Prayer

Prayer.

By Disturbed, one of the world's best heavy metal bands.

Another dream that will never come true

I dream and dream but it's never the same. I can dream of the smile through a starved mask and the handsome face that I remember vividly.

Just to compliment your sorrow

It's been nothing but sorrow and misery since you were killed. I have no one to guide me through these troubled times

Another life that I've taken from you

Another life that's gone and I can't stand any more pain. I don't want anyone else to get hurt.

A gift to add on to your pain and suffering

I'll have no one left by the time Voldemort dies. Your death is just another trophy on his shelf. Another gift that makes him what he is.

Another truth you can never believe

I didn't believe it when you died, I just wouldn't admit it. You should have come back from behind that veil.

Has crippled you completely

I feel crippled and dead, unable to move. I need you to pick up the pieces of my broken heart and put them back together.

All the cries you're beginning to hear

I am beginning to hear myself cry out in self-pity. The angst is unreal and it pains and cries for you.

Trapped in your mind

I have only my mind left now and I feel trapped. Trapped in a never-ending void that could only be filled if you were here.

And the sound is deafening

My screaming is getting louder in my head. It deafens me to hear the screams of wanting that can never be found.

Let me enlighten you

What can enlighten me now? What could make me happy? I know that I am a liability to the whole school and all for what, your death?

This is the way I pray

This is the way I pray to you and for you.

Living just isn't hard enough

It just couldn't get any harder. It's already harder than hard for me.

Burn me alive inside

I don't feel the life burning in me anymore. I whish I could just let life slip beneath my fingers like sand but something holds me back.

Living my life's not hard enough

I don't want it to get any harder. Seems that the more people I meat, the more people die.

Take everything away

I won't let him take it all away. I've lost enough already.

Another nightmare about to come true

I feel like I living a nightmare. I want to wake up but I can't.

Will manifest tomorrow

Anything could happen tomorrow. They could all die and then what?

Another love that I've taken from you

The love that I had is gone now. I couldn't bear to lose more.

Lost in time

I've lost track of time. Sitting here, listening to music, it feels like a year has gone by.

On the edge of suffering

Haven't I've suffered enough? I'm on the edge, about to jump.

Another taste of the evil I breathe

I could even taste the evil when he possessed me in the Ministry. I could feel the sickening horror that clenched my heart and turned it black.

Will level you completely

It made me want to die. It made me want to die for you.

Bring to life everything that you fear

Everything that I have ever feared had come to life at the Triwizard tournament. I remember, but how hard is it to forget something like that.

Live in the dark

I just want to sit and live in the dark, hiding. I want to hide from the world that took you away from me.

And the world is threatening

I feel like the whole world id against me. I perhaps I am against them.

Let me enlighten you

I can't be enlightened. Nothing can make me understand why life is so cruel and horrible.

This is the way I pray

I can't bring myself to pray for you. I can't make myself talk to you when I know that there is no one there.

Living just isn't hard enough

It can't get any harder than this. Life is too tough to go on.

Burn me alive inside

Where has that burning soul gone? I checked your grave, but it's not there.

Living my life's not hard enough

No one has a life as hard as mine. And if they did, they would either be dead from suicide or high on cannabis, to take away the memories, and forget.

Take everything away

Nearly everything has been taken away. I have nothing, nothing without you!

Return to me

Please return so I can be happy. I was so happy and care free, the beautiful thing that I used to be

Leave me no one

I'm left with no one. I have my friends but you were family.

Turn to me

Come back to me and make me happy again. Light my soul on fire.

Return to me

Oh God why can't you return. Why must you be so cruel and keep him away from me?

Cast aside

I was cast aside like an old rag-doll. Thrown to one side as I watched others die.

The way you made me turn away

I miss the way you taught me to turn away form the evil. You told me to keep a clean nose and to stay out of trouble. I should have listened to you, and then you wouldn't be in this mess.

Living just isn't hard enough

My life is too hard without you. I can't live without your smile and laughter to brighten up my day.

Burn me alive inside

My burning life is gone. The fire of my heart was extinguished.

Living my life's not hard enough

No one can live my life without committing suicide. I feeling pretty close myself.

Take everything away

Everything was taken away form me. You were taken away from me.

This is the way I pray

I pray for you, Sirius.