Harry Potter's Secret Love

Harry Potter's Secret Love

There she is again. Her perfect smile. Her perfect hair. Her perfect movements. The perfect way she brushes her hair behind her ear. The perfect way her eyes focus every time she reads a book. The perfect way she smiles when she is happy. The perfect way she frowns when she is mad. The perfect way tears fall down her face when she is sad. If only she knew how I loved her so. If only she knew how I dreamed of her. If only she knew how my heart thumped every time I saw her. If only she knew every time she spoke to me my mouth went dry. If only she knew how I watched her every moment. If only she knew how my heart raced every time she was with another man.

I, Harry James Potter have a secret love I can never reveal. I, Harry James Potter can never reveal a simple thing like love, when everyone in the Magic World already knows everything else about me. I, Harry James Potter can not reveal a simple thing like love because it could hurt a friendship. When it could damage everything I have worked so hard to keep. When it could turn friends against friends. I, Harry James can do everything but never reveal my true love. I, Harry James Potter can never show my true feelings even if my heart breaks at this thought.

What if I could? What would happen then? Would I have a perfect life? Will I still have friends? Will everything still be the same? Will I be too nervous to even tell her how I love her? Will she love me in return? Or will she break my heart? Can I take this chance? Will I put all my feelings forward and take a chance or will I cower behind my heart forever?

I, Harry James Potter have never cowered behind anything, but my heart. I, Harry James Potter was able to get through everything that crossed my path , but not love. Why can't I overcome this? Why can't I just embrace this love? Why can't I bring my true feelings forward? What will I do? My decision has been made. I have decided to embrace my true feelings. She has the right to know. She needs to know how I feel before it is too late. She needs to know before I lose her to another guy. I need to know if she feels the same.

I slowly started walking toward her. My heart racing, mouth dry and sweating madly. She looks up as I get near. She smiles slightly as she brushes a piece of hair behind her ear. I finally stop walking. I am too nervous. What if I say something weird and she laughs? What if I can't even talk? What if I faint? What if everyone in the room is staring at me? What if they laugh? What if everyone starts making jokes about me and her? I am still nervous, but I manage to get out, " I love you." She just stares. Why is she staring? Am I that stupid? Then she smiles and says, " Me too."