Rating:
PG
House:
Astronomy Tower
Characters:
Draco Malfoy Hermione Granger Severus Snape
Genres:
Romance Angst
Era:
Multiple Eras
Spoilers:
Philosopher's Stone Chamber of Secrets Prizoner of Azkaban Goblet of Fire
Stats:
Published: 08/11/2003
Updated: 08/11/2003
Words: 2,672
Chapters: 4
Hits: 1,477

Reminiscences

cassiopeia

Story Summary:
*completed* Hermione is caught in a love triangle involving her Potions master and her Slytherin schoolmate. Who will she choose as her Helper in Snape's latest experiment involving Iridescent Crystals? What does the future hold for them?

Chapter 03

Posted:
08/11/2003
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142

Chapter 3:

Résignation

The following week saw Hermione taking trembling steps to Snape's quarters one blustery evening. Summoning all her courage, the crimson Iridescent vial clutched in one hand, she hesitantly rapped on his door, her knuckles white, her pale fist clenched so tightly it was almost numb.

The echoes resounded in the dark hallway for what seemed like eternity, until the door opened, just a fraction, and Hermione found herself face to face with Severus Snape.

His gaze was curiosity tinged with a trace of suspicion, and Hermione found herself speechless, for raw emotion was welling up within her like a geyser ready to erupt. Her large, liquid eyes, however, spoke volumes; they were the window to her very soul, and they brimmed with a mixture of confusion, of fear, of desire and of hope.

Wordlessly, Hermione stretched out her hand, extending the almost-full vial of crimson liquid, a silent question in her eyes.

Something flickered in Snape's expression, and when Hermione lifted her gaze to meet his once again, she saw that it was no longer filled with distrust, but instead with sympathy, understanding, and a hint of sadness.

Rolling up his left sleeve, Snape pointed to the symbol emblazoned on the flawless olive skin on his left arm - the Dark Mark, the embodiment of evil.

And Hermione instantly understood.

"Professor, you're bound to Voldemort?" she blurted, bitter disappointment mingling with anguish and shock.

As she looked once again into Severus Snape's eyes, she saw that the pain in his far surpassed her own. It expressed a bleak sense of deep regret and hopelessness, but the smile on his lips was strangely tender as he reached out and enclosed Hermione's fist in his, sending slivers of warmth shooting through her body.

"Hermione," he spoke her first name in a choked voice, the first time he'd ever done so, the first time he'd even betrayed any emotion through that inscrutable expression, and she felt a jolt of ecstasy in spite of herself.

"You are worthy of someone better," Snape continued, averting his eyes to mask the naked emotion spilling over in them.

Hermione caught his gaze once more, forcefully shaking her head. " I - I'm sorry, Professor," she murmured. "I'm sorry things had to turn out this way," She wrenched her hand free from his clasp, then turned from him and hurried away, spilling half the contents of the Potion in the process.

Snape stared at her silhouette, growing tinier every second, and then at the crimson droplets on the sparkling marble floor, wondering if Hermione's heart was bleeding as well.

A single teardrop fell from his dark eyes as he silently wished her well, mingling with the crimson stains as it did so.