Rating:
PG-13
House:
The Dark Arts
Characters:
Sirius Black
Genres:
Angst Drama
Era:
Multiple Eras
Spoilers:
Philosopher's Stone Chamber of Secrets Prizoner of Azkaban Goblet of Fire Order of the Phoenix
Stats:
Published: 04/22/2005
Updated: 04/22/2005
Words: 551
Chapters: 1
Hits: 266

Cold, Dark, Alone

Miriya

Story Summary:
This is what the dementors can do. A look into the mind of Sirius Black at the start of his time in Azkaban.

Posted:
04/22/2005
Hits:
266
Author's Note:
Thanks to Ben, Brandon, Sam, Jake, Jayme, Hannah, AJ, Alaine, Zoe, Alexa, Emma, Lupe... And as always, Lils. You rock, girl.


Cold. I am cold. I am alone. It is dark. Where am I? Azkaban. No. Breathe. Can't. Too cold. It is cold. I am alone. Darkness closes in. I am too young for this. James. Lily. Prongs. Tiger Lily. Harry. No. Harry! Damn Wormtail. Where's Moony? Must find Moony. No. I am trapped. Cold. I am cold. I am alone. Too dark. Help. Moony, help me! James! Where's James. Dead. DeadDeadDead. No. Lily? No. Harry! No. I'm going to kill Wormtail. Must get out. Where's Padfoot? I can't find him! No. Padfoot! Come back. Moony. Moony! Save me! It is cold. Too cold. It is dark. Too dark. I am alone. Alone in Azkaban. I can't die here. Must find Wormtail. Cold, Dark, Scared. No. Sirius Black is never scared. Ha. Stop lying. Where's Padfoot? Where's Moony? Where's Prongs? Where's James's Tiger Lily? Not here. Why would they come here? Here it is dark. And cold. So I am alone. Alone. AloneAloneAlone. DeadDeadDead. Dead. Cool it, Sirius. The dementors are playing with your mind. Where's Moony? He's good at this sort of thing. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. NO! Where's Padfoot? Must find Padfoot! Damn voices! Shut up! I can't concentrate. Cold. Dark. Alone. Prongs! Damn, damn, DAMN Voldemort! Prongs is dead. No. He can't be dead. You saw him, Sirius. Padfoot? I need you. Moony will come. Moony will save me. Moony never lets me down. Sleep, Sirius. NO! What if I don't wake up? I must be awake when Moony comes for me. Maybe Padfoot could sleep. Padfoot! I need you! Prongs, you've got to help me find Padfoot! Prongs? DeadDeadDead. Cold. Dark. Alone. Calm. Must be calm. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. GO AWAY! Stupid dementors. Harry. Is Harry all right? Hagrid was taking him to Petunia. Ha. Real good idea, Dumbledore. Now they're dead. DeadDeadDead. I'm alone. AloneAloneAlone. Cold. Dark. Concentrate, Sirius. Snap out of it. Snap. Snap. Snape. Damn Death Eaters. Bella. Cissa. Reg. Where's Moony? He should be here by now. Why isn't Moony coming for me? Moony? Help. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. Padfoot? Must find Padfoot. He'll lead me to Prongs and Tiger Lily. Padfoot? Moony? I must get out for Harry. I've got to save Harry from Wormtail. Everyone thinks he's dead. They won't know what to look for. I do. I know. They won't believe me. I'm alone. I'm cold. It's to dark. Cold. Dark. Alone. DeadDeadDead. James. Lily. DeadDeadDead. Harry is alive. Must find Wormtail. Kill. Must kill. Wormtail killed James and Lily. Prongs and Tiger Lily. It wasn't me. Wasn't me. But I'm in here. In fucking Azkaban. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. NO! I'm innocent. Innocent. So? I am cold. Dark. Alone. And Prongs and Tiger Lily are dead. DeadDeadDead. Innocent. I am innocent. Innocent. Where's Moony? Why isn't Moony coming for me? Why did Moony let me down? Cold. Dark. Alone. ColdColdCold. DarkDarkDark. AloneAloneAlone. I'M INNOCENT! But nobody knows that. INNOCENT. No. NO. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. MOONY! HELP! Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. Cold. Dark. Alone. I am innocent. I am innocent. I AM INNOCENT.


Author notes: Review please!!!!!! this just sort of wrote itself so I want to know what exactly I did : ).