You Make Me Crazy

You Make Me Crazy

Everything was perfect. She had just gotten done with Draco, and was heading for breakfast. Luckily, nobody knew about this. If anybody knew that Draco Malfoy was paying her for sex, she would be ridiculed for it for days on end.

Nobody was in the halls, so Ginny had time to daydream about Draco and what he could do to her. Sure, she still hated him. But she could not deny the fact that he was excellent in bed. He made her want to scream in ecstasy. He made her want more and more and more until she would cry and fall asleep. He made her want to jump him whenever she saw him. He made her crazy.

Ginny walked into the Great Hall. Everyone became deathly silent. She looked at everyone weird when she saw that everyone in the room, even the professors, were staring at her. She walked over to where Ron, Harry, and Hermione were sitting at the Gryffindor table.

Everyone was still silent.

Ginny was buttering her toast when she felt stares at her. She looked up and around. Everyone was still staring at her.

"What? Do I have something on my face?" Ginny asked, looking at Hermione.

"Do you care to explain what this is all about?" Ron practically yelled. His face was red and sweat was forming in his eyebrows. He was holding something in his hand but she couldn't make out what it was because of his shaking hand.

She grabbed it out of his hand and looked at it. Her face went pale as she saw the moving picture. It was black and white and showed Ginny in only her panties and bra. Draco was there as well. She was handing her a bag. She knew what was in the bag. Galleons. How could someone have gotten this picture? Nobody knew of what she and Draco had been doing. Unless Draco...

No, she thought. Draco had sworn to privacy, just as she had. No matter what Draco may be, he wouldn't break a promise. Malfoys are known for loyalty, even if they do exaggerate the truth sometimes.

"How do you know that's me?" Ginny asked after a long silence. She looked up to Ron standing there practically hyperventilating.

"The look on your face!" Ron screamed. Everyone was staring at them. "I didn't think it was you but then the look on your face made it perfectly clear! How could you let Malfoy pay you for sex?!"

"Ron," Hermione whispered. "Not so loud. There are professors here."

"I don't give a damn that there are professors here! They already know about it! What I care is that my baby sister is letting a Malfoy touch her, fuck her, and have him PAY for it! My mother did not raise a slut!"

Ginny felt the tears burning the rims of her eyes. But she would not cry. She would not let everybody know how much this was hurting her. Instead, she stood with the picture and walked calmly out of the Great Hall, ignoring Ron yelling at her for her to come back.

Once she was out and the door were closed, she ran into the nearest room and fell to her knees. She sobbed in her hands and didn't stop when she heard the door opening.

"Ginny?"

She froze. It was his voice. What was he doing here? He wasn't supposed to run after her. He wasn't supposed to call her 'Ginny.' He wasn't supposed to sound like he actually cared about her. He wasn't supposed to do anything that he was doing right now.

She wanted him to laugh in her face. She wanted him to call her a whore, a slut, a mudblood lover, dirt poor, ugly, anything to make her feel bad about herself. She wanted him glare at her, to talk to her like he talked to Harry or Hermione or Ron. She wanted him to hate her. It was easier that way.

Ginny stood after rubbing her eyes and sat on one of the tables. Draco walked closer to her and grabbed her hand. She didn't pull back.

"I know who took the picture," he whispered as he played with her fingers. He wouldn't look her in the eye. He didn't want her to see how much he cared about her, how much he wanted to do damage to anybody who would dare hurt Ginny. He didn't want her to know that he loved her.

"And?" Ginny whispered. Who would do this to her?

"Pansy took it," he said. "She noticed that I'd been gone at night and during the day and decided to follow me the morning. She heard us and after we were done, she took the picture of me paying you. She was mad that I didn't want her anymore and that I dumped her. Ginny, I'm so sorry. I never wanted this to happen."

"Neither did I," she whispered. "Draco?"

"Yeah?" he asked. For the first time, he looked up at her.

"Kiss me," she said in a strong voice, stronger than she expected it to be.

"What," he asked incredulously. He wanted to, he had wanted to so many times before when everybody was looking. But he wasn't sure if she had really said that or the universe was playing a cruel trick on him.

"Kiss me," she repeated. She looked him in the eye as if daring him to say no.

He gulped and nodded. She felt his lips graze over hers. It was lighter than any of the kisses he'd given her before. He used to kiss her like there was no tomorrow, all rough and hard. Now it was soft and gentle, like he thought she was fragile and anything would break her.

When he pulled away, their eyes locked and she wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him to her. She jumped off the desk and pushed him against the door, as she kissed him.

He made her crazy.

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Can't you see what you do to me baby

You make me crazy

You make me act like a maniac

I'm like a lunatic

You make me sick

You're truly the only one who can do this to me

You just make me get so crazy

I go schizo

I get so insane I just go schizophrenic

One minute I wanna slit your throat the next I wanna sex

You make me crazy

The way we act like two maniacs in the sack

We fuck like to jack rabbits and maybe that's a bad habit

Cause the next day we right back at it

In the same exact pattern

What the fuck is the matter with us

We can't figure out if it's lust

Or if it's love that's attractin us to each other

But if there's one thing that I admire

It's baby, because you stay with me

Maybe cause you're as crazy as I am

Cause when I look at you

I can see an angel in you eyes but if I look deeper inside

I see a freakish little side

Like a devil in disguise

You're always full of surprises

I wonder what's on your mind

Sometimes they say love is blind

Maybe that's why the first time I dotted your eye

You ain't see the sign

Baby cause we're crazy in love

I go crazy on you

Crazy on you

Let me go crazy, crazy on you, ohhh

~Eminem, Crazy In Love