered the debts and pulled the place
back from the brink on one condition: that she be allowed to run things her
way. Lulu's way included sacking the kitchen staff, building a dance floor,
buying freighters full of every liquor imaginable and hiring Dack Bennett and
his Magical Band. With a splashy re-opening, picketing parents and miles of
bad press from the Prophet, Lulu's flourished.
It was the daring, smart place to
be in all of wizard London in 1943. The crowd reflected Lulu's wide appeal.
Teenagers, the young elite, the up-and-comers all dressed to the Muggle nines
in flashy suits and jewel-toned cocktail dresses. It was astounding. No wonder
the Daily Prophet condemned it so roundly.
On Hayden's dashing arm, June couldn't
suppress a smile. She waved and greeted several people she knew (and a few she
didn't but who obviously knew her). Upstairs, they entered the ballroom, the
dancing already in high-gear. From a quiet corner of the club, a tall, auburn-haired
man in cobalt robes waved to June. He looked terribly out of place. June waved
back, very surprised to see him of all people at Lulu's.
"Who is that, June?" Hayden
asked, looking the man over incredulously. "Surely you don't know him?"
June ignored him, letting go of his
arm and moving forward to greet the other man. "Albus!" She found
herself ensnared by a pair of long, gangly arms.
"Hello, June." Albus Dumbledore
smiled down at her, the smile lighting up his intelligent blue eyes.
She pulled away from his embrace.
"What on earth are you doing here? I thought the hallowed halls of academia
had swallowed you permanently."
"Ah, yes. I am a bit of a fish
on a bicycle here, aren't I?"
Someone cleared his throat significantly
behind her. "Oh! I'm terribly sorry." She grabbed Hayden's arm and
pulled him forward. "Hayden Fairborne, this is Albus Dumbledore. Albus
and I grew up together."
Albus extended a hand in greeting.
"Pleased to meet you, Hayden."
"Albus is a terribly renowned
professor." She looked up at Hayden. "Which is why I'm so surprised
to see him out wasting time socializing rather than in some library surrounded
by stacks of dusty books."
"I'm sure," Hayden said
coolly.
"Do you work with June at the
Ministry?" Albus asked, attempting to make conversation.
"No," Hayden replied, off-handedly.
"I'm fantastically wealthy, actually. So I spend most of my time playing
tennis, going to smart parties and trying to convince June here to enter into
a loveless but excruciatingly fashionable marriage with me."
Albus just smiled. Hayden seemed
to decide that baiting Albus wasn't any fun and scuttled off to collect some
drinks.
"Aberforth is here, June. Actually
he's the reason I'm here. I expect he'll be excited to see you." Albus,
for his part, looked not only happy to see her, but also terribly relieved.
She smiled sympathetically. "This
really isn't your sort of place, is it?"
He shook his head. "No. But
it is yours, June. When you walked through that door every head in the room
turned."
She tried to control the flush rising
beneath her carefully applied make-up. "Albus, really. You flatter me shamelessly."
"I only tell the truth."
He pulled a chair out for her at his table.
Hayden returned with drinks for himself
and June. "Here you are, June darling. This is where we're sitting, is
it? I ran into Ares and Lucinda Malfoy. They asked us to join them…"
"Really, Hayden. There's plenty
of time to be horrid snobs later." She sipped her drink and smiled at Albus.
"Right now I want to catch up with an old friend."
Hayden looked sulky but sat down.
His spirits greatly improved, however, when smartly dressed Aberforth Dumbledore
ambled up surrounded by a group of attractive young women.
"June!" Aberforth was Albus'
older brother -- dandy-ish, handsome and rather dim. June had always found him
desperately dull, but she smiled and took his hand.
"So, June, how long until they
put you in charge of everything over at the Ministry?" Aberforth winked
at her.
"I much prefer running things from the shadows, Aberforth." She winked
back.
Several of Aberforth's groupies were
eyeing Hayden.
"Oh, go dance, Hayden. You're
giving me a headache." She waved him off toward the brightly-clad girls,
who tittered like a net full of butterflies as he offered his arms to them.
"Now, tell me," she said
when they were at last left alone. "How are things, really?"
Albus sighed, and for the first time
she noticed the shadows under his eyes and the strain around his mouth. "A
bit difficult, actually. I've stumbled on to something- Well, this really isn't
the place to talk about it. But I've been rather worried."
"Academic rivalries and poison
pens, is that it?" June patted his hand.
"I'm afraid it's a bit more
than that. Or possibly not. Perhaps I'm just making too much of this because
of the times."
"They are a bit worrisome, aren't
they? So much uncertainty." She shook her head.
"Exactly. And my fear is that
things will only get worse for us." He looked down, swishing his wine around
its glass.
"Harder than now? Albus, really.
There's a war on, you know. How could things get all that much worse?"
He sighed. "We aren't really
that touched by this war. But I'm afraid we'll have our own problems sooner-"
"Professor!" a bright female
voice exclaimed from behind them.
They turned. A boy and girl were
standing there holding hands. The boy couldn't have been more than seventeen
or eighteen, the girl probably younger.
"This is the last place I would
have expected to see you." For all her youth, she was exceptionally attractive.
Her dark hair was pinned up and her eyes were such a deep shade of blue they
seemed almost black.
"Hello, Professor." The
boy looked as though he wished he were anywhere else.
Albus seemed surprised. "Tom.
Metis. How nice to see you. Please sit."
"Metis…" The boy tugged
on her hand.
"Honestly, Tom. Don't be silly.
It's not as though we're at school." She sat, pulling him with her.
They looked more like siblings than
lovers, both dark-haired, dark-eyed and fair. But the boy was gazing at the
girl with a quiet kind of passionate intensity, the sort described in aching
detail in cheap, poorly-written novels. Novels in which the doomed lovers usually
ended up drinking poison or murdered by a jealous suitor. The girl noticed his
attention and her face lit with an equally clichéd radiance. June's first
impulse was to laugh, but something in the boy's expression warned her that
this young man wouldn't tolerate that kind of disrespect.
Albus turned to June. "Tom,
Metis, this is my friend June Lisbon." Metis smiled. "And, June, these
are two of my best students - Metis McGonagall and Tom Riddle."
"So pleased to meet you."
June smiled pleasantly and extended a hand to them both.
"Likewise," Tom said, speaking
with a maturity and politeness that belied his age. "You work for the Minister
of Magic, don't you?"
June was surprised he'd recognized
her. "Yes, I do as a matter of fact."
"What are you two doing in London?"
Albus asked. "Tom, I thought you were staying at school this summer."
"I am, Professor." Tom
seemed uncomfortable with the subject.
Metis stepped in smoothly and deflected
the unwanted attention away from him. "We're visiting my aunt, Professor.
It's been simply ages since I'd
been to London and Hogsmeade is so dull in the summer."
"Surely you're staying out of
Muggle London, with the threat of bombing and all." June found herself
uncharacteristically concerned for this pair of kids wandering around London
by themselves.
"Of course," Metis assured
her. Tom relaxed, letting his hand drop onto Metis' shoulder.
Watching them, June was struck again
by the aura around them. It was almost as if they were yin and yang. She exuded
light and vibrancy, he absorbed it.
The music slowed, and Tom said, "Perhaps
we should dance, Metis. That is what we came for after all."
June could tell he simply wanted
to get away from his teacher, and who could blame him really? When she'd been
a teenager, the last people she would have wanted to run into on holiday were
her professors.
Tom bid them farewell and led Metis
away onto the dance floor. June found herself continuing to watch them. She
noticed that the boy wore all black, the girl a dress of watered indigo silk.
When they danced they clung to one another, as though they'd drown if they let
go.
"They have that effect on people,
don't they?"
With an effort, June pulled her attention
back to Albus. "Hmm?"
He leaned in to speak softly to her.
"I said, those two have that effect on people. People watch them, are interested
in their lives. They are, needless to say, rather popular with their peers.
In an odd way though…"
Just how the two were odd, June didn't
get to hear. Hayden returned from frustrating the all the available girls and
collapsed into the nearest chair.
"Oh, June darling, I'm bored.
It's not even a challenge anymore. These silly, childish women… Say, who
is that?" He was looking at Metis. Tom had left her standing by herself
for a moment. Hayden looked her over with a characteristic appreciation. "Now
that would be a challenge."
"Yes. Especially as she's fifteen
years younger than you are, and her parents would likely have you clapped in
irons first." June idly watched the ice cubes in her drink slide companionably
against one another, melting into each other, slipping against the slick, cold
bourbon, struggling to remain upright. After a moment, she looked up and followed
Hayden's gaze.
Tom disentangled himself from the
two young men who'd come up to speak with him and returned to Metis. As he crossed
the dance floor, he noticed Hayden's rather blatant attention. June wouldn't
have thought such a young and handsome face as Tom's could hold such anger.
Visibly upset he walked quickly back to Metis, grabbed her by the wrist and
pulled her from their sight.
***
Something dripped onto the rain-slicked
London pavement outside Lulu's at regular intervals, echoing weirdly around
the narrow alleyway. Lights from the surrounding buildings reflected an oil-spill
rainbow against the wet street. People walked unconcernedly past -- laughing,
talking partygoers oblivious to the sirens that cut the night elsewhere in London.
And in the blue-tinged shadows of the alley a minor drama was unfolding.
"Tom, please wait. We shouldn't.
Not here," a soft, pleading female voice was saying.
"Don't, Metis. Just don't,"
the boy snapped in reply.
"We'll get caught. I just know
we will. We've been far too careless." And then she stifled a cry.
Deep in shadow, behind discarded
packing crates and carelessly emptied rubbish containers, Tom Riddle pinned
Metis McGonagall up against the damp bricks that housed Lulu's. He bent his
face close to hers and said in his habitual undertone, "We will not get
caught. We never have before and we won't now." A brief expression of annoyance
crossed his face. "It's ridiculous. Those sort of rules shouldn't even
apply to people like us, Metis."
She reached up and stroked his face.
She had a gift for soothing him, taming him, protecting him with a simple word
or touch. "It's not far to my aunt's. We can walk. There's no sense in
it."
He shoved her hand away from his
cheek. There was no reasoning with him in these moods, even for her. "We
are going home, Metis. Now. You can owl your aunt from there. I doubt
she'll even miss us 'til morning."
Her eyes widened, her damp eyelashes
like charcoal smudges against her fair skin. "Tom…"
He leaned against her, pressing her
more tightly against the brick. "I didn't want to come in the first place.
I did for you, Metis. For you." He kissed her with none of the awkwardness
one would expect from a teenage boy. Her breath hitched and she grabbed hold
of his slender arms. "And now," he said, releasing her, "I want
to leave."
She was beaten and he knew it. She
looked at him, her eyes liquid, unshed tears of passion and frustration in the
movement of her chest.
He stepped away from her, taking
care to remain in shadow. "Come here." He extended a hand to her.
"You don't have to do it. I will. I can handle us both."
She pushed away from the wall and
came to him. He pulled her close, enfolding her in his arms. Her head pillowed
on his chest, she could feel the warmth of his breath, taste the familiar scent
of him. It made her ache.
"Stay with me tonight,"
he whispered. "Your mother doesn't expect you. There won't be anyone left
at the school."
"All right," she said,
and abruptly they Disapparated.
***
June woke the next morning with a
buzzing headache. She rolled over and clamped a round, silk pillow over her
head to stop the room spinning. Lying there unsure whether to get up or go back
to sleep, the night before came back to her.
After their strange encounter with
Albus' students (or perhaps their encounter with Albus' strange students?),
the two of them talked quietly about familiar places and mutual friends. Hayden,
put out at being ignored, chatted up a brassy blonde reporter from the Prophet
just to annoy June. Five Manhattans and one harrowing Lindy Hop with Hayden
later, she'd decided to call it a night. As they prepared to leave, Albus, looking
tired, had pulled her aside and made her promise to come to dinner Sunday.
Dinner with the Dumbledores. Her
mother would be ecstatic.
Deciding sleep was out of the question,
June rose and flung on her kimono. She walked into the small but elegantly appointed
living room to find a very rumpled Hayden passed out in the same chair he'd
occupied the previous night. His tie was askew, his mouth open and an extinguished
cigarette dangled from one hand.
She poked him with an experimental
finger.
He stirred but didn't open his eyes.
"Mater?" Hayden mumbled sleepily.
June rolled her eyes and went into
the kitchen. She put the kettle on and set to making eggs. She dumped a vial
of headache tonic into a glass of club soda and gulped it down. The pounding
around her temples eased. She lit a cigarette and fished her wand out from behind
a bottle of cooking sherry, then pointed it at the eggs on the stove. Feeling
a bit better, she ventured out to the bar and mixed up twin Bloody Marys.
She was spooning the eggs onto two
plates and starting on a second cigarette when a voice from the doorway drawled,
"I say, if one of those drinks is for me you're my sort of ministering
angel, darling."
"Good morning, Hayden. And how
did you find my chair last night?"
He crossed to the counter and picked
up the Bloody Mary gratefully. "Infinitely better than the back seat of
a taxi, which is where I would have slept had I attempted to leave here."
June laughed and, balancing her plate,
drink and cigarette, ambled back out into the living room… and promptly
nearly dropped the plate onto her brand-new alpaca rug.
"Mother?" June gasped.
Rhea Lisbon, or rather her head,
regarded her daughter from the fireplace. "Good morning, June dear."
Hayden emerged from the kitchen,
nearly colliding with June.
Her mother craned her neck. "Good
Lord, June! Is that a man?"
"It's just Hayden, Mother."
To which Hayden mumbled something rather rude.
"Still the suggestion of impropriety,
dear…" She trailed off, looking worried.
"Really, Mother. I know things
about our duly elected officials that would positively curl your hair."
June settled onto the settee, balancing her plate on her knees.
Rhea looked reproachful. "I'm
sure, dear. You forget I've been married to your father for thirty years. I
know a thing or two myself."
"Of course, Mother. Now, what
could possibly be so important this early on a Saturday?" She took a long
drag on her cigarette.
"Well, for one, I wish you wouldn't
smoke those dreadful things…" June shrugged, and her mother continued
undaunted, "For another, I've had an owl from Ariadne this morning. She
tells me young Albus invited you to Sunday dinner."
"Yes, Mother." June should
have known. Her mother had been angling for a Lisbon-Dumbledore match since
June had been about six. "Which brother would you have me vamp? Albus or
Aberforth? They're both well placed socially, handsome and obscenely wealthy.
Although, Aberforth's not quite right in the head…"
"Really," Rhea snapped.
"Would it hurt you to think of your family for once? You're our only daughter…"
"…and your father and I
only want you to be happy." June finished for her. "Honestly, Mother,
I'm only twenty-five. The way you talk you'd think I was a toothless hag."
"Some of my nicest aunts are
toothless hags…" Hayden began, but stopped at a fierce look from June.
"Don't think I don't see the
way the younger boy looks at you, June." Rhea looked ready to climb out
of the fireplace and shake her finger at her daughter. "Don't play with
that boy's affections. It will come back to bite you, mark my words."
"Mother," June said, her
headache beginning to come back. "I've had a very long week. I promise
to owl you the very moment Albus proposes, should it ever happen. Can we leave
it there?"
Rhea did not look placated but said,
"You're going out to the country house, I assume? Ariadne didn't say."
"Yes, Mother. I'm going to Sussex."
"Then for heaven's sake, wear
some suitable clothes. And try not to smoke any of those foul cigarettes,"
she snapped and disappeared from the fire.
"Going to Sussex with Mr. Professor,
are we?" Hayden grumped. "Well, perhaps your dear Mater has less to
worry about than she…"
"Do shut up, Hayden," June
snapped and flung her cigarette viciously into the fire.
***
Sunlight filtered through the arched
stained glass windows in the study that once belonged to his father. Shelves
of gold-stamped books with bent and broken spines lined the room, stretching
toward the high, domed ceiling. Naiads and dryads chased one another laughingly
across the dome's age-cracked mural. Artemis glared sulkily down at him, clutching
her quiver and bow, one hand stroking the head of a restless stag. Richly varnished
golden wood and polished brass lined the room and its surfaces. It was a room
of colored glass and gleaming metal, lit by shuttered lamps, filled with rare
and interesting objects. But for all its outward beauty, it was an austere place,
cold and ordered. The study was uncharted territory, hostile, as though, even
after more than a year, the room still considered him an intruder. The chairs
refused to allow him comfort, pages of books stuck together denying him their
secrets. He felt guilty and clumsy as he had as a boy, sneaking into this room
to marvel at his father's hidden wonders and grown-up mysteries.
Albus leaned forward, burying his
face in ink-stained hands. Quills and inkbottles, sheets of parchment lay scattered
on the mahogany desk. Next to his elbow, a large book, bound in ancient leather
and brass, rested open to a time-yellowed page written in a studied hand.
Sighing, he stood. He would get no
more accomplished tonight. He crossed to the far wall. Tall, slender windows,
delicate panes of colored glass set in molded iron, opened onto the western
lawn. Albus pushed one open, resting his hand on the brass telescope that stood
beside it. It stood ready to glimpse snatches of the far-off heavens as soon
as the sun set. Albus wondered what the stars would say tonight if he knew how
to read them. That also had been his father's domain. Albus thought it fitting
and ironic that he should always imagine the heavens as belonging solely to
his father.
Shaking those thoughts away, he found
himself reliving the end of last term and the events that had brought him home,
to this room he'd avoided, to the one place he could hope to find some solitude.
It had started with a dream. Or, rather, his waking from a dream…
A knock, like a roll of thunder in
the heavy, summer twilight, shook the door. It had not woken him. He'd already
emerged from the dream, expectant; knowing someone would be there. He rolled
out of bed, flinging a light robe over his shoulders and tripping across the
stone floor in the half-light.
The knock repeated as he reached
the door. "Albus? Albus! Wake up," came an impatient voice from the
corridor.
Half-blinded by the light from the
hallway, Albus squinted at Ed Halley, the rumpled, young Astronomy professor.
"Well, come on then," the
younger man said. He, too, was wearing a robe and slippers and looked as though
he'd been roused from a sound sleep. "Dippet wants us all in the staff
room. No doubt something else horrible has happened…"
Following Halley down the deserted
corridor, though, Albus didn't think so.
When they reached the staff room,
he saw that the rest of the faculty had already assembled. Dippet appeared both
troubled and triumphant in turns, as though he weren't yet sure what to make
of the night's events.
"Well, it's over," the
headmaster sighed. "We know who opened the Chamber, who is responsible
for the death of that poor girl. Although, I doubt it's what any of us expected."
Albus should have been shocked and
relieved, instead he only half-listened to the headmaster explaining how Rubeus
Hagrid, a third year, must have accidentally opened the Chamber and set the
monster loose. Dippet, of course, had every confidence that it was an unfortunate
accident. However, it went without saying that the poor boy had to be expelled.
There was nothing else for it.
"It needn't be said, of course,"
Dippet continued. "That the existence of the Chamber does not prove that
the legends of Salazar Slytherin's heir have any validity. In fact, I believe
it wiser that none of this should ever leave this room. And, in that vein…"
He gestured to Harrison, the deputy headmaster, who opened the far door and
beckoned someone in. "Tom. Thank you for waiting."
He looked around at his assembled
staff, placing a fatherly hand on a strained-looking Tom Riddle's shoulder.
"Tom, displaying great courage, is the one who found poor Rubeus and tried
to convince him to come to me. When the boy refused, Tom came himself."
Tom looked miserable. "Really,
sir. I don't…" he began.
"Now, Tom. This is very serious.
What you did was quite brave, and you will be rewarded accordingly. But we need
your promise that you will never speak of what happened tonight."
Many of the other faculty members
were nodding in agreement. Albus understood; the school had very nearly been
closed, but he didn't agree.
Tom nodded slowly, as if reluctant
give his word. "Yes, sir," he said, finally in an odd voice. "Of
course, I promise."
"Well. That's settled, then.
This was all a tragic, regrettable mistake. But it is at an end." Dippet
clapped the ashen-faced boy on the shoulder again. "There is no Heir of
Slytherin."
***
The light, golden and inviting, called
to her like siren song. It lured her, enticing her to bask, tempting her to
come just a bit nearer. Beckoning, hazy light just beyond her reach in the chilly
night shadows, so close it made her gut ache. She imagined she could taste it:
caramel, champagne, and nectar. Deep, honey kisses drizzling lazily on her tongue
and down into her belly. She could reach it. Closer… Metis strained toward
the light, ignoring the strangeness in her limbs, the alien senses tingling
through unfamiliar nerves. She trembled, thrills of excitement and need shivering
through her with equal force, like an addict scenting the cloying aroma of burning
opium. Almost there. Closer… She could just touch it…
Ouch.
Metis sprang back, knocking into
something solid, something metallic. She spun, glimpsing her reflection in the
scorched, smoky metal. A moth, doe-colored and tawny with pleasing sienna markings,
spread its wings and twitched feathery antennae at her from the makeshift mirror.
It was not the first time she'd dreamed herself to be someone else, something
else. As in those other dreams, it seemed perfectly natural. She accepted her
new body without question.
Beating her tiny wings, she tried
to escape the shutters of the gas lamp that held her trapped. Her human sense
wanting to distance itself from the danger of burning, her moth sense ready
to fling itself wholesale into the oblivion of light and heat.
Like slipping into a warm bath,
the moth said seductively. But Metis' sense of herself remained strong, and
in the end the girl triumphed over the moth. She fluttered away from the gaslight
to find herself in the dusky twilight of a London street. A man and a woman
stood in the pool of imperfect, golden light cast by Metis' lamp. The woman
was exceptionally beautiful, dark-eyed and fair skinned; her coal-black hair
fixed up in an outdated style. She was smiling and holding the man's hand. Metis
looked at the man, and caught her breath.
Tom? It was Tom, and yet wasn't.
Tall, slender, dark-haired and handsome just as her Tom was… and, yet,
with something missing. Something without which Tom would not be Tom. It was
his aura of electricity, the sense of barely contained wild power that both
excited and frightened her. This man had no such rawness. He was calm, collected,
contented and ever-so sure.
But then, Metis started as the woman
called her companion by name.
"Tom," she laughed, gently
chastising him for some silly joke. She laid her hand familiarly on his lapel,
smiling and shaking her head in spite of herself.
Was this is a future then? Was that
man indeed Tom, an older, tamer, domesticated Tom? She looked down at the beautiful
woman, abruptly heartsick. She could not imagine a world in which Tom loved
someone else. Their connection was shattering, consuming, unbearable. He was
half of her; they fit together like pieces in a puzzle. Were he to stop loving
her, she would be dashed and broken, left in tatters. Or was this then, perhaps,
a past? The thought soothed her, although she rarely dreamed the past. She forced
herself to be calm, looking around at the street, the cars, the buildings in
turn. This was not a present or future London. It was London as it had appeared
twenty years ago.
The dream setting shimmered and changed.
Metis rode the current of time like a jet. She came to rest on the bare, splayed
branch of a leafless shrub. The garden of a country house, grey with early winter
frost, lay decaying beneath a cold, silver moon. The woman was there again --
this time with her hair down and wearing a white dress. Unchecked tears spilled
down her rouged cheeks, as she raised a hand to wipe them away a large, well-cut
diamond caught the brittle moonlight. The aristocratic man with Tom's face stood
in a wedge of light that spilled from a half-open French door, anger and betrayal
twisting his handsome features making them nearly unrecognizable.
Her dream shifted again like sand
underfoot. Leaves budding and dying, the planet spinning, stars changing their
position in the sky as if the earth were marching at double-time. The house
stood unchanged, though the garden was now in the full flush of summer.
A shadowed figure walked unhurriedly
through the garden: a man, a boy really, his attitude and gait immediately recognizable
to Metis. She sped forward, meeting him on his way up the terraced steps. She
alighted gently on his collar, flicking her antennae imperceptibly across the
bare skin where his neck met his shoulder. This was her Tom. The familiar
taste of him flooded her with relief and longing.
He slipped silently through the French
doors, walking confidently through dimly lit rooms as though he knew the way.
He reached the entrance hall. Ignoring the sweeping, marble staircase, he headed
for a pair of double doors off the hall to the left. Soft music played inside
the room, just audible in the high-ceilinged entry hall. The sweet scent of
expensive pipe tobacco drifted out. An ornate chandelier cast rainbows on Tom's
skin as he tilted his head to listen. Decided, he reached for the scrolled,
brass handle…
No! Metis wanted to scream
aloud, but couldn't. No. Don't. Terrible things lay beyond that door.
If he turned that handle everything would end.
"Don't!" With a violent
jerk, Metis awoke. She was trembling with reaction, the residue of the dream
still clinging to her like clammy fingers. She put a shaking hand to her cheek
and realized, to her surprise, that she was crying.
It was unnaturally dark in the underground
room, lit only by a tiny, blue-flamed lamp in the corner. She glanced around
the room, taking reassurance from the familiar surroundings. The chipped and
worn stone walls, the floor polished with years of treading feet. Opposite her,
three empty, neatly made beds faced the center of the room. On the chest at
her feet rested her overnight bag, its contents strewn carelessly across the
wooden lid. And, finally, beside her in the high, four-poster bed was Tom himself.
He lay on his back, his long arms stretched above his head in slumber. She reached
out a hand to touch him, calmed by the mere reminder of his presence.
Her aunt thought she was at her mother's,
her mother that she was at her aunt's. It didn't worry her. She had played this
game before and never gotten caught. She could talk her way out of anything
with her natural ease and Tom's influence.
She rolled onto her side, supporting
herself on one elbow, watching him sleep, watching the rise and fall of his
chest. She stroked a gentle hand across the bare skin exposed where he'd thrown
off the blanket. He woke abruptly, catching her wrist with cat-like reflexes.
"Metis. You scared me,"
he said softly. Then catching sight of her tear-stained face, "What is
it?"
She opened her mouth to recall the
dream, but stopped, strangely reluctant to share it with him. She shook her
head. "Just a nightmare," she said instead.
He reached up and brushed under her
eyes with the tips of his long fingers. He dragged her face down to his and
kissed her intently, rolling over and pushing her onto her back.
"Nox," he said,
breaking away for a moment. The blue flame extinguished at his word, plunging
the room into thick, tangible darkness. "Metis?"
"Mmm?" She had the unsettling
sense that he could see her, even in the dark.
"Nothing can hurt you as long
as you're with me. Never forget that." His breath was hot against her neck.
"I won't let anything, or anyone, touch you."
"Tom…"
"You're mine. Always."
There was an odd note of finality in his soft voice. "I won't ever let
that change. Do you believe that?"
"I believe you."
***