Just A Letter

Dear Ginny,

I went to visit you the other day, though you didn't know that, or did you? I talked to you,I told you how Ron and Hermione broke up for the hundreth time this month, even though we all know they're going to get back together. I read you some of my poetry and I sang my newest songs. I sang "our song" and, as usual, I started crying when I sang the verse "Wherever I go, Whatever I do, I will be right here waiting for you, Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks,I will be right here waiting for you" I told you how everyone misses you and wishes you'd come home soon. But you won't, will you? Harry misses you,he stands in the great hall with this blank look in his eyes as if he expects you to come over and tell him you love him. But you can't and it hurts him inside. He was in therapy again last week. Everything is falling apart for him,I just wish you were here to make it better. For all of us.

But mostly.....For me.I act like I don't care. I laugh at how I tried to hide my hurt. Hermione knows.She told me so in the library. She says she knows I miss you and that its not my fault.But oh it is,it is. Because of ME you were hurt, Because of ME that beautiful smile of yours was destroyed. Because of ME the light in your eyes is extinguished.If I had stayed away from you, like Ron had said, we'd be hidden in the liback of the library whispering to each other about our lives. I told you how I used to watch you, How worried and scared I was for you. I was so protective. Just like a big brother, thats what Mark tells me. When I woke up and saw them taking you away from the school, my heart dropped. They told me that I couldn't see you,that it would make matters worse. I thought I would go insane.The pain in my heart was intense and I wanted it to stop, but the guilt won't ever stop, will it? I went to the cemetary again and read the marble gravestone just to be sure I had read it right. It read:

In Loving Memory

Virginia Weasley

Everlasting Light

Wherever I go, Whatever I do

I will be right here waiting for you.

Tears fall down my cheeks as I say the last few lines quietly to myself:

Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks,I will be right here waiting for you.

I smiled and laid a single rose next to the picture of you at the Yule Ball. Did I ever tell you how beautiful you looked that night? You were the most amazing thing I'd ever seen. I whispered goodbye then walked away silently.I attempted to look unmoved, but that's impossible. Until I see you again,

I will be right here waiting for you.

Love,

Draco