Rating:
PG-13
House:
Astronomy Tower
Characters:
Harry Potter
Genres:
Romance Drama
Era:
Multiple Eras
Spoilers:
Philosopher's Stone Chamber of Secrets Prizoner of Azkaban Goblet of Fire Order of the Phoenix
Stats:
Published: 08/04/2003
Updated: 12/09/2004
Words: 14,753
Chapters: 8
Hits: 7,589

Magic, Fairy Tales and Happy Ever After

El Mann

Story Summary:
“I do believe in Magic,” he said slowly. “And fairy tales are in fact the real stories of someone’s pain dressed up as moralistic bedtime stories for little children.” He turned to look at her, his green eyes glowing in the dim light. “Happy ever after, however, does not exist.” He paused and sighed. “At least, not for me.”

Chapter 06

Chapter Summary:
“This is almost perfect,” he said. She looked up at him through half opened eyes. Harry was stretched out lazily on one side beside her on their bed, his head propped up on one hand, the other draped in a gesture of casual possessiveness across her naked hip.
Posted:
06/15/2004
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709
Author's Note:
Due credit and thanks to my beta readers –Starry Eyed Writer, Waywren Truesong & Kagome Higurashi. The encouragement from you three alone makes it worth it.


Magic, Fairy Tales and Happy Ever After

Chapter 6

Perth was a very windy city, and that was never more obvious than at this time of year. During winter the gales howled up from the south with a chill force that spoke eloquently of snow and ice.

Kelly loved it when the wind blew. He ran madly round the park chasing leaves, bits of grass, even the wind itself. Debbie wasn't so keen. She stood huddled in her coat, her face frozen, keeping a close eye on her crazy canine companion. Harry also loved it when the wind blew, but he had been away this week, unable to join them on their evening ramble.

The dull grey light was fading quickly as she rounded up her charge and started to walk briskly back to the apartment.

She sighed. In the last year her life had changed a lot. Oh, she was still studying and still playing mother to an overgrown ball of fur, but now there was Harry.

Harry the wizard? Now there was love and magic in her life. Real magic.

As she walked back through the streets of Subi, she shook her head at the strange turn that her life had taken.

Most of the time it was easier to pretend that it wasn't true, that Harry was just a very special guy with an uncanny knack for getting things done quickly. And he certainly seemed to prefer her taking that perspective.

After the initial explanation, he was never the one to raise the subject, although he answered all her questions honestly and without demur. Magic, while not ignored, was not to be considered a dominant part of their life. Not overtly anyway.

But still, Debbie had a problem with the idea. Especially when trying to explain what her partner did for a living. After some thought and discussion, they had settled on 'contract security work'. Most people seemed to be happy with that. But Debbie herself still felt a little odd describing it that way.

If she let herself think about the subject more deeply, which she tried to avoid, it scared her. She wasn't scared of Harry because he was a wizard; no, she was scared for him, because of his mission in life and his casual approach to it, as if pursuing evil and protecting the innocent was an ordinary everyday job like house painting or bus driving.

As she approached her front door she could hear music playing. He must be home. She had asked him once whether it was safe for him to just live in an ordinary suburb like they did. He had explained to her that no magical person would see their apartment, but she could not quite figure out how that worked, and the fear of unknown watchers haunted her quiet moments.

She opened the door. Kelly charged through first; she followed, reveling in the warmth and light after the cold dark evening outside.

Harry and Kelly were greeting each other enthusiastically, as always. As she shut the door behind her, he looked up, smiling. That smile always made her feel that everything was alright; that no matter what, she was protected and loved. If only he was always there, then she wouldn't worry.

"Hello, gorgeous, I'm home." He stood up and held out his arms.

"I can see that," she said, as she drew herself into his embrace, the safest place in the world.

Harry had been home long enough to have prepared dinner, which was sitting on the table waiting for them, hot and steaming. Harry had tried to explain how he knew where she was and how he knew exactly when she would be home, but once again, the explanation made no sense. Yes, there were extra hands and dials on his watch, but she could not see clearly what they said.

When Harry was home for the evening not much studying got done. It was not that he demanded her total attention; it just seemed the natural way of things. There was always plenty of time to attend to study, friends and family on the many nights when he was away.

After the dinner was eaten and the dishes stacked in the dishwasher, Kelly snoring in front of the fire, Harry led her up the stairs to the bedroom, took her in his arms and proceeded without words to eloquently express how much he had missed her.

Reunion nights were the best, lying in the warm bed, with the cold wind howling outside. She had to agree with the song swirling out of the speakers; there really was no better aphrodisiac than loneliness. She did not think she could ever get bored with her magical lover. He made her feel so alive, so real.

"This is almost perfect," he said. She looked up at him through half opened eyes. Harry was stretched out lazily on one side beside her on their bed, his head propped up on one hand, the other draped in a gesture of casual possessiveness across her naked hip.

She smiled up at him. "What d'you mean, 'almost'? Good company, good food, good sex. What more could you ask for?"

He looked down, watching as his hand started to idly stroke her skin. "What would make this perfect," he paused and glanced quickly at her face, "would be if we had a family."

The words sunk in. She sat bolt upright, suddenly wide-awake, shaking his hand free in the process. "I don't think so!"

Harry's face started to darken, like a swift cloud passing across the sun. "But you knew I wanted children. And I thought you did too." He stood up swiftly and moved away towards the window.

She followed, tentatively resting one hand on his shoulder. "I do," she said. "Eventually. But not yet. We're still both so young. I haven't even finished my studies. There is so much to do together, just the two of us, and then there's your work ..."

He spun around so fast that she staggered back with the force of her arm being flung off his shoulder, stopping awkwardly against the edge of the bed. He loomed over her, his face angry and contorted.

"My work," he hissed, "is not a consideration. I do what I do. That is not going to change." He stepped forward, she tried to shrink back but he grabbed her wrists in his hard unyielding grasp. "Damn it, Debbie. I don't really see that I'm asking too much." He pushed her down on the bed and stood back arms out, fists clenched. "All I want is a home and a family, like any normal person."

She sat up, her wrists stinging; they would bruise for sure. "Face it though, Harry. You're not a normal person."

The words hung in the room for an age, as if time were suspended. He moved so fast, she didn't see the slap coming until it hit the side of her face full force, knocking her off the bed and into a graceless heap on the floor. She lay there in pain and shock, not daring to look up, too stunned to cry.

"Bloody hell, Debbie. I'm sorry, so sorry." Harry's voice was cracking. As his hand touched her shoulder, she shrank from it.

She could hear a muffled sob above her. She looked up at him, feeling numb. He had slumped down on the edge of the bed, his face in his hands. As she watched he started to sob brokenly.

What could she do? What could she say? She stood up slowly, still a little shaky, grabbed her dressing gown and headed for the door.

"Don't leave."

"I'm only going to the bathroom," she muttered.

Any intelligible response was lost in a torrent of tears.

When she walked back into the bedroom he had not moved. She stood in the doorway, just watching him cry.

Eventually he turned his face towards her, tear stained and grief stricken, and tentatively reached out a hand. "I'm sorry," he sobbed, "I never meant to ..."

The pain and genuine remorse on his face undid her. Now she knew what they meant by heart ache; it was what she was feeling right at this moment. She sat next to him on the edge of the bed, held out her arms and they clung to each other as if letting go would be to fall into a deep chasm.

"Believe me, Debbie, I never meant to hurt you ... I love you," he said at last, "but you just made me so mad."

Debbie felt stirrings of guilt and shame. Could it really be her fault? He obviously was suffering because of it. But she was the one with the bruises.

"It's okay," she said, "I'm sorry too," as she gently kissed his scar.


Author notes: And now a few replies –
Chapter 5
Highwayman – I cannot promise a happy ever after ending, unfortunately that is not where this story is going. Anyone who is set on that should probably stop reading now. Debbie won’t meet Hedwig, sorry. As for marriage, it is a standard fact in Australian society today that many couples never actually get around to getting married, and some wait until they start their families. In this story Harry and Debbie are not going to get married.
Mikerlis - And why is a picture of Head girl Hermione sitting on his desk? Good question. And if you were the live in partner, you would keep wondering about that too. Will Harry propose? See answer above.
Katya – I am glad you like my OC. I wanted to look at Harry from the ‘outside’ (muggle-eye view). I will admit there aren’t many OC love interests that I like. Abigail Loomis in ‘Interwoven’ is the pick of them and she is Sirius’ love interest.
Pepsibabe2 - Why was there a picture of Hermione on the desk and not Ron? Good question, you won’t totally get an answer, but it does become an issue. Why did he leave? If you haven’t read Harry’s fairy tale, go and read it, the question is answered there.
Rachel Satowsky – Dragonseed is presently on hold as I am working on an original project as well and two at a time is plenty. Once Magic & Fairy tales is complete I will return to Dragonseed, promise.
Silvipotter – No Hermione does not know where he has gone. The only person who knows is the man at the other end of that mobile phone (and he is also my OC). Do we ever find out what happened to Ron and Hermione and the rest of Harry´s old friends? Not in this story, but Magic and Fairy tales is part of my ‘Dragonseed’ universe and they appear elsewhere in the other stories. This story focuses very tightly on Harry and a particular episode in his life in the first few years after he leaves Britain.
HPStudy – Sorry for picking your mum’s name. The character is based on a mix of three people I knew in Western Australia – two of them are called Debbie.
Badger & Emerald Moonbeams – It’s not over until it’s over. I am taking this through to the bitter end. If you want a real happy ever after ending I would stop reading now, but an earlier survey of readers insisted I continue.

Harry’s fairy tale
Highwayman – Bounty hunting is part of it. It is unlikely that he would be hunting evil Muggles, unless of course they were working in cahoots with evil wizards.
Katya – Yes, it is an emotionless, bald and stark re-telling. My spin on future Harry is someone who has distanced himself emotionally from much of the turmoil of his own life, as a survival technique.

Once again, thank you to everyone for reading this far and for putting up with an author who takes her time updating. I look forward to the feedback on this chapter, it is winter here now, so even flames are welcome. El.