I took love for granted.

I took love for granted.

It gets so hard now.

Harry and Ron and Hermione are all grown up and working in the Ministry of Magic.

Alstor Moody, Hagrid and Tonks are dead while the rest of the order grieves.

I grieve for someone special.

He loved me so much, that Sirius Black.

I loved him but I toyed with this love.

I took love for granted.

He didn't care that I had a giant scar running down my back.

It looked so off-putting.

That was from Lucius Malfoy.

He tortured me just for the sheer fun.

Sirius saved me but,

I took love for granted.

Harry loved him too.

He lost everything the day he lost Sirius.

He lost the closest thing he had to a family.

He has a family of his own now.

As does that charming couple, Hermione and Ron.

Pity, I took love for granted.

I remember Sirius used to dance.

He was pretty good to.

He would make me dance with him.

I just laughed and called him silly.

He wasn't silly.

I took his love for granted.

On our first date we went into the Hogwarts ground.

We laughed and made pictures from the stars.

His face was so beautiful in the moonlight.

His features lit up perfectly in the glow that bathed the Hogwarts grounds with shining silver.

His kisses lit my heart of fire and sent my soul fluttering into his mouth.

I took this wonderful love for granted.

Snape caught us once.

In the corridor, Sirius had me pinned up against the wall, kissing me.

Everyone hated Snape.

He threatened to tell the Headmaster.

Snape was like me.

He took love for granted.

I used tell Sirius this.

He snorted and said "Well, who would love that anyway?"

Snape never liked me.

I didn't really care because I always had Sirius to back me up.

Sirius helped when Snape tried to hurt me.

I took his help and love for granted.

I have another scar on my stomach too, you know.

It was Snape.

He tried to curse me and succeeded in doing so.

I still cannot run without breathing harsh and ragged.

Sirius stayed in the hospital wing with me every day.

I took love for granted.

James, Remus and Peter thought I was great.

They hated Snape for what he done to me.

It was for no apparent reason too.

They had him hanging in the air once for me.

It was sweet of them to avenge me but they shouldn't have been so harsh.

I took their love for granted.

Lily and I were best friends.

We used to stay in the common room, inventing ways to pass the tests.

This was just playing though because none of our plans would work.

We talked about boys and other girly things.

She hated Snape too but she also thought that James and Sirius had been to rash.

I took my friend's love for granted.

Sirius and I went to Barcelona once.

He thought that I looked so sexy in a bikini.

We went to the muggle nightclubs twice and danced our hearts out.

In the morning, quite early, we went swimming alone.

He looked so handsome in a pair of shorts.

I took love for granted.

He was so upset when James and Lily died.

He said that he was glad that he had at least two friend left.

He went to Azkaban for a crime that he would never dream of committing.

He got out and tried to avenge his friends.

I didn't try at all.

I took love for granted.

Life with him was so sweet.

He was kind and thoughtful.

He remembered all my special days like birthdays and so on.

I hardly knew anything about him,

And yet we have been together for years.

I took love for granted.

At least he is with his friends now.

I am not.

I am alone in this world again.

I hope you are happy up there, Sirius.

I'm so sorry that,

I took your love for granted.

Now I sit here,

Thinking about him.

About how kind and generous he was.

I never really thought about it when he was alive

Thinking about him and how,

I took love for granted.