Rating:: PG
House:: The Dark Arts
Genres:: Angst
Era:: Multiple Eras
Stats:: Published: 12/15/2003

Updated: 12/15/2003

Words: 905

Chapters: 1

Hits: 360

White Reflection

Dragongrl122

Story Summary:: "Why did you leave me with my empty soul? You knew you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me. Why did you leave anyways? What did I do to feel this pain? It’s... breaking me. My life hangs by a thread and don’t know what to do." The sequel to Numb As a Broken Soul.

Chapter Summary:: "Why did you leave me with my empty soul? You knew you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me. Why did you leave anyways? What did I do to feel this pain? It’s… breaking me. My life hangs by a thread and don’t know what to do." The sequel to Numb As a Broken Soul.

Posted:: 12/15/2003

Hits:: 360

Author's Note:: Ya, I was depressed. Don't know how that happened w/ Insanity. But ya. Enjoy.

I feel the crisp wind pass through my hair as I stand on this cliff, looking down at the depths below. The cliff reminds of me of what my heart has become now that you're gone. I only feel what the wind is giving me. It tries to give me comfort, but I do not listen. It speaks of you, the one who I made a part of me. I want to listen, but to keep my heart from breaking further, I do not listen. This pain... it's tearing me apart.

There goes a piece of my soul in the sunset. I do not even bother to catch it. It's not worth it.

I remember looking through your emerald dazzling eyes and not thinking of what was to come after I got caught. I... I didn't know what to speak. Words seemed too trifle for a person as great as you.

I wish your last moments weren't so wasted. Sickness is no way to die. I remember standing near your bed, feeling my heart breaking as I looked at your pale complexion. When I touched you, you felt so... cold. So much less warmth than when I felt it in love. I... I couldn't help but let my eyes be clouded for the first time. The first time ever in my life, Harry. You wiped away my tears and told me to not fear of what was to become of you. I thought of how I could possibly not worry. I held your hand in fear and felt you fade away slowly, as you said you last words to me. I begged Them to not take you. But... they did it anyways. I swear if you had not killed him, he would have wished he was when I got a hold of him.

I told you to be hushed, to save your breath for your recovery. I remember the last thing you gave me was your smile, and the shapes of words I could not understand. You spoke in such a hushed voice I did not get to hear what you said to me before you left. I asked what you said before, but it was too late.... Your last words came and vanished like a winter breeze carrying a snowflake. I wanted so bad to catch that snowflake... but now I'll never have that chance to hear what you said to me.

I'll never be able to feel your warm touch upon my skin again. I'll never be able to hold you again. Without your emerald, I am not silver. I am just grey, grey and withered by the life to left behind for me to face. This isn't fair, Harry. Why did you leave me with my empty soul? You knew you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me. Why did you leave anyways? What did I do to feel this pain? It's... breaking me. My life hangs by a thread and don't know what to do.

You were the only one who listened to me. You were the only one who got past me. You were the only one who felt what kind of heart I had. You told me I was not bound to be a Death Eater... how foolish was I to believe that. You told me I was never going to be alone for the rest of my life. Well, where are you now? Where are you when I need you to wipe away my tears? Where are you when I need you to hold my hand and tell me it will be all right? I've been trying to get past the fact that you're gone forever, but you still haunt my thoughts. Why won't you either come back or go away? Why do you disturb my mind in such a way I cannot get rid of you?

All I can do is cry. I fled here as soon as I saw your light vanish from you. I hoped to get away from you. But the more I run away, the stronger you appear in my mind. Why? I... I don't know what to do. I stand here, and inch away from pain ending and joining you, but then I am an inch away from carrying on life without you. You had everything to live for. I have nothing. "Draco!" I hear a voice say. I turn to the red-haired maiden. I feel the breeze again, pointing me the other way, to not go near the cliff. It's saying things that... that cannot be true. But as I look at her, she carries a part of you, too.

I make no other choice but to turn away from my sanction. The cliff seems to tempting. But the girl holds me to go the other way. "Don't do it," she whispers to me. "I loved him as much as you did." I turn to her and I unwillingly let a drop of emotion leave me. It glistens even through of the clouds. I turn out to the sea, and have this incredible emotion. It's as if you touched me right then, telling me to not do what I had previously come out there to do. The girl takes my hand and embraces me. Another incredible emotion. I hold her close, so I won't loose it again. Too many things I have lost. It is time I start keeping.

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