One

I look down at my plate

I know you're avoiding me

You just can't stand to look me in the eye

Hell, you can't even look at me

Not after what happened

Not after what I did

I cringe when I think of what transpired between us

I know that you two are together now

So you can stop hiding it

I never got to tell you goodbye

I tried apologizing

But it's useless

I messed up

But how can you be this angry at me?

You went along with it too!

I always knew you loved him

You always would mumble incoherently

When I kissed you

And I can tell you for sure,

It wasn't my name you were whispering

I just thought

That maybe if I stayed with you

You would love me like him

And for once, I would have something he didn't

Remember that day,

When we all went to the lake

And you gave him a massage?

That made me terribly jealous

I hope you know

After that, nothing was the same

You hands,

Had touched him

In ways it shouldn't have

She came into my life

You don't know what it's like

To never be on top!

She put me on top

She made me number 1

You once did that for me

But I slipped

I became number 2.

You stayed with me

You still wanted him to notice you

But he never did

His head was too far up in the clouds

I tried to stay true to you

You must believe me I did

For months

I stayed yours, and she and I remained just friends

But one night

I saw you two sitting in the same chair

You helping him with Potions homework

You knew how close you were sitting with him

He did too

But he didn't take it the way it was meant to be

So foolish

He never realized how great you were,

Till I showed him

She beckoned me upstairs

She went to her room

And I was to follow

So, I did

She began to kiss me

And tell me things that make me blush just thinking about

She loved me

Just as you loved him

You came in

And I told you how sorry I was

How bad I felt

But you didn't care

To you, I was scum

I know what I did was wrong

But 'Mione you have to believe me

I love you with all my heart

But not it that way

She told me it was OK

And that we were both at fault

She comforted me

Just as he comforted you

*****

It's been weeks now

You forgave me

Not in words

But that hateful glare in your eyes is gone

We are together again

The dream teams

It's so silly and clichéd

But I feel so whole,

When the three of us our together

Just as I feel

When I am with her

*****

Years have passed

And I am to be married

Can you believe it!

Me, to be married

I am the last in the family too

I invited you

Are you going to come?

I really wish you would

We haven't spoken since we left Hogwarts

And I miss you terribly,

Both of you

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You didn't come

He did

He said you were at home sick

I don't think that you are ready to face me again

I know you forgave me

But you never forgot

I guess it is to hard

To celebrate something

That you were hurt as the result of

I'm sorry 'Mione

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Now it is you that is to be married

I guess I always knew it would happen

I just fear -if only for a moment--that I did the wrong thing

Chose the wrong girl

But I know it is just a thought

And that you two are to be together

Together forever

It seems so clichéd

That all four of us end up happy

Even Malfoy ended up happy

Odd isn't it?

That everything can be changed by one

One glance

One kiss

One mistake

One acceptance

One marriage

One hope

One love.

~fin