Everywhere

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//Turn it inside out so I can see

The part of you that's drifting over me

And when I wake you're never there

But when I sleep you're everywhere

You're everywhere//

Draco was stood in the Astronomy Tower. It was midnight and he was looking at the stars. He couldn't sleep but he couldn't stay in common room; even if was empty. He needed a peaceful place, a place where he could see the stars and dream. And that place was the Astronomy Tower. This place was known also known as the place where couples kiss and show their love for each other.

//Just tell me how I got this far

Just tell me why you're here and who you are

'Cause every time I look

You're never there

And every time I sleep

You're always there//

Draco sat in the window frame. He left his legs hanging out of the room. He looked at the starry night, dark and creepy, but the stars crept through the dark sky like light penetrating darkness. Dark like the messy dark hair, sweet night like his voice. The dew-covered grass was like the eyes behind those glasses. The night was lovely and peaceful like the emotion shining in his eyes. Draco sighed passing his hand through his blonde hair.

"Oh.......Harry" Draco whispered, his eyes glittering by the moonlight, making his skin glow. Wishing he could have Harry Potter in his arms.

//'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone

I'm not alone//

It all started in his fifth year...

Draco had begun to understand what love-hate was. Every time Harry Potter was around he felt his heart race and he got excited. He always tried to wash that feeling away by mocking him. But it got worse. After every comment he made Harry would reply him his voice devoid of emotion and the coldness apparent in his eyes; it sent shivers down his spine. He would feel his heart arch in pain. He always stood there, unable to say anything, before he left without another word. And what make him feel worse is that he didn't have friend who he could talk with about it. Another something Potter had and that made Draco cry with envy.

//I recognize the way you make me feel

It's hard to think that

You might not be real

I sense it now, the water's getting deep

I try to wash the pain away from me

Away from me//

But now that hate and envy was turning into love and passion; something he had never felt before. Or to be accurate something his father never let him feel before.

* * * * *

His father had sent him a letter telling him to meet him at the edge of the Forbidden Forest. He was waiting for him when he arrived.

"Draco," Draco turned to find his father.

"I'm glad you came." Draco was about to stay something when Lucius continued, "The Dark Lord needs you to do a mission." Draco remained silent.

"You have to capture Potter and bring him to the Dark Lord." Draco's heart stopped beating at this command.

"Why me? Couldn't Voldemort send some of his followers?"

"He wants you to demonstrate your loyalty to him."

Draco was unable to contain himself after 17 years of his father's ideas. He looked at his father and shouted, "I don't want to be a Death Eater or have a tattoo placed on my forearm or be on my knees serving a fucking Ass Lord" His father clenched his hand into fists as his son spoke, "I will not capture Harry Potter." The first blow struck Draco in the face, making him fall into a half sat position on the floor. He had not been expecting this.

"Curse this son I have. If you will not join the Dark Lord, neither you will be with Potter and Dumbledore" and Lucius began to hit him with all his might.

//'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone

I'm not alone//

It was lucky Harry Potter decided to go for a walk around the lake. When he was walking he heard a cry of pain, sobs, and the sound of fist meeting flesh and the smell of blood. He walked towards where the sound came from. Harry saw two dark figures at the edge of the Forbidden Forest. Gripping his Invisibility Cloak around, he proceeded walking. Then he noticed that one of the figures was hitting the other with all his might. Harry was shocked to see blood dripping down the other. Harry could watch this and he jumped on top of the attacker. The attacker stopped hitting the crouched from when he felt the Invisible force hit him; scared he ran away. Harry made sure he was gone, before he removed the Invisibility Cloak. Harry turned the boy over to see who he was. He nearly died of shock as he saw the blonde hair and pale face of Draco Malfoy covered in blood.

//I am not alone

Whoa, oh, oooh, oh//

Draco felt two warm arms lifting him. As he opened his eyes he found himself staring at two emerald eyes looking at him sadly.

"Harry?" Harry looks shocked at what he heard.

"Shh, don't talk," Harry said realizing that it was Lucius Malfoy who had been hitting Draco.

"I'm sorry," he said weakly.

"Sorry for what? You didn't do anything"

"I'm sorry for everything I've said to you and your friends," Harry smiled; a warm smile.

"I forgive you. But don't talk, I'll take you to Madam Pomfrey."

"Don't leave me," Draco said as he gripped Harry's shoulders. He would live for Harry.

"I won't Draco, I'll protect you," a single tear rolls down Draco's cheek as he rested on Harry's chest. Now he understood he didn't hate Harry because he was his enemy. He hated him because he loved him.

//And when I touch your hand

It's then I understand

The beauty that's within

It's now that we begin

You always light my way

I hope there never comes a day

No matter where I go

I always feel you so//

Draco looked away from the starry sky.

"But why? Why did you have to choose her when I can give myself to you?" little trails of tears rolled down his cheek.

Two weeks after the incident in the Forbidden Forest Draco was walking around the corridors; his purpose: to find Harry. Instead of finding Harry he found something he hadn't been expecting. He froze. His heart stopped racing. His mind was blank, and then pain; his heart ripped apart in pain. His legs couldn't hold him. He began to see downy, his eyes becoming hot. "Shit!" he thought. "I will not cry here in front of everyone." The only thing he did was run, he ran away from the scene of Harry kissing Ginny Weasley.

//'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you I see

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I catch my breath

It's you I breathe

You're everything I know

That makes me believe

I'm not alone//

And that was why Draco had been living these last 3 months in agony. Still crying he decided to throw himself out of the window.

"I can't live with this. Damn I love you Harry, I would give you my heart." When he was about to throw himself, he felt two strong arms take hold of him.

"I love you, Drac"

"He knew that voice very well.......... Harry.

As he turned, their lips met, passionately. Minutes after they broke apart Draco said. "Don't leave me"

"I won't, never," was the only reply Harry could form.

//You're in everyone I see

so tell me

do you see me? //

The End

*Sniff* is stupid, right?