- Rating:
- PG
- House:
- The Dark Arts
- Characters:
- Harry Potter James Potter Lily Evans Remus Lupin Sirius Black
- Genres:
- Drama
- Era:
- Multiple Eras
- Spoilers:
- Philosopher's Stone Chamber of Secrets Prizoner of Azkaban Goblet of Fire Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them
- Stats:
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Published: 10/25/2002Updated: 10/25/2002Words: 6,296Chapters: 1Hits: 842
Afternoon of Delights
briteyes
- Story Summary:
- On a lonely Christmas Harry gives himself the best present ever by stumbling upon a way to spend a few hours with his parents.
- Posted:
- 10/25/2002
- Hits:
- 842
- Author's Note:
- Author’s Note: Many, many thanks to Doctor Cornelius of the Sugar Quill for his beta-reading and helpful suggestions.
Afternoon of Delights
It had probably been the worst Christmas break
Harry had suffered through in years. Of course, he’d been spoiled the last few years
at Hogwarts, having at least one friend to share it with. But, as luck would have
it, this year Ron had gone to be with his family, as had Hermione, and Harry ended up
being the only Gryffindor in the tower. And he was bored. Bored beyond belief.
He paced the Common Room mindlessly, kicking at
a chair as he passed it. It was awful, to be so lonely on Christmas night. True, he’d
received a few nice presents, but what he really wanted was to share them with someone.
After all, he couldn’t play chess against himself.
To top off his gloomy mood, Harry couldn’t
sleep. Not a wink. It was close to two o’clock in the morning, and still he was wide
awake. Sighing deeply, he trudged back up the steps to his dorm. He started to get back
into bed, but stopped. Why bother tossing and turning all night? he thought. Harry
grabbed a pair of old trousers and a shirt, and pulled them on. He grabbed his wand and
Invisibility Cloak, consulted his map (not even Filch was up!), and stomped out of the
tower for a long walk.
Harry had never seen the castle so deserted.
Every one of the portraits was asleep, not a person or ghost stirred, even the very air
seemed stagnant. While wandering through the familiar halls, Harry noticed a wooden door
on his left. He paused—he didn’t remember a door here. Could he be in a
different part of the castle? After studying the doorway for a few seconds, he shrugged
and pushed it open.
The door led to a small, dark, cramped
corridor. Harry lit his wand, and found he had to sidle along like a crab to fit through;
but after fifty feet, the hall took a sharp turn, and widened enough for him to walk
normally. He continued on, through several twisty, barren passages, before finding himself
in a large, plush, and completely unfamiliar hallway. White columns lined the wide foyer,
and the carpet was thick and lavishly decorated. Bending down, Harry could see the woven
unicorns moving—tilting with lions over jeweled crowns. Besides the columns
and rugs, there were statues made of highly-polished marble, and the doorframes were
gilt-edged. It was the most magnificent place Harry had ever seen.
Racing up and down the corridor, Harry gave a
few good leaps and spins, allowing the cloak to twirl about him. Having worked off some of
his energy, he leaned against a column and sighed. He knew he needed to find his way back
soon, but hated to leave the opulent corridor. Maybe I’ll take just one more look,
he thought, then I’ll go back and try to get some sleep.
He walked up and down the hall, and finally
picked a door at random. It turned out to be a bathroom—an amazing bathroom, better
than the prefects’ bathroom, but a bathroom nonetheless. Harry closed the door and
chose another.
This time, he stepped into a fantastic hall of
mirrors. All of the surfaces, save the ceiling and the floor, were mirrored. He was amazed
to see his reflection in about half of them. The rest reflected nothing back at him until
he lowered the hood of his cloak. Curious, Harry covered himself back up, and took a
closer look at one of the mirrors that still reflected his image. An older version of
himself stared back—taller, with slightly more defined features. Hmm, he
thought wryly, not too bad… He took off his cloak, and looked in another
mirror, which showed him just as he was. A third mirror, in an elaborate frame, caught his
eye. It was clouded by a silvery haze, and the reflection rippled slightly. Something
about the mirror seemed vaguely familiar, and Harry saw the inscription over it:
Maerd Tsed No Frou Yesp Milgy Amuoy Sru Ohla Reve Srof
Harry stood there, puzzled. The mirror looked
almost exactly like the Mirror of Erised, but the inscription wasn’t right… and
he didn’t see his parents in it. He stared at the inscription for a moment, and
slowly it dawned on him. He turned to the mirror immediately behind it, and read the
inscription in the reflection:
forS eveR alhO urS youmA ygliM pseY ourF oN desT dreaM
Chuckling, Harry turned and stood before the
elaborate mirror again. He grinned triumphantly as he reached out a hand to the shimmering
surface—
—and suddenly, he felt himself being
sucked in by his fingertips. Inky blackness streaked by him, then with a thud, Harry hit
the ground, sprawling. He got to his feet, straightening his glasses and brushing off his
clothes. Looking around, he noticed that it was now late spring, and he was in Hogsmeade,
just outside the Three Broomsticks pub.
"Something’s wrong here," Harry
muttered to himself. "Two years ago my dream was to go to Hogsmeade, not
now…" His words trailed off when he noticed the pub’s paint was no longer
peeling, but shiny and new. In fact, he didn’t remember it being quite that shade of
blue…
"James?" a woman’s voice behind
him called.
Startled, Harry turned. The young woman behind
him jumped.
"Oh! I’m terribly sorry, you looked
just like my—oh… goodness…" Her voice trailed off as she leaned down
and studied Harry’s face intently. "I-I’m sorry, that was really quite rude
of me. You just—you look almost exactly like my fiancé. He’s a few years
older than you are, of course, and he has brown eyes, but still… It’s
uncanny. You could be his long-lost brother—or son, even!"
Harry just stared at the woman, nodding
slightly. He was transfixed—her long, copper hair was pulled back in a ponytail, her
creamy skin had a few scattered freckles across the bridge of her nose, and her eyes
were…
"…As green as mine," he
murmured.
The woman smiled. "My eyes, right?" She gave a light laugh. "I
get a lot of comments about them. You’re the only other person I’ve seen with
eyes that green. My sister used to tell me I was the milkman’s child, but I think
that was just wishful thinking. Our grandmother was supposed to have green eyes,
too." With that, she straightened and offered her hand. "I’m Lily Evans. My
fiancé and some of our friends were supposed to meet me here. Why don’t you come in
and have a drink with us? I’d like for James to see you, if you don’t
mind."
"Thanks, I-I’d love that," Harry
managed, and followed Lily into the pub.
Inside the Three Broomsticks, Harry waited at a
large table while Lily bought two butterbeers. She—she’s my mother! MY
mother! Harry kept telling himself this, but could hardly believe it. Lily was so
beautiful, so warm and alive… Everything about her seemed to sparkle, she was so full
of energy. He watched her chatting with Rosmerta, 15 years younger and absolutely stunning
as well. Lily’s laugh, like a ringing bell, carried across the room from the bar.
Harry was practically beside himself.
Lily brought the beers over to the table.
"Here you go. And, er, I’m sorry, I’m afraid I didn’t catch your
name."
"Oh, right! I’m Harry."
"Harry… hmm, that’s a nice
name," she murmured thoughtfully, sipping her drink, before turning her full
attention to him. "You must be a student at Hogwarts, then?" Harry nodded, and
she continued. "I finished there a few years ago."
"Yeah," he said brightly.
"I’m in fifth year. We must have just missed each other."
"Just!" she agreed. "What house
are you in? I was a Gryffindor."
"I know—I mean, I’ve heard.
I’m a-a Gryffindor, too." Harry pinched his thigh under the table. That had been
close—a little too close, but a sudden commotion near the door cut the awkward
moment short.
"Don’t worry mates, the fun can start
now!" a voice boomed. Harry and Lily turned. Three hauntingly familiar men, all in
their early twenties, had burst in. In the middle was a handsome man, tall and well-built,
with dark, shaggy hair and his arms outstretched triumphantly. Off to his left, a lanky,
sandy-haired man stood back, grinning, as a spry, slightly shorter man off to the right
yelled, "Yeah, I’m gettin’ married and all drinks are on him!"
The few people in the pub laughed and cheered
as the first man shook a fist at his friend in mock anger, then pulled both of them over
to the bar. Lily leaned across the table to the astonished Harry. "That’s Remus
Lupin, he’s a bit quiet at first, but great fun. That one there in the middle,
he’s Sirius Black, James’ best friend. A real character but loyal through and
through. And this," she leaned back as the third man approached the table, "is
James Potter. James, dear, this is my new friend, Harry. I’ve decided to run off with
him, so go tell Sirius he can stop buying rounds."
James laughed, put down his drinks, and
extended a hand to the Harry, who jumped up to shake it. "Cheers, mate," he said
with a slight trace of a Yorkshire accent. "You’ve stolen a hell of a woman from
me." He eyed Harry’s face a moment, and added, "Must be the devastatingly
good looks. Oi, Sirius! C’mere!" James leaned down slightly so his face was
level with Harry’s. "Look at this. I’ve got myself a twin!"
Sirius, followed by Remus, carried even more
drinks over to the table. "Bloody hell, Prongs. You and Lily been breeding behind our
backs?"
James snickered, but Lily slapped Sirius on the
arm. "That’s enough, you’re embarrassing him!" Sirius raised his
eyebrows and pursed his lips, but sat down obediently. Remus followed suit, taking the
chair on Harry’s right, but James draped himself right across Lily’s lap and
kissed her gently. The sight of his parents together, gazing lovingly into each
other’s eyes, nearly made Harry choke on his drink. In that fleeting moment, Harry
saw his father perfectly serious, his mischievous grin replaced by a brave, determined
look. That’s the man who stood up to Voldemort… he died for her, and me…
he loved us that much…
James suddenly hopped up and grabbed his own
chair, between Lily and Remus. "Sorry, where’re my manners? Boys, have you met
Harry? Harry, er…?"
"Jameson. Harry Jameson," he blurted,
before he realised what he was saying. Well, at least I didn’t give them my real
name, he reasoned, and I can't very well lie to my father…!
"I’m, er, a student at Hogwarts."
"And a Gryffindor to boot!" Lily
added, and James nodded.
"Our old house," he said, sighing
wistfully.
"Welcome then, Harry, Son of James!"
Sirius intoned dramatically, with a deep bow, before remarking to Remus, "Kinda
fitting, innit?"
"Hey," protested Harry weakly. Remus
gave him a sympathetic half-shrug as he drained his first pint of butterbeer.
"Sorry, but it must be hard knowing
you’ve got to go through life looking like that prat," Sirius gibed. "Those
even look like his old glasses!"
James took off his tortoise-shell frames and
examined them. "Yeah, and if you hadn’t hexed that Bludger, I’d still be
wearing them!"
"Me, interfere with a Quidditch game? Never!"
"Wormtail did that," Remus cut in.
"Right, and Snape’ll be my best
man!" James whooped. Even Harry joined in the laughter. His father’s spirit was
infectious, and he was finding it difficult not to be giddy.
"Speaking of Peter," Lily asked
finally, turning to James, "wasn’t he supposed to be here?"
"Dunno… thought so. Any of you seen him?"
"Hey Rosmerta!" Sirius hollered.
"You seen any rats in your cellar?"
"Of course I bloody haven’t!"
came the reply.
"Nope, hasn’t been here," Harry
heard James whisper to himself.
"Our wedding’s in less than a week!
He couldn’t have forgotten it." Lily began to wring her hands.
"Yes, he could have."
"Is his memory that bad? Have you tried a
Remembrall?" offered Harry, forcing himself to think of Neville, rather than what he
knew of Wormtail.
"Ohh, yes," moaned Lupin.
"One year for his birthday we only gave
him about six dozen of them," Sirius said, taking another pint.
"Lost all of them within a month.
I’ve no idea how he managed it."
"What are we going to do? James, he wanted
to be our ringbearer!" Lily was now practically hysterical.
"Ringbearer?" scoffed Sirius,
turning to her.
"Yeah, he wanted to scurry up the aisle
with the rings tied to his tail—er, tailcoat." James broke off and glanced at
Harry, who grinned innocently. He winked back and went on, "but as I was about to
tell Lil here, it’s a Muggle tradition that we can do without if he doesn’t
show."
"Maybe you can ask Molly for one of her
boys?" suggested Remus.
"She and Arthur can’t make the
wedding—their youngest is too small, and Molly’s expecting again…"
Lily rushed. James reached over and took one of her fluttering hands in his own.
"Again?" gasped Sirius.
"This will be what, their fourth?"
"And fifth," chimed in Harry.
Everyone at the table stared at him. "I, er, heard they were having twins."
"Well, Arthur always did want a
large family," Remus commented, helping himself to his second pint.
"And he’s certainly got it! I reckon
there’s enough ginger there for a whole Irish village," quipped James, as Lily
glared at him. "Whoops, sorry, forgot. No redhead humour."
"No, it’s not that… I’m
just, you know, nervous about the wedding, especially now that Peter’s
missing…"
"He’s been missing-in-action quite
frequently lately, hasn’t he?" Remus mused, leaning forward thoughtfully.
"Hmm, yes, he has…" murmured
James.
"If I were you, Lil, I’d be more
concerned about the reception. I hear Hagrid got a tip on where to find some green
Fwoopers," Sirius grinned maniacally.
Lily’s eyes got very wide. "Why,
you—they’ll sing the guests mad! If you’ve done anything to ruin
my—Sirius Black, I will personally—" her voice reached a high pitch
and broke suddenly, as she fought to hold back tears.
"Uh-oh, bridal hysterics! Rosmerta!
One gin and gillywater, now!"
Rosmerta came rushing over with a drink, which
Lily gulped half of gratefully, then set down, taking deep, calming breaths.
"Ah, the two best things to come from
Muggledom—Bombay gin and Lily Evans," Rosmerta chuckled. "Hope you boys
haven’t been too hard on her?"
Sirius leaned back in his chair, and put his
arm about Rosmerta’s waist. "Of course not, luv. Wouldn’t dream of
it." He looked up at her, the corner of his mouth pulled up in a smirk. "Say,
you wouldn’t happen to get off soon? I hear they rent rooms here by the hour."
Rosmerta playfully shoved his arm away.
"Oh, off with you, you’re bad for business. One of these days, you’ll
convince me, and I’ll lose me pub." She turned to the rest of the table, and
surveyed the group of mugs, both empty and filled. "Can I get you anything else, or
do you think you have enough?"
"Anybody want anything? Harry? Want some
mead?" asked James.
"No, don’t you dare get him drunk,
James, he’s too young for that," Lily admonished in a surprisingly stern tone.
"Harry, have you tried one of Rosmerta’s fickleberry sodas? They’re my
favourite—they change colours with every sip!"
"I think I can handle another Butterbeer,
but thanks anyway, Mum."
Harry kicked himself under the table. Bugger!
Luckily, everyone else at the table burst out laughing, except for Lily, who blushed
scarlet.
"She guzzles gin like a Muggle, but if any
of the blokes wants an extra pint or two… Oh, to think I’m marrying this
woman!" But James leaned over and tenderly kissed Lily on the forehead.
She flashed him her beautiful smile. "This
from the man who snuck out and had twelve pints of mead—his first night as a
prefect! You barely drank water after that."
"It was all his fault!" James jerked
his thumb at Sirius, whose jaww dropped. "You’re still blaming me for
that?" he thundered.
"That explains why you didn’t come
‘round much that year," snickered Rosmerta. "And here I thought you were
busy with Quidditch. Anyhow, if you lot need anything, you know right where to find
me."
"I certainly do," grumbled Sirius,
eyeing her as she walked away. Harry noticed that Rosmerta’s hips seemed to sway more
than usual with Sirius watching her.
"Cor, guv, I think you’re in
there!" James leered.
"Shove it, Potter," Sirius growled.
Remus and Harry exchanged bemused looks;
meanwhile, James stroked Lily’s hand. There seemed to be a lull in the conversation,
so Harry finished his butterbeer and sat back, observing them.
"So, Lil, is everything else all worked
out for your big day?"
"Oh, mostly, I think, Remus. The hall is
being done all in green ivy, with white bunting and gold touches. Apparently, Hagrid had
quite a time with the ivy—or rather, the Devil’s Snare someone planted
with it—" she shot a glance at Sirius, who feigned innocence, but gave a
thumbs-up to Lupin as soon as she’d turned away, "—but everything else will
be put into place after the students leave, and that will leave time to finish the
decorating and getting the food ready."
"If everything’s taken care of, then
why are we all here early?"
"Because I need to enjoy my last days as a
free man."
"James!" Lily wailed, taking another
long draught of gin.
"Driving her to drink already? Hey, Moony,
I reckon he’s set a new record."
Lily kneaded her forehead. "I’m
here to ask a favour of Dumbledore. And, yes, I wanted James to spend some time with you
lads bef—"
"Before you chain him up in the
cellar?"
"Before he changes his mind?"
James, seeing the look on Lily’s face,
raised his hand to quiet his friends. "Before times get any worse," he said
somberly. "We’ve been fairly sheltered the last few years, but it’s getting
nasty out there, and I know we’re going to be affected. Things always get worse
before they get better, and it’s all going to start changing soon. I’m dead
certain about that." He looked down for a second, then raised his glass. "This
is to our good times, mates."
Lily, Sirius, Remus, and finally Harry grabbed
drinks and shouted, "To the good times!" They all drank, and lapsed into a
thoughtful silence. Harry ran his fingers through his hair a few times, nervously.
Something was nagging him about his father’s speech… They knew Voldemort was
after them when they went into hiding. Does that mean he already knows?
Lily gasped suddenly, alarming Harry, who
nearly spilled his butterbeer.
"Good heavens, Harry! What happened to
your forehead?!" Without realising it, Harry had pushed his hair off his forehead,
where he usually combed it to hide his scar. Lily leaned across the table and touched the
raised lightning-bolt, sending a shiver through Harry’s body. Her eyes grew very
wide, and she yanked her hand away. "That’s a curse scar," she said in a
low voice, sinking back into her chair. Remus peered intently at Harry’s head, his
brow furrowed.
"So it is," whispered James, sounding
rather impressed.
"Nicer than yours, Prongs," Sirius
snorted
"Excuse me?" James gave him a
cautious look.
Ignoring him, Sirius leaned over to Harry.
"Way back in our second year, James got into a bit of a tiff with an, ahem, ‘friend’
of ours, this miserable bastard in Slytherin—"
"Severus Snape, the slimy little
pillock."
"Ah, you do remember it, then?
Anyhow, Mr. Potter here thought he’d had the last word, and was walking away when
*bam*!" He punched his fist into his palm for emphasis. "The
greasy-haired git nails him from behind with a Splintering Hex."
"He’s still got the scars to
prove it." finished Remus, finally taking his eyes off Harry.
"I do not!"
"Yes, you do," tittered Lily.
"Right across your bum. You can’t miss it."
"Don’t believe us? Pull your trousers
down. You looked like you got rammed in the arse by a stag. Hence,
‘Prongs.’" Sirius pretended to paw the ground, his hands up like antlers.
James looked murderously at Sirius, while the others screamed with laughter.
"Don’t get the wrong idea, Harry,
that wasn’t the end of the story," James said, when the last giggles subsided.
"As soon as I was out of the hospital wing, I managed to slip an extra ingredient
into one of his potions. Filibuster fireworks, wasn’t it, Sir?"
"Let me guess," Harry grinned.
"Swelling Solution?"
"None other—the Slytherins all got
hit with it, and the professor ran out of the antidote before she got to Snape. It was
brilliant. Best class in seven years."
"I’ll bet. Double Potions with them
is a nightmare!" Harry exclaimed.
James nodded his agreement, then added
"Still, his face went down by the end of the week; I couldn’t sit for six
months. Thought it was the end of my Quidditch career, for sure."
"You know, Harry, I’m surprised you
don’t have headaches," Remus said furtively, examining him closely again.
"Must’ve been some curse. I’ve never seen anything like it. Do you mind my
asking how you came by that?"
"Remus, do you have to—"
"Hush, Lily. Moony knows more about Dark
Arts Defense than any of us."
"Er," Harry swallowed hard, and
looked down at his hands for a moment. "M-my family was attacked when I was young. I
survived, but…" He bit his lip and looked up at his parents. Even though he
wasn’t sure if he’d traveled back in time, Harry couldn’t take the chance
of saying anything to alter the future. Besides, how could he sit here and tell James and
Lily they would be dead within two years?
The three men stared gravely at Harry, and
James glanced apologetically at Lily, but she’d already jumped up from her seat and
rushed to give Harry a hug. "I’m so sorry, Harry, I know how it feels."
Surprised at that, he looked into her face, their identical eyes meeting. She patted his
cheek. "I lost my parents when I was in my last year at Hogwarts. We were in a car
accident, my whole family. Something hit the car head-on, and I wasn’t paying
attention, so I couldn’t stop it." She paused to blink a few tears away. "I
had my wand with me, so I was able to get my sister and I out of the back, but it was too
late to save my parents." Lily gave Harry a last squeeze and went back to her chair.
"Bloody Minis…" he heard her mutter.
"Lily, don’t—"
"No, I’m alright, James," she
insisted, then addressed Harry again, "You learn to make peace with these things.
Besides, I was lucky enough to have good friends, and people like James and Albus
Dumbledore to get me through it." She gave a wry smile. "I really ought to thank
my wonderful husband-to-be for keeping my mind occupied with other things. I got back to
school after the holidays, parents gone, a Muggle sister who blamed me for
everything, and this genius here thought it was a good time to propose!"
Remus and Sirius snorted into their mugs at the
memory. "It was right at the end of a Quidditch match, no less," Lupin began.
"Gryffindor had just clobbered Hufflepuff, and James pulls up on his broom, hovering
in mid-air. Somehow, he manages to kneel on it, shouting, ‘Lily Evans! I love
you! Please marry me!’"
"Naturally, I said no."
"What?!" Harry gasped.
"I thought he was kidding. I was furious
with him."
"So what happened?"
"I left the field, only to find the Common
Room filled with flowers—all lilies! And then he gave me the most beautiful
ring…" she reminisced.
Sirius coughed. "That’s not quite
how it happened…" Lily, James, and Harry all whipped their heads around to look
at him. "What she actually said to him was something along the lines of ‘Bugger
off, you mad bastard,’ and then she just ran for it. Jim fell straight off his broom
in shock, and landed face-first in the mud in front of the entire school."
"Really?! Oh, dear, I never knew that!"
"Oh, that’s not even the best part,
though," James interjected. "Thought I was doing her a favour, surprising her
with lilies, but of course I didn’t know a thing about flowers. So, I consulted a
friend of ours—the belated Peter Pettigrew—and he had me conjure up the wrong
kind. So Lil walks into the Common Room, and finds it filled with the lilies they use at
Muggle funerals. She didn’t even bother to hex me—she chased me all over the
tower, smacking me about the head with the flowers!"
Harry, who’d just taken a swig of
butterbeer, nearly spit it across the table.
"Wasn’t until she ran out of flowers
that I was able to give her the ring."
"But that is when I said I’d
marry him." Lily held out her hand and Harry stared at the perfect, sparkling
diamond, set on either side with small rubies. "Isn’t it amazing? Not even James
knows how long it’s been in his family."
"According to Mum, it once belonged to
Godric Gryffindor himself, though I dunno if I believe that. But, I do know that it’s
enchanted so that it will only fit the finger of the giver’s one true love."
Harry let out an involuntary sigh, which Remus
answered with a short, dry laugh.
"That’s what Lily thought until she
tried to get it off the first time. Seems somebody had also enhanced the ring with
a Shrinking Charm."
"Only, the ring’s own magic
wouldn’t let us break the charm. If it hadn’t been for Dumbledore stepping in, I
would have lost my fiancée and a precious heirloom," James scooted his chair
closer to Lily’s, and put his arms around her. "Thankfully, she never threatened
to break the engagement off again. I think that was one of the worst nights of my
life." Lily sniffed, and kissed him hard on the lips.
Gently, Remus and Sirius shook their heads.
"I can’t believe we’re letting this one go," Sirius said finally.
"I can’t believe we’ve reached
the age where we have to," Lupin sighed. "I want you to listen to me, Harry.
Enjoy your years at Hogwarts as much as you can, and make the most of the time you get
with your friends. Because one day, you’ll wake up and find yourself like us. All
grown up, worrying about your kids, your work, or about losing all the things you hold
dear." He paused, then added, "Just look at these three. He’s lost his
freedom, she’s lost her mind, and he’s losing his hair."
"Speak for yourself!" Sirius barked.
James looked around at them ruefully. "I
hate to admit it, but Moony’s got a point—no, not your hair, although it is
looking a tad thin. As I said earlier, these are dark times, and they’re fixing to
get worse. Who knows where we’ll all be a few years from now?" He lowered his
voice, "You know, it’s not a secret that we all back Dumbledore. How much longer
until we’re marked by Voldemort?" He paused, impulsively squeezing Lily for
reassurance before he turned back to his friends. "I-I’m sorry, mates," he
continued, his voice strangled, "I know this isn’t happy talk, but you’re
like brothers to me, and I’m starting to get frightened. All of a sudden, I have so
much more at stake…"
Sirius and Remus each clasped one of
James’ arms. "Don’t worry, James, we’re not about to let anything
happen to either of you," Sirius rumbled.
"Or your family," Remus agreed.
"I don’t know if—sometimes I
wonder if this is the time to start a family." James’ voice was barely above a
whisper. Harry, who’d tactfully withdrawn from this conversation, jerked his head up.
He wasn’t the only startled by this news, though.
"Jim, are you mad?!" Sirius howled.
"We know how much you’ve always wanted a son!"
Lupin leaned across the table. "He’s
right. You can’t put off your life, waiting for things to get better!" He took a
breath, then noticed Lily’s wooden expression. "Lil, you alright?"
"I—I’m fine… I was just
thinking." She blinked and looked down into her lap. "I’ve had this
discussion with James several times, but now I wonder if he isn’t right.
There’ve been enough families torn apart as it is. I’m afraid—what if
something happened to us? I don’t want to leave my children orphaned."
"We’d take them," Sirius said
firmly. "Don’t you worry about that. Me, or Moony, or even Peter—"
"—better not be Wormtail, he’s
not always too reliable—" mumbled Remus.
"—or you, Moony, you might eat
them," James joked, but there was only a weak smile on his face. Harry noticed him
pat Remus’ arm affectionately, and they nodded to each other before James turned to
Sirius.
"Just promise me one thing," he said,
looking very concerned. "Promise me, you’ll teach my boy to fly. If I have a
son, I want him to be the best Chaser anyone’s ever seen!"
"Seeker’s not bad, either,"
Harry interjected. James stared at him for a second, then grinned. "Yeah, I reckon
Seeker’d be good. Hear that, Padfoot? Make my boy a Quidditch player I can be proud
of." Sirius saluted him.
"Don’t worry, Lil," he insisted,
"no child of yours will end up in an orphanage!"
"Or with your sister," cracked James.
Lily made a show of pretended twitching, and they all laughed together, Harry rather
uneasily.
James gave Lily another hug, kissed the top of
her head, and whispered in her ear. She smiled and hugged him back. Remus and Sirius
grinned at each other, then at Harry, who gave them both a feeble smile and went back to
gazing longingly at his parents.
Remus must have noticed this, because he
cleared his throat and hastily asked Lily, "Is Albus meeting you here?"
"Yes, he is. Should be here rather
soon—right, dear?" James fumbled in his pocket for a watch, which he swung
before Lily. Her head followed it back and forth for a moment before she gave up and
grabbed it to hold it still. "He’ll be here momentarily; it’s not like him
to be late."
"What did you want from Dumbledore,
anyhow?" asked Sirius.
"Actually, um…" she blushed.
"We’re going to ask him if he’ll
give away the bride," James answered for her, beaming proudly. "I think
it’s a fantastic idea, don’t you?"
As the rest voiced their assent, Harry could
only nod, feeling a sinking sensation in the region of his stomach. Not only were his few
precious hours nearly up—the sun was already beginning to set outside—but what
if he ran into Dumbledore? Since he technically hadn’t been born yet, he certainly
couldn’t be a Hogwarts student. A conversation with Dumbledore would blow his whole
cover! He decided to make a run for it, and quickly, but when Harry raised his head to ask
James for the time, he found himself staring straight at Albus Dumbledore’s
unmistakable silver beard.
At the sight of him, Lily squealed
"Albus!" and ran straight into his arms, giving him an enormous hug. The men
each stood to shake his hand, but Harry sat rooted to the spot with panic, his mind racing
as he tried to think of a way out of there. James offered the headmaster his chair, and
pulled up and another for himself. "You’ll stay for a drink, won’t
you?" he asked.
"Certainly! I’d love a fickleberry
soda, but I’m afraid I can’t stay for much longer than that—it seems Hagrid
has acquired a flock of Fwoopers for your ceremony, several of which have gone missing in
the castle. Poppy is preparing a Sanity Draft as we speak."
Lily’s mouth dropped open. Sirius barely
managed to disguise his laughter as a coughing fit.
Harry was beginning to relax, as Dumbledore
hadn’t acknowledged him yet, when James spoke, forcing Harry back to his senses.
"Oh, Albus, I’m sorry—certainly
you know—"
"Harry," Dumbledore turned slightly
towards him, his eyes twinkling. "A pleasure to see you out and about, but I do
think it’s time you headed back to the castle." Harry’s eyes bulged in
shock, but he could have sworn that Dumbledore winked at him.
Harry said his good-byes to Remus and Sirius,
thanking them for the drinks, then walked around the table to shake his father’s
hand. Lily excused herself from the table, and guided him outdoors, where she crouched
down beside him.
"Harry," she whispered hoarsely,
"I hate to do this, but I need to ask you—oh, this is going to sound so
odd—do you mind if I touch your scar again?"
He opened his mouth to reply, but only a
strange, strangling sound came out, so Lily continued.
"When I touched your forehead in there, I
saw something briefly. I thought I saw James and—" her voice cut off, her eyes
wide. Harry dropped to his knees beside his mother, who instinctively put an arm around
him.
"You said you got the scar when your
parents were killed, so when I saw that, I thought maybe I was watching your
memories, but it definitely was James and I, so I don’t know… I have to see it
again to make sure." The words tumbled out of her mouth in a rush before she managed
to stop and take a shuddering breath.
"W-what exactly did you see?"
Lily tried to collect herself.
"Vol-Voldemort. He was standing over James’ body, and was pointing his wand at
me."
"Were you holding anything?"
"Yes, a… a bundle of blankets I
think… like a baby," she blinked back tears at the thought. "I was
shielding it with my body when everything went green…" She held him tightly for
a moment, then pulled back and looked right into his eyes. "Harry, I know you may not
want to talk about this, but I have to—I know curse scars don’t tell the future,
so there has to be a reason why it showed me that."
Harry looked away guiltily, but Lily was
persistent. Stroking his hair, she questioned him softly. "There’s a reason you
look so much like James, isn’t there?" Harry nodded glumly, afraid to open his
mouth to speak.
"You get your eyes from me, don’t
you?" she continued, brightening. He looked back at his mother, only to find her
smiling. "I knew it!" she cried, her grip on him tightening again. This time,
Harry hugged her back, and when they finally let go, spots from his tears were left on her
shoulder.
"You can’t—you’re not going
to tell anyone, are you? This could change everything, I don’t want to mess with
time—"
"Hush, Harry. Of course I won’t. Not
even James. I know the risks as well as you do. But now, I know I’ll have a
son—a bright, healthy, brave son—who’ll somehow survive an attack by
Voldemort. That means more to me than anything."
"I lived—er, I mean, I will
live—because you sacrifice yourself for me." Harry’s eyes stung with tears.
Lily stood, and helped Harry to his feet, and
clasped him to her once again. "That is old magic, Harry. The bond between mother and
child is stronger than any other, and special powers come from it." She tilted his
head back to look at him. "I couldn’t expect any less of myself. You are a child
born out of love—the deep, strong devotion James and I have for each other extends to
you, whether we’ll be there for you or not." With that, tears spilled from
Lily’s eyes, and she hugged Harry again. "You haven’t even been born yet,
and already you’ve made me so proud!"
Finally, she let go of him, and backed up a few
paces, nervously twisting her ring. "I have to get back inside now, and I know you
need to head back. Take care of yourself, Harry, I’m counting on you!"
Harry watched her turn to go. A yell wrenched
itself from him, with a sob. "I love you, Mum!"
"I love you, too!"
With that, the world around him dissolved into
blackness.
Harry awoke the next afternoon to Ron
leaping onto his bed. Groggily, he sat up and scrounged for his glasses, which he found
beneath the Invisibility Cloak he was using for a blanket. "What’re you doing
here?"
"Hello to you, too," Ron replied
sarcastically. "Mum was furious that we all came home and left you here. So, she gave
me the choice of either coming back here, or kidnapping you so you could come to Romania
with us."
"And you chose to come back here?"
"Figured you’d had enough of dragons
last year. The wild ones can be pretty vicious. Besides," added hopefully, "we
can enjoy ourselves here without having to worry about Percy telling us what to do!"
"Or Hermione."
Ron laughed. "Up for a game of
chess?"
"Definitely! Just let me put the cloak
away."
As Ron bounded down the stairs and out of
sight, Harry folded the cloak and went to place it in his trunk. There, inside, nestled
near his school robes, was a battered gold ring box, which opened to reveal his
mother’s diamond and ruby engagement ring.
A yellowed scrap of parchment was tucked
inside, with the fading inscription, "To my beloved son, Harry. I made sure to set
this aside for you. Please, pass it on wisely. All my love, Lily."
He held the ring in his palm, then tucked it
back inside the box. His heart considerably lighter, Harry skipped down the steps to the
Common Room three at a time.
The End