- Rating:
- PG
- House:
- The Dark Arts
- Genres:
- Angst Drama
- Era:
- Multiple Eras
- Spoilers:
- Chamber of Secrets Goblet of Fire
- Stats:
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Published: 04/25/2003Updated: 04/25/2003Words: 2,841Chapters: 1Hits: 428
What if she's an angel?
nookweis
- Story Summary:
- The Weasleys take time out to look at life with one another to the time of that ill-fated day. Now, they need one another.
- Posted:
- 04/25/2003
- Hits:
- 428
- Author's Note:
- ok, i think i'm a bloody depressing person. All my fics are in the dark arts. I swear, i can't do riddikulus fics.. i haven't found my muse yet i guess. but i hope you like this one. Short and erm... not so sweet.
Ron walked down the stairs quietly and glanced around. Molly was seated on the armchair in the cluttered living room, her gaze fixated on the large photo album in front of her. Slipping into the kitchen so as not to disturb her, Ron poured a glass of water for himself and sipped it slowly. Leaning on a wall, he looked at his mother with sad eyes.
"Mom?"
"Yes, dear?" Molly turned around and saw her youngest son standing there. Smiling weakly, Ron walked over to her and settled by her feet, resting his chin on her lap. His eyes fell on the picture in front of her.
It was a picture of Ginny's sixth birthday. She was looking extremely messy with cake in her lovely fiery hair and icing and cake on her face. Fred and George were, if possible, messier than her. The three of them were laughing at one another's predicament and pointing out clean spots on the faces. Bill who had a plate of cake in his hands, on the other hand, was chasing a very disturbed Percy. Charlie and Ron were wrestling on the ground with whatever that was left of the badly massacred cake. Arthur was laughing the background while Molly looked on, obviously disappointed by the happenings in the Burrow that day. But there was an unmistakable pull on her lips, as if she was trying not to laugh.
"You remember this day, don't you?" Molly smiled softly. Ron nodded. Molly had tried to bake a cake Muggle-style but Fred and George found it a need to test drive their little gags in the cake itself. They had protested, saying that their jokes had to work under all conditions. After the tenth failure cake, Molly conjured up a cake in exasperation. The cake barely lasted an hour; the joy lasted throughout that day; but the memory lasted forever.
"How about this one?" Ron pointed to the picture on the nest page.
Charlie was playing with Ginny, tossing her high into the air then catching her as she fell. Fred and George were standing around, waving their arms in the air, trying to steal Ginny rather unsuccessfully. Ginny, meanwhile, was gurgling with laughter. Her eyes twinkled more brightly than ever while her favorite brothers continued with the throwing and fighting.
Ron remembered that he was the one who took the picture. After taking the picture, Fred jumped on him and the camera broke. Arthur walked out, fixed the broken camera for the millionth time in that day and promptly kept it.
"I never did try to understand her. I thought I did already but I was wrong. And now, it's too late... I can't turn time back and change it, to help her more... Maybe it's better this way too. Maybe she's happier," Molly sighed.
Ron's heart ached a little as he looked at the little bundle of joy. Just then, something wet landed on the back of his hand. He looked up and saw that his mother was sobbing as if her broken heart would never mend. Wordlessly, Ron got up and sat on the armrest of the chair, holding her tightly and kissed her forehead.
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Maybe she's an angel sent here from heaven
and she's making certain that you're doing your best
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Arthur bustled around the office and rubbed his balding head in frustration. The form had disappeared on him again even though it was on the table just seconds ago. A knock on the door startled him and he raised his head, only to bump it with the open cupboard door.
"Come in."
"Dad?" Percy's head popped into the doorway. Arthur nodded and Percy entered the office, closing the door behind him. The office was in a mess.
"That bloody form is missing! How am I to do the report? Fudge wants it by this evening and it's already half-done. I simply cannot find the time to start all over again!"
"Is this it?" Percy said, stooping down and picking up a fallen parchment. He handed it to Arthur who sighed in relief. Taking the form from Percy, Arthur sat down by the table and was about to finish it up when he realized that there was no space on his table at all. Percy shook his head and started to stack the parchments neatly on his father's table. Arthur grunted his thanks and busied himself with a quill and his work.
As he worked, Percy cleaned up the table for his father. Without looking up, Arthur then asked, "Why did you come in to look for me?"
"I wanted to see if you needed help."
"Oh, ok," was the short reply. Percy looked at Arthur. Age was visible on his father's body. Wrinkles lined the tired and flustered face and the wizard was definitely not as lively as Percy remembered him to be. He remembered the time when Arthur jumped on Lucius Malfoy in front of the bookstore. They had to buy books and it was Ginny's first year in Hogwarts. It was also the same year Ginny opened the Chamber of Secrets and unleashed the hidden beast in Hogwarts.
Percy shook the memory out of his head and continued packing the table. However, his mind kept returning to the time Professor McGonagall had told him that Ginny was trapped in the Chamber. He could not find it in him to believe even his own teacher. After accepting the fact, worries for Penelope vanished without a trance and all he could think of was how frightened his little sister would be. Percy felt so helpless then. He knew Ginny could not handle it. She never had to for her six brothers were normally there, standing up for her, fighting for her, taking care of her. But there was nothing he could do. Professor McGonagall had assured him that Lockheart would help but that detail only made Percy more worried. He did not like Lockheart at all. He could respect Lockheart as a teacher but found it hard to respect Lockheart as a wizard. Wizards did not go around bragging.
Percy then picked up a fallen photo frame on the table. The picture caught his attention. Arthur was carrying Ginny in his arms and both of them were sharing a private joke. Percy and Bill were in the picture too. They were behind father and daughter, poking one another in a way that siblings did and laughing too. His finger lingered on the little girl longer then he expected.
"You miss her? I miss her too," Arthur said softly. Percy looked at him and saw that Arthur had put the quill down. Then Arthur sighed, "I haven't been a very good father, have I?"
"Don't say that, Dad."
"It's true. I'm always so busy at work. It got worse after Ginny started school. I just didn't spend enough time with any one of you kids after that. And You-Know-Who was returning and with a vengeance. My little girl needed me. But I wasn't there for her. I wish I were. I wish I had sat down and talked to her after her trauma in her first year. I didn't. I left it to her mother. Oh, I regret it so much, you know?" Arthur said sadly. "I never tried to understand her problems. I never tried to understand any of my children's problems. It was always the office for me."
"Don't blame yourself, Dad."
"I do, Percy," Arthur said. He looked at the unfinished report in front of him, frowned, and then rolled it up. "This can wait for today. Fudge will just have to deal with the fact that I'm a family man. Come on, Percy. We're going home now. I need to spend time with the family. I need to be part of it, to help everyone."
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To take the time to help one another
Brother are you going to pass that test
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"You guys are awfully quiet in there. Can I enter?" Bill knocked on the twins' door. A muffled reply was heard and Bill opened the door anyway. George and Fred were bent over something on Fred's bed.
"What are you guys up to now?"
"Come here and take a look, Bill," Fred beckoned. Bill walked over and saw an open book. There was neat writing in it and he instantly recognized it as Ginny's writing.
"I don't think you should be reading her things."
"She knows we'd read her diary," George said as-a-matter-of-factly. He pointed to a paragraph. "This is her last entry and it reads here: Fred, George, you two are the biggest idiots I've ever met in my life. You're always poking into my things, literally as well. I know you guys just want the best for me, or yourselves at times."
George coughed and stopped reading. Bill took the diary over and continued reading from there onwards.
Bill closed his eyes in pain and closed the diary, unable to read more. He remembered the numerous times Ginny had approached him for help. He'd tell her "later" but when he approached her, she would tell him "never mind". The hurt was etched in her eyes but he always thought it would fade soon enough. Apparently, it did not.
"I'm thirsty," Fred spoke suddenly. Bill looked at him and saw for the first time that Fred's eyes were red. The tears had carved out two paths on his cheeks. George was wiping his eyes. Then Bill smiled and the three of them headed towards the kitchen.
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You can go on with your day-to-day
trying to forget what you saw in her face
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It was lonely in the room that Charlie shared with Bill. Looking at up at the ceiling for a while, Charlie sighed and turned in his bed, his eyes landing on a picture that sat on the desk. It was a picture of an angel. Charlie then found himself smiling.
It had been a rainy afternoon and Charlie and Bill were getting irritated with staying in their room. Before they knew it, they were squabbling over anything and everything. Suddenly, the door opened and a bucket of rainwater splashed onto both of them. Looking up, they saw little Ginny standing there with an empty bucket.
"You little demon!" Bill and Charlie picked her up together and threw her onto Bill's bed. Immediately, both of them attacked her, tickling her on both sides as Ginny shrieked with laughter and squirmed. When they paused, Ginny stuck her little nose up.
"I'm not a demon, I'm an angel! Mommy said so. She said that if I would 'shut those two up'," Ginny mimicked, causing Bill and Charlie to start laughing, "I would be an angel. And now you two aren't fighting. So I am an angel!"
"Really?" Charlie grinned. He took out three pieces of paper, picked Ginny up in his arms and walked to the kitchen with Bill. Bill rummaged around the living room and found some color pencils. Without saying anything, the three siblings started to draw furiously. Bill was the first to finish and Charlie next after a few seconds. Bill's picture was a little red devil with two horns. Charlie on the other hand had drawn a little girl with two horns, devilish eyes and a wide grin.
"This is Ginny," both of them laughed. Ginny, without looking up, continued with her picture. After a long while, Ginny was finally done. It was a crudely drawn picture of an angel but it was rather good for a five year old. The angel had the sweetest brown eyes and reddest hair. She wore an off white dress that only showed the tip of her toes.
"This is me," Ginny said proudly. Bill and Charlie treasured the picture ever since.
That was the last time they ever did see that little angel. As Ginny grew older, she found out that life was harder that she had imagined. Charlie saw less of her but he did not care as the both of them owled one another often. Then Ginny entered Hogwarts and her little world came crashing down. But no one was hurt more than Charlie. Ginny used to tell him everything. But with the diary, Charlie felt neglected, ignored and even betrayed.
The 'angel' soon returned to him. Ginny had decided to join her friends suddenly to fight Voldermort. She did not last a day and was one of the first to die. Her friends brought the eighteen-year-old girl to her family and they gave her a proper burial. Charlie and Bill weren't at home then and Arthur owled them back. When Charlie saw his sister again, he thought he was dreaming. Her eyes were closed but her fiery hair burned gently by her delicate face. She wore an off white dress that exposed only the tip of her toes. That night, Bill and Charlie sat up and talked, not sleeping at all.
Sighing, Charlie got off his bed and walked out of his room. No idea where his legs were taking him, Charlie walked until he finally stopped at a door. It was Ginny's own room. Opening the door, Charlie entered the room and looked around. Her things were untouched and he could barely believe that she had only died a week ago. A little tired again, Charlie sat down on her bed and moved the pillow accidentally, to reveal a rolled up parchment. Printed on the golden ribbon tying the parchment up was a single word, 'Charlie'. He then untied it.
Dear Charlie,
I just know you'll find this before anyone else does. Yes, this is a letter from me to you, saying sorry. It might be bloody long but I've so much to tell you.
I never meant to keep any secrets from you. You know everything. You, Fred, George... it has always been the three of you. My favorite three... You just know more than them... because you're my confidante, my strength, my friend... my brother. But when I was in my first year, I broke the unspoken rule between the two of us. I kept secrets from you. Secrets so dark you'd never imagine your little sister to keep. I wanted to tell you everything. But Tom kept telling me not to, he kept saying no one would believe me. I feel so stupid now. You would have believed me; I just know it. You're my Charlie.
No one made this decision for me. I want to fight Voldermort on my own accord. And yes, I called him Voldermort. He's not 'You-Know-Who' anymore. Tomorrow, I leave the Burrow and join my friends to fight him. I am scared. Who wouldn't be? I'm finally living the comfort zone, not that it was much comfort.
I'll never forget the times we've had. The way you comforted me when I was sad... the way you held me close during a thunderstorm and promised me that you'll always be there. I've learnt that friends come and go, but your family will always be there for you. You proved true and I betrayed your trust. I abused it and hurt you in return. Forgive me, my dear brother.
Oh Charlie! If you had told me not to fight, I would not have done so! But I didn't even tell you that I was going to fight. You didn't even ask.
I love you, Charlie. I love you so much.
Your little Angel,
Virginia Weasley
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Knowing deep down it could have been her saving grace
What if she's an angel
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Rolling up the parchment, Charlie cried for the first time after his sister died. He didn't hear the door open nor see his whole family until Bill came over and held him tightly.