Letters

Lost without you

Am I ever gonna get rid of these blues?
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

I feel so lonely; confined to my own room for another summer. I know it's dangerous to venture outside. A lot of people want to drink my blood. But I just want to have you here by my side, Luna.

Somehow I can't stop thinking about you. It's all so confusing. I know I am stubborn, at least some of the time when I think we have got to act immediately. I know I'm righteous. They say a bit too righteous sometimes. They say that I'm too proud. I don't know about that. I'm at least not too proud to say that I love you! Not too proud to say I care!

They just want to keep me from doing stupid things, from using magic, one summer and a half.

But they don't know that all I want right now is someone to share this loneliness. That someone are you, Luna. I love you! Now and for ever more!

If we ever said we'll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without you

I couldn't endure it if we had absolutely no chance in this world. It's just that you're the best thing that has happened to me in all these miserable months. You came and I found someone I could talk to without feeling ashamed. Thinking I'll make a fool of myself or thinking they'll overreact. It's so nice to have someone who cares. I think I'm getting used to it. Even though my life is on the line.

My bed is so cold at night, that I'd wish you were here with me. Warming the sheets with our bodies. Warming the future with our lives. Warming my strength up to incredible heights. Adding my feelings for you to my biggest strength.

I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
Lost without you

I try to find a way to fulfil my destiny, without letting my life behind, letting behind my love for you. I'm lost without you, I wouldn't know where to go, or where to look. The world with you is so amazing, that I never want to leave this place. It's a place I can call home. At least two summers more.

I wish you were here with me Luna. You are my treasure now that these hopeless days of war are upon us. You are my conscience, you make me see the good as well as the bad. And that these days is hard to find. Killings go on all around us. And I am the only one to stop them.

But I can't do it, if I don't have you by my side! My darling, sweet Luna!

Love,

Harry Potter