Rating:
R
House:
The Dark Arts
Ships:
Bill Weasley/Fleur Delacour
Characters:
Bill Weasley Fleur Delacour Hermione Granger
Genres:
Angst Romance
Era:
Harry and Classmates Post-Hogwarts
Stats:
Published: 06/07/2003
Updated: 06/12/2004
Words: 25,985
Chapters: 11
Hits: 3,415

The Osiris Song

Mnemosyne

Story Summary:
When Fleur is faced with tragedy, she vows to see the wrong put right, and danger be damned. Bill/Fleur, with hints of R/Hr. Angst, romance, love eternal... All the best of life and death.

Chapter 04

Chapter Summary:
The past comes back to haunt Fleur as the memories she stole from Pettigrew teach her some very hard truths. (Bill/Fleur)
Posted:
06/07/2003
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220

CHAPTER 4: Dreaming Deeds Done


A MONTH AND A HALF EARLIER


The screaming was something he'd missed. Too many years had passed since he'd been able to make someone really scream. He realized this wasn't normal, but he had never claimed to be normal. He was the preternatural wizard, unafraid of his powers and how easily he could control with them. Most of his magical brethren - though the description made his stomach curl - were afraid to give in to the singing in their blood. Tom Riddle had never shrunk from that voice; he embraced it, and it sang a new name into his ear. A powerful name, untainted by Muggle ancestry.

"Where is the map?"

Pettigrew's voice was thin and weak, but it was all he had available at the moment. True, he could have used one of his other acolytes, but he had chosen the animagus as his host for one simple reason. Pettigrew wouldn't betray him - he was too afraid. Fear was a valuable weapon, more reliable than trust. The slightest falter and trust could be shattered. Fear, when wielded properly, was eternal.

The man writhing on the bedroom floor was lanky and tall, near naked save for a pair of black silk boxers. He had a familiar shock of fiery red hair that made Pettigrew's eye twitch in sympathy with his master's hatred. Just for spite, he held up the

Cruciatus curse for a few seconds longer, not allowing the young man the opportunity to speak. When he finally released it, the wizard felt a thrill of pleasure when he heard the eldest Weasley son whimpering like a wounded dog.

"This could be easy, Weasley," Pettigrew's voice echoed his master's words. "This could all be over, and you could be in that bed, waiting for your pretty wife to get home. All you have to do is tell me where the map is. I think that's quite a reasonable offer, don't you? One life for another. More than reasonable."

The Weasley raised its head and glared through its mane of red hair. His lips were bloody from where he'd bitten them to resist screaming, only to fail. "Go back to hell," he hissed, voice hoarse from howling. "You're not getting anything from me."

Voldemort clucked Pettigrew's tongue. "Tut tut. It's still early.

CRUCIO!"

More screaming. Quite a pleasant sound; richer than past victims. Even Lily Potter's wails sounded reedy and thin compared to Bill Weasley. "You're stubborn, Weasley. You think I'll give up. What you don't realize is that I won't. I have no reason to. If you won't tell me, I'll take it against your will. Or maybe I'll kill your wife. Maybe I'll make you kill her." He laughed and released the

Cruciatus curse, only to replace it immediately. "IMPERIO!"

Like a puppet, Bill sprang nimbly to his feet and began dancing about like a prima ballerina. "Do you see, Weasley?" Voldemort chuckled with Pettigrew's voice. "I can make you do anything. I can make you take me to the map. But I prefer to do it the other way. I'm really not a bad man. When you show me to the map, I want it to be something you really, truly want to do, not something I've made you do. I want you to beg me to let you take me there. I want you to crawl on your hands and knees and grovel at my feet for the opportunity. Do you understand?

CRUCIO!"

Bill went stiff, about to throw his head back to scream, but Voldemort held up Pettigrew's hand. "No noise," he whispered. Bill, trapped between the searing agony of the

Cruciatus curse and the binding authority of the Imperius, stood still as a stone and stared at his tormentor. "That's right. Not a sound. Much as I like to hear you screaming, Weasley, it's giving this host a headache." He tilted Pettigrew's head. "Dance. It amuses me."

Bill began to dance, a slow waltz.

"Very good. I'm sure this is agony for you. I'm sure you want to scream. I'm sure you want to die. Dying would be preferable to this humiliation, wouldn't it? Dancing for your captor. This isn't difficult for me. I can do more. How would you like to make love to your beautiful wife like this? She wouldn't be any the wiser. Or perhaps I should reverse it. Perhaps I should do this to HER, while she makes love to YOU." He laughed. "Oh, yes, that would be PRICELESS. She's a quarter-veela, isn't she? I remember her from the Tournament. I think her screams might be better music than even yours."

With a disinterested flick of Pettigrew's wrist, Voldemort released Bill from both curses and watched as the young man collapsed, sobbing, to the floor. The crying that came after the screams had never interested Voldemort. It annoyed him more than anything.

"You're beginning to bore me, Weasley," he said with a yawn. "How long have we been at this? Surely your wife will be home soon. You've already gone through so much trouble for this anniversary party - the rose petals, the champagne. One year is it? I'm surprised you didn’t snatch her up sooner. Certainly you don't want it ruined when I kill her, do you? You don't want this to go THAT far. All you have to do is tell me what I want to know, and when she comes home, Fleur can kiss it and make it better. Won't that be nice?"

Bill made an indistinguishable sound.

"What was that, Weasley?" Voldemort moved Pettigrew closer. "I didn't hear you."

Another sound, a muffled whiffle.

"Speak up." VoldeGrew crouched down beside the exhausted man. "What are you saying."

With a speed that surprised even Voldemort, Bill reached out and snatched the wand from Pettigrew's silver hand. He rolled to the side and pushed himself up onto shaky knees, blue eyes flashing with renewed fire. "Stay away," he rasped.

VoldeGrew stared at him, then started laughing. "What are you going to do, Weasley?" he asked, standing and dusting off his robes. "Kill me? You're far too weak for that kind of magic right now. And you wouldn't succeed. You might kill this host, but you wouldn't harm me, and I'd come back again. I'll keep coming back, Weasley, until you tell me what I want to know."

"I don't know anything, you bastard."

"But you do, Weasley, even if you don't KNOW you know. But I'll get it out of you. I always do."

The fire was dying from Bill's eyes as he realized the truth in Voldemort's words. Still, he had not released the wand.

"Give me the wand, Weasley." Voldemort held out Pettigrew's silver hand.

Bill stared at him.

"Give it to me," Voldemort said, more firmly this time.

"You can't make me do anything I don't want to," Bill whispered hoarsely, eyes glazed but alert. "Not anymore."

"I already told you, I don't want to do that anyway. All you have to do is tell me everything you know about the Osiris Song."

But Bill shook his head. Slowly at first, then faster. "I won't tell you anything," he growled. "I won't give you anything."

"Give me that wand!" Voldemort demanded.

"No!"

"NOW!" His voice boomed, overpowering Pettigrew's weasely snivel.

Bill stood, remarkably fluid despite his protesting joints. "NO!" He raised the wand to his temple.

For the first time, Voldemort felt his confidence falter. "Stop that!" he snapped.

Bill smiled. "No," he said softly. "This is my choice, bastard, not yours. And I choose to leave you wanting.

AVADA KEDAVRA!"

"NOOOOOOOO!" VoldeGrew howled as his wand flashed, and Bill Weasley collapsed, dead, to the floor.

All was silent in the bedroom for a very long minute. When it was broken, it was by Voldemort's voice, not Pettigrew's.

"Clean him up and put him in bed," the dark Wizard snarled through Pettigrew's lips.

"B-But…" Peter stammered.

"Make it look natural." The voice simmered on Peter's tongue and tasted like acid. "When his wife screams, I want everyone from here to London to hear her. I want to hear her. And I want her to know just who killed him."

Making Peter's legs carry them across the room, Voldemort bent the man at the midsection, leaned down, and pressed Pettigrew's palm against the back of Bill's neck. There was a sizzling sound, like bacon fat in the skillet, and when the hand was drawn away, a black, smoking mark was burned into the cooling flesh. The Dark Mark. Voldemort's mark.

"Bastard thinks he's won," the Dark Wizard snarled. "Not yet, Weasley. Not for long."

They stood. "Be gone before the witch gets back." And without another word of instruction, he left his supplicant's mind and whisked back to his body, hidden somewhere in the Transylvanian mountains. He knew he couldn't remain there much longer. Potter was close; so close, he was almost tempted to take him, ready or not. But the time wasn't right yet; wouldn't be right for a some time yet. But soon enough.

Back in Egypt, Peter Pettigrew barely noticed his Master's departing thoughst as he set about cleaning the blood off Bill Weasley's lips and hauling the taller man's body onto the bed. Redistributing the rose petals over the comforter, he rested the man's hands in his lap, propped him up against the headboard, and reached up to maneuver his face into a smile rather than a death mask. He didn't need to, of course. A shadow of the man's final smile still rested on his lips. Peter debated fiddling with it, but decided not to. The veela would be home soon, and he wasn't supposed to be here when she got back.

After making his way downstairs - careful not to disrupt the rose petals along the way - he clambered out a side window and dropped nimbly onto the hardy desert bushes Fleur had planted around the house. Morphing into a rat, he scurried away from the house.

He was less than a mile away when he heard the veela scream.

************

PRESENT


The tears had run out hours earlier, but they were still damp under Fleur's cheek; they had soaked the comforter and had yet to dry. The bed still smelled like them - Bill's musky scent, like dry wood torches, mixed with Fleur's rosewater perfume.

Roses.

Yes, roses were there, too. Heaps and piles of roses, torn to pieces so their petals could be scattered like a blanket over her dead husband. No… No, he had done it for her. It had been meant as a gift, not a curse. She had been meant to love roses, not loathe them. HE had done it, not them.

A dry sob hitched in her throat and she closed her eyes tightly, as if to block out the horrible memories she'd absorbed from Pettigrew's weak mind.

HE had done it. Not them.

The knowledge that Bill had committed suicide was almost worse than believing he'd been murdered. When she'd had someone to blame, it had been … not easy, but EASIER to handle the emotions. She could funnel all her malice and pain into despising Pettigrew and his Master. But now… Could she blame Bill? Could she blame him for wanting to end the torture? For wanting to protect HER?

Of course not.

So the pain grew and consumed her. All the tears she'd swallowed and sobs she'd internalized boiled to the surface and she found that she couldn't move as she lay here, curled like a newborn kitten on their abandoned marriage bed. A swarm of Ifs attacked her: If she'd gotten home a little earlier; If she'd not gone to work at all; If he'd told them what they wanted to know; If Voldemort had killed him; If she could hate him for hurting her like this; If she hadn't loved him quite so much; If they'd never met at all...

If, if, if, if….

Pressing her palms to her ears, she curled tighter, trying to block out the mocking voices that piled each new accusation on top of her like a suffocating blanket. Cher Dieu, she couldn't take this. The silence without him had been bad enough; this sudden flurry of angry demons was worse. "Soyez silencieux," she begged softly. "Mon Dieu, faites-lui l'arrêt….!"

He died for you, they chanted in her head, and each voice was Bill's. He died for you, he died for you, he died for you, he died…

They were so overpowering, she almost didn't feel the gentle hand on her back. "It's all right, Fleur," Hermione murmured, squeezing the other woman's arm as the veela sobbed. "It's all right. Let it go. Shhhh…" Her own tears flowed like a river, though she wasn't sure if they were hers alone, or if some of them belonged to the heartbroken woman lying broken on the bed. She decided she didn't care, and they cried together.


TBC….



*"Soyez silencieux…Mon Dieu, faites-lui l'arrêt…!": "Be quiet… My God, make it stop…!"