- Rating:
- PG-13
- House:
- Astronomy Tower
- Characters:
- Ginny Weasley Harry Potter
- Genres:
- Angst Romance
- Era:
- Multiple Eras
- Spoilers:
- Chamber of Secrets Order of the Phoenix
- Stats:
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Published: 09/23/2004Updated: 09/23/2004Words: 661Chapters: 1Hits: 1,026
Everybody Hurts
Naked Quidditch Fan
- Story Summary:
- Songfic---Ginny finds Harry asleep on a couch in Number 12 Grimmauld Place, and sees something that distresses her.
- Posted:
- 09/23/2004
- Hits:
- 1,026
Ginny Weasley quietly tiptoed past the den in Number 12 Grimmauld Place. When she poked her head in, she saw the form of Harry Potter asleep on the leather couch. He had been there a few days, but hadn't talked to anyone. Despite their efforts, no one in the Order of the Phoenix or any of Harry's friends could get Harry to open up to them. Instead of heading to the kitchen for a midnight cup of tea, she decided to check on Harry.
Ginny quietly crept in to the den, and sat down on the couch, placing Harry's head on her lap. She glanced at one of his arms, and saw what any other person might mistake for cat scratches, but she knew better. Somehow Harry had found a razorblade or a small knife and had been cutting his wrists.
"Why must you do this to yourself?" she asked aloud, removing Harry's glasses from his face and putting them on a table. Ginny had cut herself after the Chamber of Secrets incident, and wasn't even sure why she herself did it. "You're so much better than this. You deserve better than this."
When your day is long
And the night
And the night is yours alone
When you think you've had enough
Of this life
Hang on
"Why don't you talk to us, to me?" Ginny asked. "I've been through this before. I can help you. I felt so guilty after the Chamber of Secrets incident. I felt responsible for everything that happened. I nearly killed four people. I felt especially horrible for hurting Hermione. You saved me Harry. You."
Don't let yourself go
Cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts
Sometimes
Sometimes everything is wrong
Now it's time to sing along
"If you're afraid of what we'll say," Ginny said, brushing a lock of hair out of Harry's eyes, "Don't be. If you're afraid that we'll ignore the truth and lie, don't be. I will never lie to you. Come straight out and say what's on your mind. Dumbledore will play you like a flute if you sit back and let him."
When your day is night
Hold on
If you feel like letting go
Hold on
If you're sure you've had too much
Of this life
Hang on
Cause everybody hurts
Sometimes
"You need to open up to someone," Ginny said. "Remus, Ron, Hermione, even," she paused, took a breath, then said, "Me. You can look for comfort in me. It's okay to be sad Harry. You just can't let go of your friends; we will never let go of you. You always play the savior, whether you want to or not. You can't save everyone all the time. Even heroes need a break, even they need to pause and take a breath. Let someone else do the saving this time. Let someone save you."
Take comfort in your friends
And everybody hurts
Don't throw your hand
Oh no
Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone
No, no, no
You're not alone
Ginny absently began to run her fingers through Harry's hair. "Whatever you need me to do, I'll do. If you need someone to vent to, I'll listen. We care for you Harry, we really do. I told Hermione that I'd gotten over you." She smiled, despite no one being able to see her, and said, "Well, I lied. I just said that because I was trying to convince myself that I no longer had a crush on you."
If you're on your own
In this life
And days and nights are long
If you're sure you've had too much
Of this life
To hang on
"Sleep well," Ginny said, kissing Harry on his forehead. "Hopefully when you wake up, life will be better." She walked across the room, paused, turned around, then whispered, "I love you. Everything will be alright. You'll see."
Yeah everybody hurts
Sometimes
Everybody cries
Sometimes
So hold on
Hold on