It's Time to Die

Second Chapter

But not matter what I say, I know and I have known for several months that I have fall in love for her...

I have to see Draco, I didn't see him at dinner. Probably he is sick. I have to see if he is right. I'm worrying a lot for nothing, when I enter his bedroom he will surely shout me or insult me.

But yes, It's true. It was difficult to admit that in the bottom of my heart I love him with all my might.

Yes, he is cruel and mean with me but he is the only person that doesn't see me as the cleverest witch at the school, the person that knows everything and all sort of things that people say about me.

Why am I in love with him? I really don't know the answer; it's all so strange, so complicated. He surely sees me as a filthy mudblood or as an insufferable know-it-all.

But... when I remember those afternoons when we have to work together, he wasn't as nasty as always, he was sweet... Ok! Ok! as sweet as a Malfoy can be. He said his characteristically sarcastic comments but his look was different, his usually cold gray eyes were warmer and happier.

I'm certainly imagining things but is better to be locked in your own world of fantasy, a world in where you are just what you want. Nobody expects anything from you.

Every person in the magical world must think that I am the happiest girl in the magic world: part of the infamous trio, the most intelligent witch of my age...

But nobody really knows anything about me. I love my friends and they love me, but I wish that I have my parents with me. They are dead... Voldemort and the stupid death eaters thought that murdering the parents of the mudblood that helps Harry Potter in every battle will facilitate them the dead of the boy who live.

But they were wrong I will always help Harry even if I have to die. With my parents' murder they only make my fury grow and now I don't care what happen I will make them pay for all the harm they have done to me and what I love.

I'm in the door of Draco's bedroom, I have to see if he is okay. I know that I'm going to do a fool of myself, but I don't care; I won't lose anything if I see if he needs something.

I'm knocking the door, I don't hear anything... maybe he is sleeping or he is in a date. After all today is Hogsmade night and with him being the most gorgeous boy in Slytherin almost every girl in Hogwarts will make everything for a smile or even a sneer from him.

But he really doesn't smile, I have never seen a true smile in his face. His face never shows any emotion, sometimes I think that his heart is harder than steel.

"Draco... are you there?" I have to open the door, if he is inside maybe he will shout me and if he isn't anybody will ever notice that I open Draco's door.

But what I see froze me. What is he doing? His wand is pointed to his heart and I hear him murmur Debello vester aevum. I have to stop him, he is going to kill himself.

But when I reach his side, he is already in the floor. Please don't let him be dead. His eyes are open and I see his mouth form the words : I love you... his hand touch my face.

"Draco... please don't die. I lov ..." But my words are stopped when his hand slides from my face and I see his eyes shut forever.

I feel tears fall from my face, he will never know that I love him as well as he did. I want to kill myself.