Someone's Everything

“…and one day I will lose it I think and never make it out of wherever they send people who have lost it which is probably hell but hell is seeing him cover his wrists when anyone is near and refusing to speak or eat or look at my face and I wonder if I kissed him if maybe he would forget and move on or maybe just be numb enough to play that game with me and tell me what I want to hear.” All he wanted was to be someone’s everything. Post-Hogwarts.

"He is unreachable, he is stone, he is cold and far away." Angst, rambling and more backstory - things are slowly coming to a head. Now with !Punctuation!

"We fall down from whatever we sanity we had, we fall down to where desperation had brought us, we have fallen so low, and when we hit the bottom and are flung apart he lies on the floor like a broken doll." The situation has reached a boiling point.

"The downward spiral has begun, and there is no getting out of it now that we have crossed that line that divides the sane and possible from the insane and impossible, but when the impossible is possible but still insane, that is when things start to go wrong, like this was, right from the start."

"We both know that we are losing control, but we do not want to know, and we do not want to think about it, and that is the whole point of what we are doing now - pretending that the rest of the world isn’t there, and forgetting responsibility and the proper thing to do, so when the doorbell rings that afternoon when he is sleeping, at first I do not realize what it is."