Secrets

Dear Journal,

I'm going to miss the Quidditch match tomorrow. I've got detention with Snape. I know I'd better bring my book because, (knowing him) this 'extra credit' will NOT be a walk in the park. More like a walk in the forbidden forest...

But who cares? It's just a Quidditch match. *gasp* Yes, Yes. I have a vial secret! *I say dramatically* I DON'T LIKE QUIDDITCH! :O

Only goto the games to see Harry... With the wind blowing through his beautiful hair, he looks so sexy flying around on his Firebolt.

Oh Harry Harry, I cannot wait to dream of you tonight.

Kind of sad. This is all I've got to say for today... I can't re-respond to my last entries, because my diary no longer writes back.

Diary or Journal? I HAD to change it to 'Journal'. Something about 'Diary' creeps me out now...

Yours Truly,

Ginny

Ginny then proceeded to hide her journal back into her trunk. She lay on her bed, all the covers felt 1,000 times softer. Sleep came easy, and dreams were expected.

But not the ones that came tonight...

* * * * *

Harry and Ginny walking down the Hogwarts hall, holding hands. Looking up to Harry she sees the sun bounce off his face, as usual, capturing all of his most beautiful features. He turns, looks deep into her eyes. But right before he kisses her, she shoves him away.

She is then taken to a dark, and cold place. She puts her hand on a dark shoulder, leans over and whispers the words 'I want you' into a stranger's ear.

She leans back, only to see that stranger : Serverus Snape

Serverus then stands up from his desk, comes around, quickly grabs Ginny and looks sexily into her eyes.

His black demons pin her soul to the back of her spine.

He wraps himself around her, covering her in his huge black robes.

His manly hands travel around her back and, pulling her closer he whispers

'Have me',

then kisses her hotly on the lips.

* * * * *

Ginny woke up quickly with cold sweat on her forehead and a sick feeling in her stomach. She quickly proceeded to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet.

'This didn't just happen' She thought. 'I didn't just dream that... No... No...'

No...

* * * * *

Ginny went back to sleep, to have no dreams. 'No more dreaming'. Something deep inside her whispered.

That day she decided NOT to go to school. She told one of her friends she was sick.

How could she dream of this!? Dreams were the window to your soul! Is this what her soul wanted? She couldn't help but think.

The whole day she tried to think of anything but Snape. She tried to think of Harry, desperately. But she just couldn't focus. So she did homework. Everything but potions, it was just too sickening.

The day was coming to an end when Ginny finally decided to shower. She stepped in and let the hot water pound her back, and hopefully pound some of this gross fantasy out of her body. She was truly sickened of the whole ordeal. 'Must get the image of him out of my mind' But how? She wondered. Was it possible to forget such a trama? Then it hit her. 'Harry!' Harry? She'd tried to think of him all day, But it was no use. 'I'll sneak into the Quidditch game!' Of course! 'Seeing him fly smoothly through the air should help me through this!' Ginny felt excited. She dressed quickly and put a long cloak over her body. No one could see her. It was school rules. 'If you are absent a day from school you may not participate in any activities going on that day.' She'd watch from the library. No one but Hermione would be there. But this game was against Slytherin, so maybe she wouldn't be there either!

Ginny hurried, maybe she'd catch the first goal!

* * * * *

She had made it in time!

The first goal went to Gryffindor!

She had just settled down and gotten a good view of Harry when she felt a hand on her shoulder. She froze.

Turning around she saw none other than...

"Professor Snape!" She nearly yelled.

"You don't look sick to me!" He said in an annoying drawl.

Ginny was yet again speechless, and his hand on her shoulder was giving her goose-bumps.

"I think you should come with me" He said again.

Ginny was nearly in a daze but once she heard she went very white.

"What!?" She piped loudly. It made Snape jump a bit.

"For your detention Ms.Weasley!" He said a bit louder than her. "If you're NOW well enough to watch a Quidditch game you MUST be well enough to go to detention" He said, towering over her like he usually did.

Ginny sighed, then nodded.

* * * * *

Once in the dungeon Snape held open the door for her. She walked in and stopped. She stopped just as he went to shut the door. His face got about a centimeter away from her face, she quickly jumped away. Knocking into a desk on the way back.

"Ms.Weasley is there something wrong?" Snape asked as he watched her topple over.

She quickly shook her head.

Snape went behind his desk. Ginny noticed how dark his features were. As he leaned down, his black hair spilled over in front of his face, and some strands fell between his soft lips.

"I've got the extra credit for you. I assume you haven't got the other assignment done." He said and looked up to her. Seeing her, in an unusual soft gaze fixed on him. His brows furrowed. "Ms.Weasley?" He asked.

Realizing quickly what she was doing, she snapped up form the daze. "No, I haven't" Snape's expression went back to normal and he began shuffling through some papers.

"Very well, the extension for the day will last." He walked briskly to her. She gulped. He noticed, and his last couple steps toward her got slower. "Here is the extra credit" He said, narrowing his eyes. "Are you okay?" He asked. She nodded. He looked her over a couple of times. She felt a chill run through her body. "I'll be in the back room, taking care of some other things." At that second Ginny thought of something. "When you are done you may place the papers on my desk and lea-."

"But I don't have my book..." She interrupted. Snape sneered.

"No using books on extra credit." Ginny frowned and took the papers. Snape turned and went into a back room.

Ginny sat down and looked over the papers. 'Great, I have no idea how to do this...' She thought. She then wondered if she could ask him a couple of question. 'Probably not... No book, no questions. I can hear him now...' So Ginny went on, and used all the brain-power she could on the papers.

She finished in about 2 hours. 'Well, extra credit can't go AGAINST me.' But then Ginny remembered what teacher this 'credit' was taken from. She sighed sorrowfully. 'What did he want me to do with these papers again?' She thought. 'Take them to him?' Is that what he wanted? She couldn't remember. She looked to the room where he was. A light was on, she could see it under the door. He had to be in there, she'd ask him.

She got up slowly, feeling all the bones in her body pop and crack. She walked slowly and with a sigh over to the door. She opened it, making no sound. She found herself in a maze of shelves. Some filled with books, and other with, well, disgusting potion-making items. She was grossed out and decided not to look at them after awhile. She would just follow the light. She did, and soon found Snape with his back turned leaning over a desk and scribbling on some papers.

She walked, making no sound, over to him. Without thinking she put a hand on his shoulder. He gasped and turned. Knocking a goblet of something that he was drinking out of his hand. Its contents spilled all over the brown and white papers on the desk. By the dim candle-light that was lighting the room it took Ginny a while to register everything. The contents were a deep red...

A deep...BLOOD...red..

Ginny gasped in horror. She began to shake.

Snape stood up, and towered over her. But before he spun around and blew out the candles on his desk, Ginny noticed something leading down from his lip to his chin : Blood

* * * * *

Ginny didn't know what was happening, but fear cut through her like a dagger. She turned and knocked into a shelf, making it topple over. Only Ginny's scream could be heard over the sound of breaking glass.

Somehow, Ginny was able to make it out of the dark room. She made it into the classroom and right as she reached the door she collided with a newly apparated Snape. She fell into him, looked up onto his dark gaze and tried to scream again. But before she had a chance, he had mumbled something and that was the end. Her world went black.

* * * * *

Ginny woke sitting down. As her eyes opened she could see Snape, sitting on his knees, looking to her intently. She was about to scream when he grabbed her shoulder and asked her with his eyes not to. It was the most pleading look Ginny had ever seen.

Her throat was dry. But she choked out small word fragments...

"You...You're...You're A.." She tried to say shakily.

"Yes" He said in a deep tone. Even with such a look on his face he was oddly calm sounding.

He was holding her face but inches apart form his. He was about to say something else when he heard a knock at the door.

"Professor?" It was McGonagall. Snape began to breath heavily as he looked to the door. Ginny was quite taken with him being so close.

"Hold on!" He nearly yelled. He looked up to Ginny, he came very close to her. Ginny could feel his breath on her face. It was...hot. Ginny took a deep swallow.

She was looking directly into his black eyes. They were bearing his soul to her.

"Come back tomorrow night. I will explain things to you, I'll explain anything you want." He began.

"Serverus!" Came a very agitated sounding McGonagall from behind it.

"One second" He yelled and looked to the door.

Serverus placed his large hand on the side of Ginny's face with shaky gentleness. He looked deep into her eyes. Now it was her turn to silently bare her soul. "Will you tell no one?" He asked as calmly as he could. She was speechless.

His eyes were begging with her. She nodded gently. A sigh of relief passed over Serverus. He stood and went to the door. McGonagall was now pounding on it.

Serverus opened it with a angry force. "Can't you wait a second!?" He yelled, his eyes widening in anger. McGonagall yelled something back but Ginny didn't listen. She just stood up and went out the other door.

* * * * *

Ginny got, no sleep that night. She didn't write in her Journal either. All she could think was, 'Is he?' and, 'Really?'. She had a million questions if the answer was 'yes'.

* * * * *

The next night she made her way warily down to his office. Was this true? Was Snape? Was he?

She slowly opened his door. She entered. Snape was seated as his desk, looking to her intently.

"Shut it" He stated. "And take a seat" He finished. Ginny obeyed quietly.

Once seated Serverus emerged and went over to the door. He locked it. Ginny became very scared. She began to tremble. Snape turned back around, he noticed her frightened state.

"Don't be afraid" He cooed. He went back to his desk and sat down. Ginny took him in. He didn't look so greasy today. A bit paler, maybe. His attitude was much more superior, as usual. It came in bright contrast to last night's pleading looks. "Ginny..." He began.

"Are you a vampire?" She asked bluntly, immediately regretting it.

Snape closed his eyes, and sighed. "Yes..." He barely whispered. "But I am no harm to you or any of the other students..." He said.

Ginny was speechless. She wanted to know so many things. Like how he managed to hide this from everyone. All her questions came out in a blur. He didn't even give her permission to ask. But he explained, as if he'd expected it all.

Dumbledore knew all along.

Snape was BORN one.

He didn't drink HUMAN blood.

He'd never hurt anyone.

He could eat and drink human food and gain strength.

The only blood he drank was from goats, and pigs.

He could not survive without drinking blood.

He couldn't fly or turn into a bat.

Garlic, crosses, and coffins were also myths.

But the sunlight wasn't. He had to use ointments to avoid dangerous of the sun's rays.

"That's why you're so greasy?!" Ginny half-asked, half-stated. "Opps! I mean...Sorry.."

Serverus was not offended. "It's all right."

'He didn't look greasy today' Ginny thought. She wanted to see his fangs. But wasn't brave enough to ask.

"Now it's my turn to ask you a question Ms.Weasley." Snape said calmly. She looked to him intently. "Can I trust you with this secret?"

A secret? Between the two of them? Ginny wondered. It was hard to keep down her blooming blush. She then saw the pleading look in his eyes, once again. He was at her mercy. She could get anything from him now. Better grades, for her, AND her friends. She could take advantage of this situation easily. But...something in his eyes made her not want to.

"Yes sir, you can trust me." Ginny stated. She saw him sigh in relief, for about a second. Then he was back to his normal state.

Ginny stood up and walked to the door. Snape stood and took the key from his pocket. He came to the door with her and began to unlock it.

A question dawned on Ginny.

* * * * *

She looked up to Snape.

"But why don't you just use a spell on me and make me forget this? Instead of trusting me?"

Snape looked down to her. "Ginny" He whispered with a gruff sound in his voice. He leaned down, and held her face to his with one hand. "I WANT you to know my secret" and with that, he kissed her gently.

Tingles went through Ginny's body, and she felt very tired.

* * * * *

"Ginny?" Snape asked.

Making my way down town

Walking fast

Faces pass

And I'm home bound

She snapped out of her little day-dream.

"Are you going?" He asked, the door wide open. She had been standing there, staring at him for about 5 minutes.

Staring blankly ahead

Just making my way

Making a way

Through the crowd

"I've got another question" She said.

Snape sighed. This making her feel like a bit of an annoyance.

And I need you

And I miss you

And now I wonder

If I could fall Into the sky

Do you think time

Would pass me by

Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles If I could just see you...

tonight

"Why don't you just put a spell on me to make me forget this? Instead of trusting me?"

He looked down to her. She was all awaiting a kiss. But -

"I can't cast powerful spells right now." He simply stated. She snapped out of it again.

"Oh...okay.." She said, and walked out the door.

It closed behind her. She began to walk away.

It's always times like these

When I think of you

And I wonder

If you ever think of me

'I can make him do anything I want!?' She thought. 'Why am I not taking advantage of the situation!?' She wondered.

Cause everything's so wrong

And I don't belong

Living in Your precious memory

She walked a couple more steps. All the possibilities raced through her head. 'What an opportunity...' Then it dawned on her. 'I must SEIZE the day! It's the GRYFFINDOR way!' She thought as she turned back and headed toward the dungeon door.

Cause I need you

And I miss you

And now I wonder

If I could fall Into the sky

Do you think time

Would pass me by,

oh Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles

If I could just see you...

tonight

And I, I don't wanna let you know I, I drown in your memory I, I don't wanna let this go I, I've fallen...

Making my way down town

Waking fast

Faces pass

And I'm home bound

She made it to the door-knob and stopped. Touching it gently.

Staring blankly ahead

Making my way

Making a way

Through the crowd

"But then why does it feel more like the Slytherin way?"She asked herself aloud. She looked up to the door.

And I still need you

She thought of Snape. 'Serverus...'

And I still miss you

How vulnerable he really is.

And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky

Do you think time, would pass us by

Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles If I could just see you...

With that, she turned and began walking back to the common room. 'Serverus, you make me out to be a fool' She thought.

If I could fall into the sky

Do you think time would pass me by

Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles

If I could just see you...

If I could just hold you...

tonight

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Like this one? Review and tell me what you think?

I made Snape a vampire b/c I think he's one in the books. I heard some really compelling evidence to back it up too!

1.) In the books, when he subs for Lupin in the DADA class he makes all the children do a very difficult study on werewolves. He did this so the students would find out that Lupin is a werewolf. When Lupin comes back, he has the children do something on vampires. Was HE trying to say something?

2.) He's greasy. Maybe he has to use lotions and stuff to protect himself from the sun? Or maybe he has to drink so much pig's blood that it's effecting his skin. :P

3.) He LOOKS like a vampire. He wears some sort of cape thing. He has slicked back hair with a widow's peak. Plus he's really pale!

I'm positive there is more rumor-evidence on the web, so you can check it out for yourself.

Of course I don't know for sure. But I HOPE he's a vampire. I think that'd be REALLY cool. :P ~ My little opinion.

Next - SNAPE finds out a shocking secret about GINNY.