- Rating:
- PG-13
- House:
- Astronomy Tower
- Characters:
- Harry Potter Hermione Granger
- Genres:
- Romance Angst
- Era:
- Multiple Eras
- Spoilers:
- Philosopher's Stone Chamber of Secrets Prizoner of Azkaban Goblet of Fire
- Stats:
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Published: 12/11/2002Updated: 07/18/2003Words: 3,310Chapters: 2Hits: 1,371
Complicated
KianaOkran
- Story Summary:
- Hermione is in trouble. She's in love. With THE GUY. You know? The one guy, the one that everyone wants and you can't have. But what if she can have him? What if he does want her? And what does she do when she finds this out? Anything? Nothing? Hrm...
Chapter 01
- Posted:
- 12/11/2002
- Hits:
- 1,004
- Author's Note:
- i first and foremost dedicate those who love someone but cannot show it.
I´m so scared that the way that I feel
Is written all over my face
When you walk into the room
I wanna find a hiding place
We used to laugh we used to hug
The way that old friends do
But now a smile and a touch of your hand
Just makes me come unglued
It´s such a contradiction
Should I lie or tell the truth
Is it fact or fiction
Oh the way I feel for you
It´s so complicated
~Complicated, by Carolyn Dawn Johnson, Room With A View
Hermione sat awake on her bad, forcing confusing thoughts out of her head trying to sleep. There was a big Transfiguration exam the next day, and she needed her sleep for it. But all she could think about was a pair of emerald eyes, and lightning bolt scar, a mop of hair, and dazzling smile, and the boy behind it.
These thoughts of Harry had been reoccurring since longer than she could remember. Hermione had been fighting with herself and her feeling for quite awhile, trying to banish romantic fantasies of Harry with his lips pressed against hers, out of her normally reasonable mind. She knew he would never return her feelings, but the way he acted around her, but there was no way of shaking them off.
Hermione lied down, pulling the covers up around her neck, imagining Harry´s arms around her. She shook her head, and closed her eyes, mentally berating herself for her newfound imagination.
~~~
Harry sat at the Gryffindor table in the middle of his two best friends. Ron was turned away from him talking with Seamus and Dean about something, and Hermione was just quiet. She was staring at her food, poking it with her silverware, occasionally stuffing a small bite in her mouth and slowly chewing it.
"Hermione?" Harry said, trying to get a reaction out of her. He got more than he bargained for when she jumped in her seat and nearly choked on the bit of toast she was eating. She swallowed hard and turned towards him.
"Yeah, Harry?" she responded, shakily.
"Are you okay? You just seem more...quiet than you normally are..." He asked concern filling his voice.
"Yeah..." she said flushing and returning her gaze to her food, "I´m just a little concerned about the test today. I´m running the material through my head that´s all."
Harry gave her a sideways look, then placed a comforting hand on her back, "Well you don´t have to worry about that, you´ll do fine, you always do. Now Ron and I on the other hand..." Harry grinned.
Hermione laughed and blushed some more, thanking him for the encouraging words. She shoved her plate away and excused herself to go get her bag and review her notes again.
Ron, now done with both his conversation and food rolled his eyes in Hermione´s direction, but both boys got up and followed suit.
~~~
Hermione was sitting at her desk in McGonagall´s classroom, silently watching the other students take the test. Harry had been right, there had been nothing to worry about, but she was glad she had worked so hard on it. This was the type of thing that would show up on exams. She silently drummed the pads of her fingers on the nearly empty desktop, which only held her slowly drying quill on the polished surface.
Hermione stole a quick look at Harry. He was slumped over his test, his brow furrowed in concentration. Hermione smiled to herself and looked away. Picking up her quill, she twirled in it between her fingers, her motions resembling the swift motions of a novice baton twirler, and she thought about what she was going to do about Harry. Her thoughts consisted of if she was going to tell him or if she would wait until he picked up, and what she would do in the meantime.
~~~
"That test was brutal," Ron complained as he walked away from the classroom.
"N it wasn´t Ron. You just didn´t study hard enough," Hermione scolded, in a matter-of-fact tone.
Harry just walked along uncharacteristically quiet.
"Harry what´s wrong with you?" Ron asked, punching his shoulder to get his attention.
"Oh yeah, I´m fine," Harry said, "I just didn´t want to get scolded by "the brain" here, far having a hard time on the test."
Hermione sent him a disapproving glance too, but then let it be replaced by a small smug smile.
They reached the common room, and said the password, walking inside, hearing it swing shut behind them.
They walked over to a table and pulled up three chairs, throwing their bags on top of the table, and settling down in the chairs. They reached forward and removed their homework from their bags, inked their quills and stared down at their DADA assignment.
Ron stared down at the piece of clank parchment lying in front of him, and then glanced over at his notebook with the assignment written boldly, and groaned.
"An eighteen inch essay on how to defend yourself or possibly slay a Chimaera? Is he insane?" Ron complained.
`He´ was a reference to Professor Alcott, their new DADA teacher who was obsessive with having them write essays on the impossible.
"Oh quite your whining Ron, it´s not that hard. See?" Hermione stated, unrolling a parchment almost completely filled, "I´m nearly half done!"
The boys gaped at her.
"Half?!" Harry gawked, "That has to be at least be the final length, if not more!"
"So?" Hermione countered, "I haven´t even begun to describe basic methods of simple wounding."
The boys just rolled their eyes in her direction and then set upon their work. For a while nothing was said between the three, but soon enough, Hermione set down her quill, rubbed her hands and measured her essay, which topped off at thirty-two inches. She then took to hovering over Harry and Ron, pointing out important points in their open books and tutting when they tried to make their writing bigger to take up more space.
But even homework couldn´t stop Hermione from noticing how cute Harry looked while he was concentrating on his work. How his eyes lit up when he found something useful. Hermione sighed and then shook her head. Harry looked up at her, confused, which brought their faces closer than they were used to.
Hermione flushed and averted her eyes, turning away to help Ron. Harry also turned back to his work, but he couldn´t focus on it. He couldn´t stop think about how he was being so obvious about his feelings for Hermione. He had actually been considering kissing her. He was getting out of hand. He had to tell her soon...