Rating:
R
House:
The Dark Arts
Characters:
Harry Potter
Genres:
Drama Slash
Era:
Multiple Eras
Spoilers:
Philosopher's Stone Chamber of Secrets Prizoner of Azkaban Goblet of Fire
Stats:
Published: 04/27/2003
Updated: 06/06/2003
Words: 46,971
Chapters: 35
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Cowboys and Angels

Abaddon

Story Summary:
The past is dead, long live the past. Trapped within the ruins of their own lives, shattered and changed by Voldemort's fall, those left behind make do with what they have left. In this world healing from the scars of war a new generation arises and takes it place amongst the halls of Hogwarts. And in the background, one family quietly falls apart, and the world changes.``A series of moments between 1981 and 1996. Sequel to Bohemian Rhapsody, Act Two of Into the Woods.

cowboys and angels 08-09

Chapter Summary:
Public support, alcoholism, lies, manipulation, infidelity, attempted murder and more money then God - it's just a typical series of events for the Malfoy household. Set in 1983.
Posted:
04/28/2003
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289
Author's Note:
Thankyou to Bridget and Lasair for the beta jobs!


moment eight: cast no shadow. (March 1983.)

Lucius sat in the dock, calm and composed. Around him were gathered the various court officials, garbed in ceremonial robes, all too willing to cling onto their status and ritual, as if his presence defiled it. He pressed his lips together thinly. They were fools; his purpose had been to purify law and statute, to cleanse what had been defiled, and sweep the source of corruption away. It was easy to say that he had not failed the world; rather, the world had failed him.

Too easy.

The purity of his cause was no longer available to him. He had fallen into doubt and recrimination, tortured by the legacy of past mistakes and those who he had tried to leave behind. The past still clutched at him like a mother ing her lost child, and he could never be free of that grip.

His eyes searched the crowd to find a slender woman, radiating strength and fury and a need she could not name. Pale blonde hair neatly wrapped into a bun at the back of her head, and violent blue eyes locked onto his, one delicate hand dabbing at her cheeks with a handkerchief. Despite her apparent display of distress, there was a smile in those eyes: Narcissa knew how to play the part of beleaguered wife well, and both hoped that perhaps her appearance here today might swing some sympathy in his favour. She did not need to come but she did, and Lucius' heart would have broke as he considered this woman who had given herself up to him, and whose sacrifice he
would never be able to repay, tying his soul with chains of guilt.

That was, if he hadn't gotten rid of his heart m any years ago. There may have been a minor twinge, but he dismissed it out of hand.

He wondered absently how Narcissa had left Draco at home - his infant son was barely two years old, but then, he would probably be perfectly fine in the care of a nanny. Lucius was certain that she would not be here, now, if she had not trusted to Draco's safety. Besides, his son was hardly the type to cause trouble for his minders; no, Draco was far too... aware for that, drinking in the world with his grey eyes and hungry sight.

The irony amused him. Lucius had sweated and slaved and betrayed and broken so much to give himself power: and in order to pass that power onto his son. However, like all things, the existence of his son had been corrupted by the promises Lucius had made on his behalf. It appeared that Draco would get his brief shining moment to rule the world, but then what?

Doubt was for the weak, and Lucius shrugged it aside. There would be other chances, possibilities. No promise could he not break, no tie that would remain bound. There seemed to be so much time; and then finally, respite had come, with all its glory, and it seemed that Lucius would be allowed to keep his son. The irony being that in Draco's apparent salvation, he had been shackled. The route of his ascendancy, as with Lucius, had been blocked: the price being, perhaps, their lives. But there were always other ways and means, and Lucius would survive, and teach his son bloody lessons, and his son would prosper as he had not. His son would have to, if he were to survive. These were not good times for the Malfoys, Lucius was sure.

There was an expectant hum in the air, and Lucius could see the portly figure of the court clerk rising, full of his own importance.

"Lucius Malfoy, you are charged by the authority of this court that you have, on numerous occasions since the fifth of November, 1974, consorted with the terrorist group known as 'the Death Eaters' and borne their mark. Furthermore, under the instruction of their leader, Voldemort, you aided and abetted many grievous acts, such as the slaughter of magical and non-magical citizens, the destruction of property in order to incite fear into the general population, and the control of other wizards against their will. How do you plead?"

Lucius stood, firm and strong and tall. He would not bend for this group of Muggle- lovers and weeping hearts, fools and charlatans all. What did they know of power? His hands gripped the railing, felt the ward that surrounded him, kept him bound. "I plead not guilty," he responded, an appropriately contrite look on his face. "By reason of diminished responsibility, your honour. I was under Imperius."

"Let the plea be entered into the record," the judge intoned, and Lucius sat back down, ignoring the gossip and the gasps from the gallery.

He would get through this. He would see his son. He would undo the ties that bound Draco to paying the price that Lucius owed, or he would see his son die and laugh, content in the knowledge th kept to his word, even if the world fell down around him.

moment nine: "this dead butcher and his fiendlike queen" (April 1983.)

Following his acquittal, and subsequent release from prison, Lucius Malfoy expected all sorts of reprisals. There were many amongst former Death Eaters, and their families, who viewed his lack of punishment as a symbol of his disloyalty to the cause, and he had not been greatly loved even while Voldemort had been in power.

He kept his wits and wand about him at all times, not even breathing a sigh of relief upon arriving home, for who knew what traps could have been set in Malfoy stone? Narcissa greeted him warmly, and ushered him like a triumphant hero to visit his son, whom he hadn't seen for nearly a year. Draco seemed cool, and collected, and he was largely the same as Lucius remembered him: watching, judging, contemplating.

Later, there was a veritable banquet to welcome him back: Narcissa, Lucius and Draco gathered in the main dining hall, a nurse feeding Draco his dinner. Then, and only then, did he begin to relax a bit.

Afterward, he retired to the drawing room, and stayed up late going over reports on his desk; the Malfoy business holdings had not only survived his absence, they had prospered. Narcissa deserved great praise for that; her financial acumen bettered what his expectations of her had been.

Then he had heard a gentle whistle, and hurled himself to one side, hearing a knife thud into the wall directly opposite where he had been sitting. He stood immediately, wand at the ready, to find Narcissa pale, and shivering. Lucius pulled the slender knife - it looked like a letter opener - from the wall, and he hefted it in his hand.

"My father used to try something similar when I was young," he told her. "A way of quickening my reflexes. I had incentive to become very agile, very fast."

Narcissa didn't respond. He approached her, blanching slightly at the strong smell of alcohol that emanated from her mouth. Drink may have explained the stupidity of the attempt, but it didn't explain the reasons.

"Why?"

Narcissa refused to answer, and turned her face from him. He put down the knife on a nearby stool, rising to take her upper right arm in one hand, drawing her closer to him. "Why?" he breathed, his voice low and intense.

"Because I saw the painting!" she burst out, and tried to kick him. Lucius could admire her for that - for being angry and still fighting, when many would have broken down in tears. "Because whatever promises you let me believe were as hollow as your heart."

"I did tell you that part of the house was forbidden to you," he said softly, taking no pleasure from her fear.

"I have every right"- she began, but he cut her off.

"You have no right! You have whatever rights I choose to give you. I married you because I was told to, and in your favour, you have performed some good service to me. A fine son, a household, the business well kept." He continued, inexorably, as she began to sag in his arm, her defiance turning to tears. "But make no mistake, Narcissa, you are merely another bauble on display here. Learn to be content with the boundaries I set, and do not check me."

Sobbing now, she nodded, the tears staining her face, and she was nothing more than a faded blubbery mess that disgusted Lucius. Dragging her to the door, he threw her out into the corridor. "Go back to your drink," he sneered, and she left him.