- Rating:
- PG
- House:
- The Dark Arts
- Characters:
- Ginny Weasley Lord Voldemort
- Genres:
- Angst
- Era:
- Multiple Eras
- Spoilers:
- Philosopher's Stone Chamber of Secrets Prizoner of Azkaban Goblet of Fire Order of the Phoenix
- Stats:
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Published: 01/25/2004Updated: 01/25/2004Words: 1,238Chapters: 1Hits: 184
Desperation
LoneWolf
- Story Summary:
- Sometimes, you are so desperate for changes to happen. Sometimes, you just don't see a way out anymore. Sometimes... desperation will transform the world into a better place.... (T/G)
- Chapter Summary:
- Sometimes, you are so desperate for changes to happen. Sometimes, you just don't see a way out anymore. Sometimes... desperation will transform the world into a better place... (T/G)
- Posted:
- 01/25/2004
- Hits:
- 184
- Author's Note:
- I would like to thank Venom for the edits, and Feran for finding the Di-Rect Lyrics on the web. Also, big kisses to Kath who decided to give me this plot.
Take me
To another place
Take me where the lights are
Where I can see my face
I never imagined for it to feel this way. I saw your mind as you looked at me, eyes livid with anger and your face a mirror of your mind. You slammed the fang of my loyal servant into my diary. The pain I felt was not real. It was a reflection of what should have been if she was lost.
Harry Potter, you lived once again as you walked out of that chamber. My little girl Virginia Weasley, crying her heart out as you both left. You don't know what she is. You don't know whom you are dealing with. You think that she still is that sweet innocent angel. She isn't.
Discover why it rains on me
Discover why it has to be
Do you still hear my voice at night? Do you still see my face in memories once left behind? Do you still feel the pain you shared with me? Tell me, Harry, do you know me?
I know I told you a million things. The question remains the same. Do you remember what I said to you?
Here I am
That little boy
Who's dreaming and discovering
A searching soul
I know you hate me for everything I have done. I killed your parents and others to get at you. You could be so special. But you threw my generous offer back in my face when you killed my body in your sixth year. Do you think that it's over, Harry? It isn't, yet.
She's still here.
Of course little Ginny is still young, and I do not think that she discovered as of yet. I do not think that she knows who she truly is. But she will... soon. She did not throw my offer away carelessly. She is so much more than you, my dear Harry. She has potential.
Discover why it rains on me
Discover why it has to be
For the day shall come that I shall claim her to my side. That day you'd better run and hide. Harry Potter shall be no more when she finds you.
Yes, she is mine. I will see the horror dawning on your face. Your best friend's sister; claimed to the Dark Side by your arch nemesis. She will not know what she is doing. I am still in her mind, as strong as ever. She is able to take control of me sometimes. But not always.
Take me
For what I am
Not a little dreamer
But an angry man
Discover why it rains on me
Discover why it has to be
Discover what was wrong or right
Discover why I can't win my fight
On some days Ginny is trapped inside of her own mind. She knows that I do this. But whom would she tell?
Her family?
They only care about themselves and not about the inner conflict Ginny has.
Her friends?
She has none.
Her housemates?
They would not listen to her troubles.
She is all alone. Caught in the middle of a battlefield with no way out anymore.
Here I am
That little boy
Who is thinking as a teenager
Burning all of his toys
Discover why it rains on me... yeah
Discover why it has to be
Just like I once was. Oh yes, in the war with Grindelwald I was used as a pawn in a game too great for me to understand. Until Dumbledore defeated him. And that is why I hate the old man. He destroyed everything I could have been.
I still do not understand the game. Even when I play it I do not know the rules or where the finish line is. I just do the best I can do. Now I am teaching Ginny the game.
I think that she knows more than I do. She shields her thoughts from me, and no matter how hard I try I cannot get a glimpse of them. She is strong, the youngest Weasley.
But not strong enough.
Searching for a new world
Will it break my heart
Living in my own world
I need a brand new start
Can you save her, Harry? Can you defeat the greatest wizard of all time?
I know that you think that the greatest wizard is Albus Dumbledore. But he is nothing when being compared to me. I am immortal. I am Lord Voldemort.
Not Tom Marvolo Riddle. I am not him anymore. I don't know if I have ever been him in the first place. Probably not.
Discover why it rains on me
Discover why it has to be
Making some noise
To get a better choice
The only thing is a little thing
The only thing is that voice
In my head
Drives me mad, I won't get
No guarantee
I was once a little orphaned boy like you. I once had jet-black hair like you. I once had bright eyes like you. I was once as skinny as you. I must have been Tom, once. But not anymore.
Now I am Lord Voldemort, whose name is feared throughout the world. Now I can be who I want to be, without pretending. Now I am the most powerful wizard to have ever walked the surface of this earth.
Discover why it rains on me, right
Making all my fantasies, right
If I could leave this misery
So long
All my life I have learned to be
So strong
The only thing is a little thing
Deep inside of me
Do you know that Ginny sometimes talks to me? Do you know that she tells me I am not who I think I am? She says that I'm a loser. Lord Voldemort was defeated by a mere boy called Harry Potter.
But I'm still here, and I tell her my deepest secrets. She cannot deal with them. I know this. And yet I destroy her from the inside out, knowing that one day I'll be greater than I ever was, knowing that she'll restore me to life in the end.
I know who I am.
Don't I?
Deep down... deep down inside
Deep down... inside of me
Deep down...
Of course I know. I am Lord Voldemort, once called Tom Marvolo Riddle. I am an orphan. I killed my own father. I was a Slytherin in my school days. My best friends were William McNair and Richard Avery. I am immortal. I am feared by everyone, even now when I am nearly gone.
Ginny says I am weak. She says I cannot control her anymore. She says that I have to get out of her life. She says that I am only a shadow of who I once was. According to her I am a confused little boy.
She is so wrong.
Would you take my side
And feel all right
People live to learn things
And I learned to live
"Do you think that I am weak, Tom?" Ginny asked, standing motionless upon the windowsill. "Truth is that I am stronger than you ever was."
And she jumped out of the window with the rage of Lord Voldemort present in her mind...
Discover why it rains on me
Discover why it has to be
Making some noise
To get a better choice
The only thing is a little thing
Discover why it rains on me