I've Had Enough

Dear Hermione,

Everyday I see you smile and glow like the sun. Everyday I see you just sitting there, like you're waiting for someone to come along and sweep you off feet. And me, I just sit there, watching you, and also waiting to see who comes along you. When that person does come along, not only you suffer when it's over, but I do too. It's like I share your heartache and pain. Do you want to know why? Because it hurts me to see you the way you are after you get your heart broken. It just makes me fall apart. You go through many boyfriends, but me, I'll always be your friend. Nothing less, but also, nothing more.

I suppose by now you have guessed what this letter is about. It's about me and you, but not us. It's about me always being there for you when you have no one else to turn to. I'm the one who's always there in the end. I'm the one who has been there for you. I know that if I ever needed you, you would be there for me too. And that's just what this is about; me needing you. I need you Hermione. I'm sick of always being the one who is never going to hold you out of love. I'm sick of always just sitting back and watching you get hurt all of the time. I'm sick of being your friend. I want more then that. I want you to love me, but I'm not sure that you can do that. I wish for you to, but I doubt you can. Sometimes you're so smart, you're dumb. You're blind because you don't see what I'm trying to give you. I'm the one who needs you. I'm the one who you should have. It sounds like I'm selfish, but you're selfish too. You've always kept your love to yourself. I want you to love me. I don't want to be a third wheel. I'm so sick of this. Why can't you just keep your damn head out of books and pay attention to what's right in front of you. I've never let you down.

As I'm writing this, hot tears stream down my face because it hurts me to have to tell you instead of you actually finding out how I feel. My heart aches because you've only hinted that you want to be friends. Right now, I don't even know why I should even bother because your so involved with your books and studies, you won't have time for your friends. You won't have time for me. All I'm asking for is your love. If you can't give that to me, then I'm sorry, but I've had enough. I can't go on anymore. I've given you everything you've ever wanted, or needed, now I want something back. I want your love. Not a friendship love, a real love. Can you give that to me Hermione? Or is that too much to ask? Is that too much for you to give? If it is, just don't count on me being there for you anymore. I've given you more then my love. So just remember this, I've had enough.

Love,

Ron