Rating:
PG-13
House:
Astronomy Tower
Characters:
Harry Potter Hermione Granger
Genres:
Romance Angst
Era:
Multiple Eras
Spoilers:
Philosopher's Stone Chamber of Secrets Prizoner of Azkaban Goblet of Fire
Stats:
Published: 12/11/2002
Updated: 07/18/2003
Words: 3,310
Chapters: 2
Hits: 1,371

Complicated

KianaOkran

Story Summary:
Hermione is in trouble. She's in love. With THE GUY. You know? The one guy, the one that everyone wants and you can't have. But what if she can have him? What if he does want her? And what does she do when she finds this out? Anything? Nothing? Hrm...

Chapter 02

Chapter Summary:
They both like each other, but can they tell each other. This time around, is time for the truth to come out.
Posted:
07/18/2003
Hits:
367
Author's Note:
Sorry this took so long. I was kinda frustrated with it. enjoy!

Just when I think I'm under control

Think I finally got a grip

Another friend tells me that

My name is always on your lips

They say I'm more than just a friend

They say I must be blind

But I'll admit that I've seen you watch me

From the corner of your eye

Oh it's so confusing yea I wish you'd just confess

But think of what I'd be losing

If you answer wasn't yes

Oh it's so complicated

I hate it cause I've waited

So long for someone like you

What do I do

Oh should I say it

Should I tell you how I feel

I want you to know

But then again I don't

It's so complicated...

Carolyn Dawn Johnson, Complicated, A Room With A View

Later that night, Hermione sat in her dorm right before bed, trying her hardest to block out Parvati and Lavender's endless gossip. Suddenly the two girls grew eerily quiet, and she looked up to see what was wrong, finding herself facing two questioning looks.

"What?" she said irritably.

"Hermione, honestly, haven't you been listening? We asked who you like, and don't say 'no one' because I'll laugh until we force the obvious truth out of you."

"Well...no I haven't been listening, gossiping isn't my style, and as for who I like, I'm not telling, no one knows and I intend to keep I that way," she said while rolling her eyes and turning back to her homework.

Lavender turned to Parvati, ""Well so much for a confession. But I can still tell she likes Harry, it's so obvious, just look at her," she said.

The two girls turned back to Hermione, whose jaw had looked up in disbelief with a slack jaw.

"How can you tell?" she choked out barely above a whisper.

"Ah ha. Knew we could get it out of you," Parvati said, "And as for knowing, it's all over your face, how could we not know?"

Hermione suddenly felt like an open book, and let her face drop onto her hands propped up on the desk, avoiding letting her mixed emotions play across her face, since they seemed to do that unwillingly. The only coherent in her mind was: 'If two girls as clueless as her dorm mates could figure this out, what did the students with half a brain know?'

"But you know what I hear from Seamus," Parvati said, now turned back to Lavender, who was listening intently, "That Harry talks non-stop about her," and she nodded in Hermione's direction.

Although unnoticed by the gossiping girls, at this comment, Hermione's hands dropped out from under her head, and it banged against the desk in her shock.

"Sounds like someone else has a crush," Lavender said a grin in her voice.

Hermione sat up and faked a yawn a minute later as their gossip turned to their favourite features of the Gryffindor boys. She pushed up from the mini-desk she had been sitting at and trudged over to her bed. She turned to the girl and loudly proclaimed:

"I'm tired, so I'm going to turn in. Good night."

The girls barely acknowledged her with a good night as she drew the curtains closed around her four-poster, and laid down beaming.

She he talked about her? Well maybe he liked her too, and if so, there was another way to go about this. And she would take that way, starting in the morning.

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Breakfast had already begun, when Hermione snuck through the open doors hurried to her seat next to Harry, sinking down and resting her head in her hands briefly before putting some food on her plate.

Harry stared at her, absolutely bewildered at her tardiness. She was never late, and what was more incredible in this moment, is that her beauty radiated off of her. Her hair had a brushed appearance, and it fell in small waves around her face, which itself had a shimmering quality added to it. But Harry couldn't really judge this, because he wasn't exactly impartial.

"Hermione," he said, shaking her from her reverie, "Why are you so late?"

She looked at him, bareing a glossy smile, "I slept in, and it took me longer than I thought to get ready."

"Well, for all that you look incredible," Harry responded, then mentally kicked himself. This was not the time to start letting his emotions get control of him.

But unlike what he expected, Hermione had blushed adding to the touch of it that had been there previously and extended her smile with lit up eyes.

Harry smiled too, and reached past her as she turned back to her plate to retrieve the milk. Hermione used her bit of knowledge of cheesy Muggle movies, to reach for the jug at the same time, and their hands joined on the handle.

Hanging on for a bit longer than one might think, Harry looked at Hermione and laughed. She, although quite happy with the feeling of his hand on hers, pulled away and shyly smiled.

"Here you go," Harry said and poured the milk into her goblet, and then turned to fill his.

Hermione said a genuine 'Thank you,' flashing him a smile, and took a sip, quite satisfied with what just happened. This was going a lot better than she had thought.

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Professor Flitwick waved his hand as a dismissal for the sixth year Gryffindor Charm's class. Hermione began to pack away her quill and parchment in her bag, deciding that it was time for step two of her 'Get-Harry's-Attention' Plan.

The students all stood up and filed out of the room, and Hermione grabbed up her bag and fell in step behind Ron. They walked out of class and then fell into a line which stretched the length of the hallway, Hermione between Harry and Ron.

Hermione grinned to herself as she shifted her bag to her left shoulder, closer to Harry. They continued down the hall, Hermione holding her breath anticipating her coming action.

As they rounded a corner, Harry walked too closely to her, and slammed into her shoulder. Hermione used this to her advantage stumbled sideways more than she should, and let her bag drop in the process.

Harry reached out and steadied her, and she let a small grin play about her lips. When he was sure she was all right, he bent down and scooped up her books, refusing her help.

As Hermione and Ron stood by watching Harry's cordial efforts, Ron slowly began to realise that Harry's liking Hermione might not be entirely one-sided. Harry stood up, books in hand, and before Hermione could try to take them back, he slipped them into her bag, and strung both over his shoulder before they continued down the hall. And Harry knew right then, that the time was coming soon.

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A few mornings later, Hermione sat at breakfast letting the week's progress run through her head. So far she had casually flirting with Harry, and had noticed a return gesture from him. She smiled to herself, staring off at the clouds dancing across the blue sky of the enchanted ceiling, and brought her goblet to her lips. She took a small sip and lowered the glass to be hanging in her hand, a forearm's length above the table, that's when someone placed a hand on her shoulder, snapping her from her reverie. She jumped in surprise, and as a result, the goblet fell from her hand.

The goblet jumped upon impact with the table, and the pumpkin juice she had been drinking took a leap out of the goblet and onto those around her, including the Harry, who had been trying to get her attention.

"Here let me help you with that," Harry said, leaning over and gathering the glass shards in one hand. It didn't take him long to notice how reserved Hermione was, her head hung, eyes closed.

Harry touched her shoulder for the second time that morning, only in comfort this time around, and Hermione raised her gaze a bit to acknowledge him.

"Mione...what's wrong?"

Hermione looked down again and sighed, "Long morning Harry, and now I've ruined yours. I'm so sorry."

Harry set himself down into the chair next to her and looked intently into her eyes.

"Nothing's wrong with instinct," Harry said and smiled at her, "Don't worry about it."

Hermione managed a smile back, and turned back to her breakfast, Harry turning to face his plate and join her.

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Hermione hurried out of her last class of the day, avoiding Harry and Ron, almost near tears.

Today had turned out to be one of the worst days of her life. It had seemed this morning was bad, but it only got worse from there on.

Her ill-luck came in the form of forgetting her bad, and being late to Charms losing crucial points for Gryffindor. She had continued the pattern with breaking a stool in the same class, and spilling ink all over her neighbour in Transfiguration. But the one that topped them all was her mistake involving Potions. She had been going to class, and ended up at the North Tower, not the dungeons. Heading back in the direction she needed to go, she arrived at class, losing more points, then realizing her essay was missing, earning her her first zero mark in any class.

She was now hurrying out of sight, in a deperate attempt to forget it all, and go think by herself. As she turned a corner she could hear her best friends shouting for her, but only ran harder with embarrassment which caused her immediate run in with the wall from her severe lack of attention, and the impact knocked her to the ground.

Harry and Ron rushed over to try to help, but she got up and retrieved her back before they could even reach her. Continuing down the halls, she headed for the Entrance Hall to brave the meek weather on her meek day. Once outside, she numbly walked towards Hagrid's house, but stopped at an oak tree before she reached the cabin, and lowered herself onto the ground, succumbing to her sobs.

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Harry watched Hermione flee the hallway and instantly excused himself from Ron and started after her.

She hadn't been herself today, forgetting things, and showing up late. He was really worried about her. He turned the corner that she had disappeared behind shortly before. It was obvious that she was headed outside, despite not seeing her leave, he knew she would be headed for some quiet spot, and intended to find it.

After a few more turns in the corridors, he was in the entrance hall, and racing towards the doors, pushing them open and stepping outside. Far in the distance, Harry saw a black clad figure sliding down the trunk of a tree and falling heavily to sit on the ground and began towards her.

He approached where she was and timidly lowered himself onto his knees beside her, sofly speaking her name.

Her body stiffened in response to his voice and she briefly looked up before burying her head back in her arms and sobbing, "Go away."

But Harry knew she didn't mean it, and lowered himself fully down, and reached out an arm to comfort her.

Hermione stiffened again and then reluctantly looked up into his sympathetic eyes.

"What's wrong, Hermione?" he softly prodded.

"Everything," she tearfully replied.

"How so?" Harry asked, running his hand over her back in small circles.

"Today was just...wrong. Everything was wrong. It was supposed to be perfect, but I ruined it. How did this happen?"

Harry wrapped his arms around her, and pulled her to him and for once she didn't resist as he soothed her with his kind words.

"Hermione, trust me, it's all right. Everyone has bad days. Maybe this is just all your bad days in one, and you'll never have another, because you are perfect."

Hermione looked up, startled by his comment, and stared into his nearby eyes, "You think I'm perfect?"

Harry let out a surprised chuckle, "Yes I do Hermione, because you are. You're brilliant, sweet, funny, kind, and beautiful. Hermione, you are perfect."

Hermione just continued staring wide-eyed at him while he smiled, noticing that her choking sobs had stopped. Harry then slowly leaned down, closing the small distance between them and placed his lips on hers.

It took a moment for Hermione to comprehend what was happening, and then returned the favour, wrapping her arms around his neck, while his embraced her back, pulling her closer.

After a moment of bliss, Harry pulled away and looked at Hermione's shocked, but pleased smiling face.

"Like I said, you're perfect 'Mione. Will you--?"

Harry never got to finish his statement as Hermione found her courage and leaned up kissing him again.

"Yes." Hermione said as he pulled away and Harry pulled her into a tight hug.

And as the two continued to share their bottled up romantic feelings for each other, Hermione realised that maybe, love wasn't so complicated after all.