Cruel: Heart and Soul

Prologue:

Journal's Log...

It's been weeks since I, Draco Malfoy, have found a new conquest. All the 'others' have been so trivial, so trifle, so easy. I must explain myself first, what I mean by new conquest is by finding girls to...to put it simply, I seduce girls to my liking. Pretty interesting, don't you think so?

For those of you who are reading this journal, I suppose that you're wondering how could I even do such a thing? Well, it's a long story- you'll find out sooner or later, wont you?

Blaise Zabini, that wretched woman has been on my back since I had sex with her. Alright, I admit she's a very beautiful woman, they type of woman you want to be seen around with, but when it comes to intellect, she's not a candidate to fit into that category. Although, she may have long black raven hair and catlike blue eyes and an aristocratic nose, Blaise is horribly dull.

Now, back to the topic at hand, my prey hasn't been coming into sight yet. But when I do find her, I promise you that she will fall under my will...

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As I have mentioned earlier in the latest log, it's been weeks...unfortunately, it's been more than a week already...to be precise and I am embarrassed to announce, it's been a month. I need a challenge! New things to see and try out! If only there was only a perfect target to feast my eyes upon. Someone worthwhile, not like the others. I know I'm starting to sound like a broken record, but that's what happens when you're actually bored!

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It's been a month and three excruciating days since I haven't been alive. When I day I haven't been alive, it means that I've been deprived of activity. And you know what I mean by activity! I guess for the benefit of passing time, I shall elaborate: two things, one: No challenges yet. Two: I haven't been getting enough... sexual contact in a long time.

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You do find me pathetic, don't you? It's been a month and a week already and still no sign of her. I mean, I could just go shag Blaise if it will keep me busy, but I need more than that, I need someone to pursue! Someone fresh. And besides! As I said, Blaise isn't congenial material. She's like a fish when you talk to her...but a tiger in bed! You wish she could actually be the talkative and smart mouthed girl for once.

What am I saying? I must be extremely bored to be doing this! I'm left with one option: Go and shag Blaise...

I'll probably have to teach her how to be actually a good conversationalist.

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Then again, maybe not!

That was a very stupid thing to do, go and make Blaise a good conversationalist! It worked a little, but when she got started she just kept going on and on and on about buying the whole mall out. She had wanted to get the new trendsetter wardrobe. I think I liked her better when she talked less or better yet, when she just kept her mouth shut.

Hah! I'll probably go crazy if I don't do anything. Maybe I should start a new hobby...

No! I must stick to this! It's the one thing I've actually lived for in a long time. I must've started this when I was twenty-two and right now I'm what? Barely twenty-five! My birthday is just a month later for Merlin's sake! What am I, Draco Malfoy supposed to do?!

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I must find her quickly before I do anything dangerous to myself and others...must find her...find her...her...

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I have found her...

It's just wasn't who or what I expected...