An Unlikely Pair

Confused
Confusion. The word certainly described how Anthony felt. It just didn't make sense at all to Anthony. He had been so sure that he was just a normal straight 24-year-old wizard. And now he had just spent the most incredible night of his whole life with a guy and a Death Eater at that. He wasn't sure whether it was the fact that a guy that had given him this experience caused the confusion, or the fact that Terence was indeed a Death Eater.

Yes, it had been Terence Higgs that had given rise to Anthony's confusion. The same Terence Higgs that got replaced by Draco Malfoy as Slytherin seeker in Anthony's second year at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. And now that they had been lovers; had their one-night stand, all Anthony could think about was how much he wanted it to happen all over again.

It was certainly not what he had thought he would be doing. It had been his job for the Order to catch and kill Death Eaters. Shagging them never was in that job description; nor that he would actually enjoy it.

When Anthony thought back of that night he remembered how good it had felt to feel Terence's hands all over his own body, taunting him, teasing him, making him beg for more. More was definitely what Anthony wanted. He wanted to experience it all over again, time after time. He wanted to indulgence himself in the pleasure that it had given him. Only problem was that he needed to get Terence to go along with it.

Anthony remembered how he got himself in the mess in the first place. He was drinking in some bar, when Terence came up to him. Terence came on to him, and he had drunk just enough to give in, but not enough to forget. On the one hand he did want to forget what happened, for it would mean an end to the confusion. On the other hand he was glad he remembered, he cherished the whole thing.

There was a thing that he didn't like about the whole thing though. He didn't like the fact that he had paid Terence to sleep with him. It was even more food for his confused mind. That was the part he wished to forget.

He knew he was good-looking and people seemed to like him, why then did he feel the sudden need to pay Terence to shag him. It was like he was sidetracked. And it didn't matter how much he had liked the experience, he knew it was not right.

It could have been some innocent thing of willing to try things out, but now Anthony didn't know anymore. If it was just that he shouldn't have enjoyed it so much as he did. It was all too weird.

Anthony laughed. They were an unlikely pair, Terence and him. And he really wanted to explore it further, but first he had to end the confusion. Was he gay? Was he bisexual? Or was he straight? He didn't know anymore.