There You\'ll Be

There You'll Be

When I think back on these times

And the dreams we left behind

I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed

To get to have you in my life

When I think back on these days

I'll look and see your face

You were right there for me

It's been so long since I've heard your voice. If I concentrate so hard, I can almost pretend your still lying here in bed with me. I can pretend I can still feel your warm breath agonizing my face. But now I can't, because you're gone. And it still hasn't hit me; it still feels like if I just waltz up to your Gryffindor tower, I can find you there, hovering over the chessboard with that Weasel, while that mudblood friend of yours shakes her head and reads on. Just his nickname can make me full of hatred. Why did he have to take you away from me? Why could the Dark Lord take him first? Wasn't that the way it's supposed to be? The hero stays alive while the bitter, yet supportive sidekick dies, and everyone could mourn him? That's how it should've been. You should be here with me, but no. Instead Ron had to be there to finish Voldemort off and take your glory. I know you thought I hated your glory, but the truth is, Harry, that's what made me love you. Because you didn't want that glory and you would shove it down anyone's throat just to be normal. I love you.

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky

In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life

I'll keep a part of you with me

And everywhere I am there you'll be

Well, you showed me how it feels

To have the sky within my reach

And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me

Your love made me make it through

Oh, I owe so much to you

You were right there for me

You were always there, weren't you? Remember when we first met in Madame Malkins? You disgusted me then, but you never cease to amaze me now. And in 5^th year, when we pushed aside our differences? I know you warned me, you said I didn't deserve the heartbreak if you died, and I told you not to talk like that, it scared me so much for you to say those things. Nothing would scare me just as long as I had you. I cursed Voldemort so many times after he killed you, Harry, you don't even know. I think I cursed Ron more because of what he did. I'd rather live in a world full of evil then let Ron bask in your spotlight. He came up to me to offer his condolences, and I shoved it in his face. Why did he have to kill Voldemort? Harry, you deserve to be here.

Cause I always saw in you my life, my strength

And I want to thank you now for all the ways

You were right there for me

Always

This should be my last visit. I swear it Harry. I know I should let you rest in peace, so I will. That's how you would have wanted it: for me to move on. I kneel down to where they put you, next to your parents. Your parents, Harry! Oh, you would be so happy. But don't worry; I brought them flowers, too. I put theirs down, and I turn to face yours. Oh, how many times have I seen your grave? One too many, Harry, you'd be disgusted with me. They put Harold instead of Harry. I hate that. Just so much. Harold didn't die, Harry did. One last touch, Harry I promise, than I'll leave. I swear, you're like a drug; so intoxicating, I have to have it. Damn it, if I could have had just one more kiss, one more touch, Harry, I'd be so happy. I left a card for you, so if you're in heaven looking down, I hope you get a chance to read it. I promise I won't cry anymore, because that's how you'd want it to be. I love you.

You'll never leave me,

But now I have to leave you.

Love forever,

Draco.

There you'll be.