Brokenhearted

Chapter 1

Brokenhearted

I can't believe he did this to me, I can't believe he would be so heartless.

If he loved her why did he ask me out? I had been waiting for it for so long that I didn't see it right away. I wish I could let him know the way I feel. I wish he could feel all the pain he put me through.

How helpless and angry he made me. So I will give him an idea of what he did to me. I'll write him a letter, I guess I should thank him too if he hadn't cheated on me I would have never realized what I had all along.

Dear Ron,

Why, that is the question I keep asking myself. How could you do this to me? Why did you do this to me? Was it for her? I didn't notice it at first those secret glances you two shared across the room or the secret hand-holds under the table. Did you think I was stupid?

Maybe I was blinded at first, but I can see just fine now. I don't have love clouding my vision. Did you ever love me? I asked you when you told me about her, but you never did answer my question. I know the answer now; you were just using me to make her jealous.

I knew you would tell me about her eventually, maybe I thought I was just being paranoid and imagining you two together, but I guess not.

I cried when you told me even though I had promised myself I wouldn't. Then she came in, I'm sure you two will be happy together your so much alike, obviously you both want me to suffer as much as possible.

I thought something was wrong when you kissed me or held me, but I passed it as nervousness or that you must have just had a bad day, but I was wrong.

You hurt me so much. I feel so vulnerable and angry. I wish you could feel the pain you caused me. You ripped out my heart and threw away the pieces away. I'm not sure I will ever be able to forgive you. I told Harry last night, he was shocked. He actually believed your charade.

At least he is on my side. At least he is willing to comfort me when I need him the most. And he made me realize something, I never did really love you, I loved him. I was just too blind to see it. At first I had myself convinced it was just a crush, and that I wasn't good enough for him, but the truth is you weren't good enough for me. Now I know that I can't just push my love for him aside and I know that I will never love anyone as much as him.

So, I guess I should thank you, if it weren't for you I never would have seen what has been right in front of my face this whole time. I'm writing this letter to you for one purpose, to let you know how much you hurt me. I didn't think I would ever love again, but he picked up the pieces of my heart and put them back together again. Though there will always be cracks that will never mend, he will always be there to help me in ways that you were never willing to.

Brokenhearted,

Hermione M. Granger

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