The Diary within Sirius Black and Nessa Williams

Chapter One Summer of 1974

July 21^st, 1974

Dear Diary,

My name is Nessa Rose Williams; I am a pure-blood witch. My father's the dark wizard in the family, mother's a witch. I am the only girl in my family and the only one in my family to actually stay on the good side of the war we are about to have, thanks to my mother. I have two older brothers that are both married and have children. My brother's names are Matthew and Mark Williams. Matthew is married to a lovely lady named Rebecca Mitchell and have three little children named, May who is four, April who is two, and August who is six months old. Matthew is twenty-four years old and works at the Ministry. My brother Mark is married to the lovely Allie Alexander and has three kids. The twins' names are Alex and Jordan who are two years old and they have a little sister named July who is two weeks old. How I love my family even though my brothers and my father love the dark side and am pure-blood freaks. My brother doesn't understand how I can be friends with a muggle-born until they met her a year ago. They finally realize that my best friend Lily is a powerful witch and great at potions and charms. Let me tell you a little about myself since I explained my family.

I have short brown hair that makes me look younger then I actually am. I am fourteen years old since June 30^th and I also have puppy dog brown eyes as my friends call them. I am best friends with a muggle-born who name is Lily. Everyone at school has heard of Lily which means everyone has heard of me. I am the quietest amongst my friends and I am the one that they call the peace-maker. If any of my friends have an argument with each other I step in and solve the problem. You can often find me in the Library or in a room that we call the "Witches Room" which fills with for me anything music. You give me an instrument and I will give you music. The only thing that gets my boat is Sirius Orion Black. You got it. He is totally the opposite of me and plus he is a player which is a lot like Sera. But, we don't get along at all which I only think because of Lily and James. Let me explain, James Potter is Sirius's best friend and he is in love with Lily Evans my best friends. So he often follows Lily everywhere which really gets at her. So she often blows up at him, the famous Lily evens blow up. That is why everyone knows Lily and knows me because I am often the one who has to go running to Lily to calm her down. But, you know I don't think I don't know what I would do with myself if I didn't have Lily. We are a lot a like by reading and loving music but we are a lot different where she can become a huge loud mouth when something bothers her where I just shrug it off. That is why I love her to bits. But, I must tell you I have a secret crush on Sirius Black. No one will ever know that, unless I get my guts up to tell Lily. Which I highly doubt that will happen. Thanks to my mother, she the one who gave me this diary, she knows how much I love to write. So I will be able to have something to voice my complaints to when no one is looking. Got to go talk later.

Nessa

July 29^th, 1974

Dude,

Okay, so I am Sirius Orion Black the greatest Maurder alive. So I just got to the Potter's how I love these people when Annabelle that's James' Mother gave me this book and told me to write in it my feelings since she knows that I don't really voice my feelings to anyone which is never a good thing. So here I am writing in it because I don't want to make the Potter's mad. James it looks like may have one too, since I am in his room and he is taking a shower and I believe I see one on his desk. It's great that I now have a di...I am a journal to write in. Hey, why not. So let me tell you why I love the Potters so much. You see, my family are a bunch of pure-blood fans so when I told them how their muggle-born girl who is beating me in Charms they didn't take that too well. They also hate it that I am in Gryffindor away from my watchful eyes of cousins and now of course younger brother Regulus. You see, if you have never heard of the Blacks consider yourself lucky. I swear we have interbred way too many to count which is never good. You see, I am related to Bellatrix and Narcissa Black which are twins yet not alike at all. Which is really odd? So Bellatrix looks like a normal Black, black hair and olive skin, evil eyes that are dark, and pointing nose. That is Bella for you, well she is in love with a Rodolphus Lestrange which is odd since I believe we are already related to them some how. Anyways, Narcissa is really sweet when you get her away from her boyfriend and sister. Narcissa is olive skin, blond hair, blue eyes that used to shine, and pointy nose. Anyways Narcissa used to be a part of the Witches' Five but since she started dating Lucius Malfoy all is forgotten. The twins are fifth years this year and most likely will be just like they are every year rude and mean. They have an older sister who also has so many problems with her family. Andromeda Black is the one who is a great kind of person. She is a seventh year Ravenclaws and is dating Ted Tonks who is a muggle-born Ravenclaws. See the problem. I hope she marries him because she can if she puts her mind to it. I love her to pieces she the one that keeps me going, she is now living with Ted and his parents until they can marry. I am so proud of her even though my mother just did blast her off the famous black tapestry. Oh well...good for her. Well, I am being poked by a sweet little thirteen year old Jamie so I better get going before she starts kicking. She wants to discuss her older brother...hmm...this will be good.

Sirius the Dog Star

July 31^st, 1974

Dear Diary,

So here I am writing this diary entry and I am stuck at Matthew's house until I get to see Lily. Matthew is not here and neither is his wife. So I am the lucky one who gets to baby-sit lucky for me Alice lives near by so she is joining me in my torture. Alice Carter is the odd ball in my group of friends she is the one who is a Hufflepuff. Alice is a muggle-born and the only child we are all jealous of her because of that. But she has a sense of humor and she is loyal to all of us girls. So here I was stuck with three little girls who are just like their father in personality. I had magical make up all over my face and it was the lasting kind and my hair was purple and it wasn't coming out when their was a knock on the door. The two little girls all ran to the door but thankfully, I got their before they did when I opened it I was taken back, not in my life did I think I would run into Snape at my brother's house. I glared at Snape even though I knew I had horrible makeup on. He looked at me and got the grin on his face. "Snape," I said with pure venom in my voice. He looked at me then said, "Nice look, is Matthew here. My father is looking for him." I looked at him then little April shook her head, "Hi Severus, papa and mama went bye bye for a vacation. Nessa is babysitting us come in." I glared at my niece how she dare invite Snape in without asking. Snape smiled then walked in which was led in by all my nieces evil little demons they are. We were all in the living room as the two girls started to play snap dragon with Severus Snape who kept giving me a look that gave me the jitters. While they were playing, I picked up a book and started to read. Finally, at last the someone was knocking at the door. I got up and answered it and smiled in relief when I saw it was Alice Carter. I pulled Alice in the room and whispered, "Snape is here." Alice gave me a look that clearly said why. I shook my head and we went into the Living Room. Snape looked up and glared at Alice who gave him a grin then sat down and pulled a book onto her lap. I then heard a scream from one of the rooms and got up to retrieve August who woke up and was most likely hungry. I went into the kitchen and made a bottle and started to feed August. I made my way back into the living room and Alice smiled at me. Finally three hours later, I got April and May asleep as well as August who was playing in the bouncy seat until she fell asleep. Snape was still there, Alice and I looked at each other trying to figure out who was going to be the one to tell him it was about time he left. As we were sitting in the living room we heard my brother's voice in the fireplace, "Nessa..." I ran over to the fireplace and looked at my brother and said, "Yes..." He looked at me then saw Snape and grinned. "How are things going Nessa, Hey Severus taking good care of Nessa?" I looked at my brother then said, "I don't need taken care of and everything is fine. As you can tell the girls gave me a make-over today. Plus Alice came over; remember you gave me permission to have my friends over." I watched as my brother glance at Alice who looked up from her book and nodded at my brother. He rolled his eyes then said, "Yes, I remember. Well, you guys have fun see ya." He then disappeared. How annoying are brothers my goodness? Sometimes, I wish I was the only child like Alice. Snape then cleared his throat and said, "Well, see ya girls later." He then left the house; as soon as he left I locked the door. I went back into the Living room and saw Alice chuckling; I gave her a look that said, "What?" She then said, "Nessa, don't you see your brother is trying to set you up with Snape." I rolled my eyes at her and realized the baby was finally asleep. I put August to bed then grabbed this and went into the living room and started to write in here. I glanced up and notice that Alice was writing something too. It looks like I wasn't the only one who got a diary this summer. Oh well...got to head to bed so I can get some sleep before the brats wake up.

Nessa

August 1^st, 1974

Dude,

It is like eleven o'clock in the afternoon and James is still sounding asleep. What a lazy bum? I mean come on he needs to be doing something maundering or something. Anyways, so here I am waking up at eight o'clock don't ask and yes I am a man. And Jamie the lovely little Jamie ran down the stairs and told me that James was talking in his sleep. She is one mean little cookie who is still so cool. Anyways, Jamie climbed onto my lap and gave me the smile the smile that says, I will tell you my secrets about James. I looked at her then said, "So tell me about Mr. James any more calling Lily's name?" She then looked at me and said, "He did that last night in case you didn't notice, Sirius. He often calls out her name; it makes me think he has a bad dream that involves her." I looked at her like she lost her mind; I mean come on Jamie it can't be that bad. I then had to ask the question, "Anything else he says in that dream he has of Lily?" Jamie looked at me like I lost my mind. She then said, "Sirius, he doesn't have those kind of dream." I just gave her a look; I don't think she took the look very well. Ha-ha...well better go the lazy bum has arisen.

Sirius the Dog Star.

August 2^nd, 1974

Dear Diary,

The baby in August woke me up at one, three, five, and finally at seven o'clock. May and April woke up at seven thirty. I highly doubt I am going to get any sleep while I am here. So I fed the two girls while Alice was feeding little August. Once the girls were done they went to their rooms and played with their toys so Alice and I were talking in the kitchen as we were cleaning up. Alice brought up the subject of Lily and James. "So Nessa, do you think that James loves Lily or he just wants her because he can't have her?" I looked at with wide eyes then said, "I believe it was latter at first then it became the first. I just wish sometimes that James gives Lily her space rather then stalking her." Alice nodded at me then said, "I don't see them getting together, until our sixth or seventh year more if he keeps too close." I chuckled then looked at Alice with a smile, "Alice, so Frank Longbottom has his eye on you I have noticed." Alice gave me her famous glare, then said, "I've noticed, by his owls, looks, and by how he just stairs at me. It's so annoying I don't know how Lily can handle it and James is even worse. I like Frank as a friend, there is only one guy that I have a crush on at this moment in time." I raised my eyebrows at this then of course had to figure out who was the mystery man. "I've noticed Remus looks good. I ran into him not to long ago." I am such a liar. Alice looked at me and blushed. Case solved the mystery man is Remus Lupin. Let me explain Remus. Remus is just like me with a tinge of Lily. He is part of the Marauders and tries to keep James and Sirius in line. I said tries. But Remus has a secretive side to him that the Witches Four figured out last year. He is a werewolf; he doesn't know that we know. Which is alright in the end, it just makes him cooler then before. The girls came into the kitchen one was crying and other was screaming "I didn't do it." I looked at the girls and shook my head, "April, I think your going to be fine. How about we go to the park." We all get ready, I got things in the diaper bag and we made the long walk to "Wizard of Oz" park. Only magical blood can go to it. Alice has never seen the park even through she lives right by it. I could tell that she was in total shock. We let the two girls let loose as Alice and I got closer to the playground when we got closer I saw men in black cloaks and white skeleton masks on. They were shouting, "Muggle must die. Clean our schools with Mudbloods." I glanced at Alice who kept a straight face then I ran and grabbed April and May's hands and held tight. We had to go through them to get to the playground. I looked at Alice who had August strapped to her back and we pushed our way through to the park. We let the girls go when we noticed that one of the mother's put out a spell to block out the noise. Alice and I sat down and watched the girls play. All of sudden I felt something grab my arm and I screamed bloody Mary. I looked down at what ever had my arm and noticed a little boy that couldn't be more then a year with messy black hair that reminded me of James. All of a sudden I heard a familiar voice, "Tyler, where are you." I then noticed where the voice came from and she was trying to get through the masked men. I picked the little boy up and gave him to Alice. I then walked over to where the girl was and glared at the man who had a hold of the girl who had long black hair and light blue eyes, Jamie Potter. The man still had a hold of her arm and he told Jamie that her family was filth. I punched the man who then dropped Jamie's arm and I led her into the park with another little girl who looked like the little boy I saw earlier. I then told Jamie that I believed that I had little Tyler. After three hours all of us teenagers and little kids left the park. We walked Jamie to her Aunt's house the walked to my house. All three little girls went down for naps as well as us teenagers. Tata for now, baby cries.

Nessa

August 2^nd, 1974

Dude,

Jamie had to baby-sit for her aunt for a couple of hours. Well, she got home and told us all about what happened at the park. She said that Nessa saved her by punching the guy. Which I highly doubt that Nessa did that. I better go James looks like he is about to have a cow which is never good.

Sirius the Dog Star

August 5^th, 1974

Dear Diary,

My brother called this morning to say, that he and his wife won't be back until the twentieth, be glad that I didn't plan on seeing Lily sooner then that day. I asked Alice if she would stay with me until we went to Diagon Alley where we would meet Lily to go to her house. She said she was more then glad since she nothing going on anyways. So we were talking when the May and April ran down the stairs screaming that someone was there. I went towards the door and opened to see who it was but I made sure I had my wand with me. Once I got to the door I saw Lucius Malfoys and Bellatrix. I raised my eyebrows at them in question on why they were there. I glared at them, why was Lucius Malfoy at my brother's door they didn't even go to school together. He graduated two years ago and it was starting to bother me. Alice stood up and sees what was going on and who the door was when she got a view she drew her wand as did mine. The others smiled as April and May ran and jumped into their arms. I glared, no one touches my nieces like that who is a death eater wannabe. Lucius looked at me while he held May who was smiling like he was the king of the world, then he dared say, "It's great to see you too cousin, but it's horrible to see a Mudblood corrupting my little cousins." I drew back my fist which then was held by Alice who shook her head no. She then said, "Lucius, Bella, what do you guys want?" I looked at her like she lost her mind. I swear sometimes I wonder about my friends. Lucius then gave me a book telling me it was for my brother and he was expecting it. He then let down May and she started to cry as Bellatrix let down April. They then left and I locked the door and Alice picked up May who started to hit Alice in the face. I finally got May off of Alice and sent her to her room for the night. Alice rolled her eyes once the girls were out of ear shot, "If I let you hit him, you would regret it later. Plus, that wasn't you that was either Sera or Lily." I grinned at her then we went to living room and I picked up August who was still asleep. I then said, "I miss them." Alice looked at me then nodded her head. I can't wait until 20^th where we can be with out friends. Got to go, August needs a diaper change and Alice went shopping for food.

Nessa

August 12^th, 1974

Dude,

Well, we have a house full of us growing men. Well anyways, Peter and Remus finally arrived at James and weren't surprise that I was already there. No surprise there guys. So we were all just sitting there in James' room and Remus then told us that his father gave him a journal and told him to write in it. Of course we found out all of us had one that someone gave us. How weird is that. So anyways, here we all are writing in them. When James gets up and goes into the kitchen most likely to get a bite to eat so I flipped through and found that it wasn't just his hand writing but it looked like Lily's too. I was wondering what was happening when James came back but I had enough since to pretend I was writing in mine. I then flipped pages and realized that the last entry wasn't mine at all but Nessa. Nessa is a female Gryffindor in my year and best friend with James' love of his life Lily Evans. Nessa is the daughter of a pure blood fanatic and yet she thought the pure-blood thing was sad as I did. But, the thing that makes us different is her father doesn't care and neither does her brothers. Her mother made sure Nessa didn't turn into her siblings or her father. As I read about what happened on the second I realized that Jamie was indeed telling the truth. I wonder who the others were set up with to read the diary of. And I wonder why our parents decided to do this...nah it can't be our parents. They are too good on their own to do this prank. It's got to be another Dumbledore's "PLAN." I wonder what it means and why it's like this now. I wonder why he is doing this. Who cares anyways, Nessa is pretty cool when you get by her shyness and her bookworm abilities. From reading her entries she is great and she almost punch Lucius but still it worries me that Snape has been hanging around her. Let's hope Alice can keep her in line since she is there. Well, got to go looks like everyone else is finished. See ya.

Sirius the Dog Star.

August 12^th, 1974

Dear Diary,

Today, Lily wrote me a letter saying that the marauders were all together. She sounded upset but I knew that wasn't the least of her problems, she also wrote to tell me what time we were meeting and where in Diagon Alley. Only she would come up with the idea. As I was reading, I noticed that Alice also got a letter we started to laugh when we read about Lily's soon-to-be stepmother. I can't believe that Lily's dad is going to marry someone who is Wicca, but then again, I had to have Alice explain to me what Wicca meant. I can't believe muggles have that kind of thing thinking they are a witch. I feel for Lily, now she has to worry about a muggle witch person in her life. It's bad enough that she has to handle James following her like a lost puppy, but she also has her sister who hates magic, and now this. I bet she can't wait until we get there to rescue her at least. Hold on a letter just arrived for Alice...I wonder who it could be from.

Ha-ha. I feel for Alice, she has Frank Longbottom having a crush on her. Man, if I were her I would run. Mrs. Longbottom, Frank's mother is a piece of work. I feel for any women who marry Frank. Then I would feel for their children. But then again, Frank is a great kind of guy. He treats women with respect and kindness. I just think it's funny that he has his eyes on our Miss Alice. Sorry, I had to write that since Alice is hanging over my shoulders. Anyways, Frank is sweet and kind, Alice just says that he not her kind of guy. No, I think she has her eyes on Mr. Remus Lupin. Oh, I got a glare from that one on her. But, I know she won't go after Lupin unless he asks her. We found out about his secret being a werewolf. Alice says, he still cute as button and wouldn't hurt a fly. I tell her at least not on a full moon. I think it would be a blast if James got Lily, Sirius and I, Remus and Sera, and Peter and Alice. Like Peter would be a good match for Alice that would be a laughing frenzy. No, I think Alice fits perfectly with one Gryffindor boy who isn't a marauder at all that would be Frank. Anyways, Snape came by again to play with the kids as me and Alice was working on our Potion's homework. He went back to his house and came back with his own book which oddly enough had words he written in it. So we all sat in the Living room doing our homework as the little girls were sleeping. I was never good at Potions, but I always got help from Lily and I was planning to have Lily look over my homework when I got to her house. I noticed Alice was planning the same thing, but since we were talking about the Shrinking Solution with each other we got our essays done and with more parchment then we needed. We needed five rolls of parchment and ended up with seven each. Well, I better go, Alice is sleeping and Snape went home so that leaves me to give August her bottle.

Nessa

August 20^th, 1974

Dude,

So, we went to Diagon Alley today, because James believes today was the day that the lovely girls would also go to meet up to spend sometime at one of their houses like they do every year. I swear Lily has the boy whipped and he doesn't even realize that well neither does her. So, all four of us were walking around when I noticed we were walking by Flourish and Blotts and I looked into the window and saw a pretty little red-head who I knew I would never get the chance to "Know" her. So I looked at James and he kept walking, clearly he didn't look into the bookstore and see her. I chuckled which got Remus to look at me strangely so I nodded my head towards the window and he chuckled when he also saw Lily and then he kept walking. She was talking to our roommate Frank Longbottom and seeing Frank flustered they must be talking about Alice Carter for sure. We try to help Frank get the girl of his dreams Alice but he never gets the chance. I then saw his mother walking towards the bookstore most likely to see what is holding up her precious Frank. That is the only thing Frank has going against him is his mother. Poor James he has against him, his little sister at times, he is a git, he is annoying, and may I keep the list going on. I finally realized that Sera were also there and she was talking to Lily and I noticed she must have seen James because she looked at me and made eye connect. I kept walking with the others and we made our way to Gambol and Japes Wizarding Joke Shop that is where I see Nessa in the store. She must be picking stuff up for the girls this year. I think this is so weird, since they always take turns to get things. I noticed that James saw Nessa and Nessa saw him...this is good. It means that James realize that he was correct on that the girls are here. He will start stalking poor Nessa just to find Lily. Nessa I saw rolled her eyes then was looking at the items in her hand. She then paid for her things and bumped into me really hard may I ask. She made her way out of the store and I noticed she stopped short and yelled something then I saw she was hit with a curse. I grabbed the others and we made our way outside to see Lucius with my twin cousins Bella and Cissy throwing curses at Nessa who dodged them with perfect ease. Her family must have her practice doing that. Finally she got hit with one that made warts cover her face. She nodded towards us to let us know we can continue the fight without her. She then took off running most likely because she was going to be late to the other girls. We jinxed the Slytherins then took off after Nessa who had a head start. It was interesting when we made it to the ice cream Shoppe no girl was seen. They are quick...little buggers. Well, better go James is giving me the glare which means that I haven't been paying attention. Opps. Not.

Sirius the Dog Star.

August 20^th, 1974

Dear Diary,

It was about three when my brother and his wife showed up which left me and Alice two hours to get to Diagon Alley and get the things we were assigned to get by the group. I was assigned to get our jokes stuff. Because, last year everyone was getting picked on by James and Crew and I was the only one that wasn't. So I get to get the things we believe we need until Hogsmeade trip. So Alice and I took the Floo Network to get to the Leaky Cauldron where we can get into the entrance of Diagon Alley. We put our trunks into a corner and we both laughed because we saw that Sera's was already there. We finally made our way to the bricks and which we tap two across and one over. We waited until it was opened then we gave each other high fives and split up. Two hours and counting before we meet the others. I headed to Madam Malkin's Robes for All Occasions since all my robes are too small across the chest. After I was done there, I noticed I had one hour to get the jokes stuff so I headed to Gambol and Japes Wizarding Joke Shop. I was almost done getting everything without running into any Potter and crew when they walked in. I sighed, and noticed that James got that look on his face which means he hasn't seen or run into any of us yet until now. I was the lucky one that had to try and ditch these guys. I finished getting everything and looked at my watch ten minutes left. So I paid for my things then headed to the front doors and was being watched by Sirius which was weird in it's self. So I got out the doors and I came face to face with my cousin and his girlfriends. I glared at them when Lucius said, "Well, cuz I found a match for your temper and he is falling fast for you." I glared, "I am not marrying Sirius Black's little brother Regulus. Find someone else to do that job." I then took out my wand as they did also. They started to send hexes, jinxes, spells at me. Thankfully, growing up with two brothers who love seeing if I can dodge you get practice. I dodge all of them and I noticed that the Potter and crew were outside with us. Finally I got hit with a hex that creates warts on my face. I looked at Sirius and nodded then took off running with my things. I went down alleys then finally made my way to the ice cream shoppe. Where I saw Sera and Lily, sitting there. Well, I noticed Lily with her bright red hair she is easy to spot. I finally got to them when Lily said, "Nessa, what happened." I then said, "Potter and Crew are here. Run." I then noticed Lily taking out her wand and her temper was rising I had to think something quick, "It wasn't them who did this, they saw what happened. My cousin and his girlfriends did this right in front of Potter crew." Then I noticed Alice was coming up behind us she looked at me then said, "What's going..." She looked at me and Lily then said, "Slytherins." We all then picked up the bags and took off towards Leaky Cauldron. We met Lily's dad at his work which is right down the block and he took us to his house. Once we got to Lily's dads house we started to laugh and Lily told us all about her soon to be stepmother. I could tell she was happy that the Wicca freak wasn't there right then. So here we all are writing in a book, I saw Lily start to laugh and she then caught my eye and we started to talk with our eyes then we both got back to our books. Well, I better go...tomorrow may be a long day and I need my beauty sleep. Bye...

Nessa

August 25^th, 1974

Dude,

So here I am locked in my room at the Potter's I am not kidding you, the door is locked. So you are problem wondering why we marauders have got luck up in our room. Annabelle, James' Mum, would never lock us precious children in rooms and only let them out to go to the bathroom. This is a lie, because we have a bathroom in each of our rooms. She even had the house-elf Tock bring in our food. You don't know Tock, is Zinky's grandson...He is a pretty cool house-elf. So you're wondering how we get locked in our rooms. Well, when we went to Diagon Alley we were supposed to stay with Annabelle after we took off she wasn't happy because there is some crazy lunatic running around. Don't I know it, he's my brother. Not really, but my brother is a crazy lunatic. So we did that on the twentieth. Then on the Twenty-first we were playing Quidditch and I decided that Quidditch wasn't challenge enough so I lit a quaffle on fire. While we played with it, Peter kind of threw it at the house on accident which caught the house on fire. Opps. I don't know who was suppose to be there to get the quaffle though. Poor Annabelle I thought right then she was going to write a letter to Dumbledore begging him to let us back to school early. Then on the twenty-second, we kind of kidnapped Jamie's dolls and did a muggle thing, barbeque with the dolls. On the twenty-third we kind of tried to turn Jamie's hair a different color but Annabelle came down the stairs with a shocking pink hair. That didn't go really well in the house. Then yesterday, we tied up Jamie and used James' mother permintent makeup that stays on all day long. We didn't do it very well, lipstick can make a perfect blush. Let's say Jamie forbid us to even come near her. So today we got the pushiment to be locked into our rooms for the rest of the day. What a bummer. But hey, that's all right, I know what James is doing since I see his owl leave his room every once in awhile. He is writing to Miss Lily, sounds like a good plan. I better write her a letter myself. Tata for now...

Sirius the Dog Star.

August 30^th, 1974

Dear Diary,

Lily is wreak. I believe it's the reason of all the owls she has been getting from James and Sirius. It seems like Jamie and Annabelle Potter has had enough of the boys and locked them in the room. So now, Lily has been dealing with their nonsense. I feel for her I really do. Oh, another owl just arrived and it hit Melody, one of Lily's muggle friend who knows about us being witches. Lily just screamed really loud...ouch. She sighed saying it was from Remus, thankfully it was from Remus and not the others. We can handle Remus we just can't handle Potter or Black. I already told her just to write Potter's mother telling him what he has been doing maybe she can help. She just glared at me. Well, we are trying to figure out what movie we want to go see. Since I have never been to see a muggle movie I really don't care. Oh my, another owl and there is a bloody mary scream of Lily's. Her dad just left after shaking his head. Lily glares at us because we just lost it...it's hard not to laugh out loud. I decided to see what James wrote this time, it says, "Lily date me, I am dying." That is totally funny. Anyways, Lily is now writing a letter to James' mother. Told her so. Well, better go we heading to the movies.

Nessa

August 30^th, 1974

Dude,

Lily is smart finally; she realized that all she had to do was writing to James' mother and tell her what we have been doing. Now our owls have been kidnapped except Remus. It was fun while it last that all I have to say. Tomorrow we get to finally head to school I can't wait to see what girls have finally filled out. Anyways, so our owls have been taken until we get to school. This is fine with me. Well, I better go and pack since their nothing else to do at the moment. See ya later.

Sirius the Dog Star.

September 1^st, 1974

Dear Diary,

Well, it is about three in the morning and I can't get to sleep. So I have raided Lily's kitchen. It's amazing how fast these years have gone. Let me talk to you a little about my friends and a secret that we have. Last year, Lily decided she wanted to do something that will put us in history books. So we decided to become Animagi. Lily became a beautiful deer, Sera are a golden eagle, Alice is an otter, and I am a fox. It's so weird I always wonder why I am a fox. But, Lily told me that it fits me perfectly. Who knows to tell the truth? I just can't wait until we are back at school. We won't have to handle Lucius since he graduated. So we will have to handle the Black twins and Lestrange boys. Also Snape, but he is easy to take care of since Lily found out a secret about him. Sometimes I wish people would notice me. I don't want to be that girl in the back ground. I want people to say, "Hey their Nessa." Right now, people know me through Lily. Don't get me wrong Lily's great. The only reason she gets notices is one Potter and two her temper. I think that just once I would like to be notice for me. I don't know though. But that's not the only thing that's bothering me. I am worried, about Lily and Alice. They are muggle-born and it scares me to think about this Wizard that is getting rid of them or trying to. Also that he has followers. I feel for their safety. Let me tell you, my two best friends are the strongest witches I have ever seen. But none of us are ready to duel with an evil wizard who is older then us. We can barely handle the seventh years. I wish sometimes that Lily would get over her fear and date James. James would protect her, I know he has real feelings for her but she is so hard-headed she doesn't see it. She never told us about the first magic disaster she had when she was little. She just told us she knew she was different. Sometimes I see fear in her eyes when she is around her father or any guy. Sometimes I wish I can help Lily over come her fears and she can live life to the fullest. At night, I can hear her call out then later I hear her wake up in cold sweats crying her eyes. I try not to notice but it's hard when she your best friend. I worry, about her. She doesn't realize how much she means to me. She is like a sister to me, if something happenes to her then I don't know what I would do. Most likely not be the same person I am today. I can firmly say that I love her like a sister. I just hope the more the dark lord does the more Lily stays firmly in the magical community. I just have a feeling that she will be one of those people who brings down this guy. Don't ask me how I just do. Well, I better at least get some sleep since we have to get to king's Cross before eleven. See ya

Nessa