- Rating:
- R
- House:
- Astronomy Tower
- Characters:
- Draco Malfoy Ginny Weasley Tom Riddle
- Genres:
- Romance Angst
- Era:
- Multiple Eras
- Spoilers:
- Philosopher's Stone Chamber of Secrets Prizoner of Azkaban Goblet of Fire Quidditch Through the Ages Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them
- Stats:
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Published: 11/30/2002Updated: 11/30/2002Words: 1,368Chapters: 1Hits: 483
Everywhere
My bad angel
- Story Summary:
- Ginny's hurt and confused. After five years her feelings for Tom haven't faded away yet. Who will help her out of her anguish? Who will help her to keep on living?
- Chapter Summary:
- Ginny's hurt and confused.
- Posted:
- 11/30/2002
- Hits:
- 483
- Author's Note:
- Well guys, finally my very first songfic!
Everywhere
Here is Ginny, sitting by the fireplace on her own.
After five years since her first year.
She's listening to the voice of the fire's crack, and staring into the flames. It's all coming back to her now.
Flashbacks from her terrible, horrible first year.
There's no reason for her to try and deny it, because then she's only lying to herself. But she's trying, she really does.
She's trying to forget. Not to forget that she almost got killed. She's trying to forget what she felt for him, what she is feeling for him.
Turn it inside out
So I can see
The part of you
That's drifting over me
Everybody thinks she's in love with Harry Potter, the famous Harry Potter. They couldn't be more wrong.
Maybe that's her hideout, she doesn't have to lie about her feelings for Tom. He may did try to kill her, but that is the last thing she remembers from back then.
But now all she doing is to sleep.
The one thing that she's sure about is her dreams. Maybe she can't see him, can't touch him, but she sure can dream about him.
And when I wake
You're never there
But when I sleep
You're everywhere
You're everywhere
And then she's dreaming about him, holding her in his arms.
Cuddle in a warm place by the raining open window.
Everything seems just right.
Just tell me
How I got this far
She refuses to think that he was only using her.
He was her confident friendhe one she went to cry on his shoulder. How can he be so evil?
Just tell me
Why you're here
And who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
But when she wakes up, everything's back to normal.
Ginny to her lonely days, passing by with loneliness and sorrow.
Her true love is never there.
Only the nights keeping her alive.
And every time I sleep
You're always there
Everywhere she turns to in the castle looks different, different from what she is desirous to see. People pass her by, not trying to talk to her anymore, useless, they say.
No one understands.
'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
The only one who seems to refuse her sorrow is Malfoy.
Draco Malfoy.
So unlikely him, every day that passes on by, all he can see is Ginny, sitting alone, staring in the blank air.
There were rumors about her - in love.
And he knows, the only one.
The diary, the same one that almost got Ginny killed, is with him.
More than once he thought about giving her the diary, to pull her out of her misery, but that will only draw her more to him.
He can't stand to see her like this. The pain.
All the pain she contains within herself.
He doesn't understand, how can everybody be so blind?
And then he understands.
He cares about her, and he will save her.
Ginny's eyes are already fiery red from crying.
Tears are falling on her cheek, she doesn't even bother to wipe them away. It won't help to get it away.
To wipe the pain of love.
And when
I close my eyes
It's you I see
But then again, her dreams seem so real.
When he hugs her, kisses her.
Telling her that he'll never leave her.
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
That he will never leave her.
I'm not alone
She loves him so badly.
Her friend and her worse archenemy.
No one had never made her feel the way he did.
She tried to date a lot.
It didn't help. The boys were badly exhausted of trying to make her feel better. And now she's free to herself. And for Tom.
I recognize the way
You make me feel
Love
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
She does know that he will never return.
She will never see him again, never feel his touch.
Her heart since her first year stayed still.
I sense it now
The water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain
Away from me
Away from me
He watches her, how can she miss it?
He will never understand her true pain.
For Draco, for the first time being in love, it's a little hard to understand, but he tries to make her feel better.
She's looking at him, with her great brown amber-like eyes, wondering what is it for his concern.
How can he explain? With one thing only.
He will never let her go.
He will hold her until the pain will go away.
'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
Except for the nights, he never leaves her alone.
Not one spare moment to think about Tom.
If he only knew that her best time of the day to sob about him is the nights.
And when
I close my eyes
It's you I see
When he tells every time that this time he will stay.
That he won't leave.
That he truly loves her.
The only time she feels alive is when she's with him, so where is he?
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I am not alone
Though Draco really loves her, he will never make her feel the way Tom does.
People can see the difference in Ginny. She looks more cheerful when she's with Draco. She can easily fool them.
When she hugs Draco, she fancies - Tom.
And that's make her feel really guilty.
And when
I touch your hand
It's then I understand
After five years she decides to get over him. To let him go.
The thoughts about him, Every minute, hour, day, week, month, year-
Made her understand. He might not be the one she fancies.
He might not be the one she really loves.
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
And now she thanking him.
This realization made her a different woman.
She did love him, but not the true him - not the true "before Voldemort".
Not the one who killed his father, almost her friends and - herself.
She loved the one who listened, the one who cared, the one she knew was hiding inside of him.
But she understands. He doesn't have a soul anymore.
You always light my way
Draco by her side.
Cares for her from the bottom of his heart.
She can't stop comparing between the two.
But she knows that maybe if she were born fifty years ago, she would have a chance with him.
I hope there never
Comes a day
She will never be alone again.
One in her mind, one in her life.
Two in her heart.
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
Her affection for Draco grew bigger, only thanks for her imagination of Tom.
She knows that he is there, in her heart.
In a little tiny place in her heart.
'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
The part where she will never forget.
Her true love. True for her point of view.
And when
I close my eyes
It's you I see
And that's okay by Draco too. Even the boy she thought once of a stonelike heart - have proved her otherwise.
He understands, were Ginny's thoughts. Now she knows who her true love is.
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
Now she's not alone anymore.
She's not alone.
'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
She loves Draco.
She truly loves him. His kindness and considerateness.
And when she dreams, she dreams about Draco.
She came to her last stop.
The last time she will have to think about him.
And when
I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
It's him, Draco.
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
The one that really makes her believe she's not alone.
With angelic touch, love and the look in his eyes, he pulls her to his pool of feelings. For her.
And only for her. With no other purpose.
Oh, you're in
Everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
Just me.