Maybe...

I close my eyes and imagine the first time you kissed me

You had just taken your N.E.W.T.s

And I went to the pitch for some extra practice

You were there

Undoubtedly letting out months of stress

We flew together for a while

And it become almost like a competistion

When you landed

You dropped your broom

And walked towards me

I was in awe

I had liked you for the longest time

But it had been my little secret

You kissed me and I was walking on air

Literally

Was it you who charmed us to float as we embraced?

I do not remember

I remember the taste of your lips

And the feel of our body against mine

Quidditch robes and all.

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A picnic on an empty pitch

Breakfast in bed

A single rose on the bed

A kiss on the cheek

Or even the lips

A simple I love you would suffice

When did all of this stop?

You used to be so sweet and creative

I know our careers are taking off,

But that doesn't mean you had to stop

I don't want Don Juan,

I only want you

And the sweet little gestures that showed me you cared

I know you still love me,

And your heart is still true

But sometimes I hesitate

When thinking about getting in the same bed as you

It's been 10 long years since Hogwarts

And I still love you with all of my heart

You saved my life,

That time when my broom broke on the pitch

I owed you everything

And now I think I may have paid you back

I'm pregnant

Did you know that?

Twins

Fred and George have a field day with that.

Two more too add to the bunch

I bet one of them will grow up to be a Quidditch player,

Just like their dad

The doctor showed me what they look like

They are adorable!

Although minute

Maybe they are enough,

Enough to keep us together

But lately,

I just can't tell

You haven't kissed me in 17 days

17 days!

Do you know how long that is?

How many thoughts can go through my head?

How many terrible scenarios have played over and over?

I have thought of everything,

Maybe you found out that you preferred the males on the team

And not me

Maybe you fell in love with another girl

One with prettier, longer hair

Maybe it's just me

Maybe you just don't love me

Is that true?

Do you still love me?

I know it's been 9 long years of marriage

But I still love you

But you, you I'm not so sure about.

Stop!

Please!

Don't cry!

I have never seen you cry

I thought I did once,

But it was just the rain falling onto your face

It was the day we won the Quidditch Cup

Do you remember that day?

You were so happy then

Are you happy now?

You're hugging me now

And kissing me

You tell me that you have just been in a daze

And that you could never stop loving me

You apologize so much that I begin to laugh

You are so intoxicating to me

You are everything to me

Sometimes I stop to think if you are me

This makes me smile

For the first time in 17 days

I smile

I love you so much

And now

Now everything seems to be better.

I wake up the next morning

And there is a single rose on the pillow next to me

It is charmed to last forever, as everything about you is

You have gone to practice early

I will have to catch up to you later

I pick on the beautiful flower

Its scent mixes wonderfully with your smell

I open the small card and a single tear falls down my cheek

"I love you" it says