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"My, my. Whom do we have here?"

Sirius Black stood in the door and he looked as if Christmas had come earlier this year.

Lucius looked more like he had just seen Professor Dumbledore dancing under a Christmas tree, wearing a baby blue night gown witch matching fluffy bunny-slippers and singing "Hey ho, look at my wand"!

Severus just quickly closed his robes and scowled at Black. Behind him stood James Potthead and his other sidekicks Lupin and Pettigrew. They were not the best people to catch them here.

Lucius got up from the floor, regaining a lot from his dignity and now wore his usual expressionless face. "What are you pathetic lot doing here, in the middle of the night?" he snarled and shot angry glances at the Marauders.

"Oh, we just thought to join your little party. Did we miss anything important?"

Lucius didn't like the smug look on Potter's face and tried to think of an explanation that would sound believable and insulting at the same time.

Severus didn't say anything. He fell back in the role of being the Weird Guy In The Background Who Never Says Anything and glanced from one Marauder to the other. Pettigrew seemed frightened and he obviously didn't want to be here. Lupin looked stern as ever, but Black and Potter looked like they just found a secret passage to the girl's changing room. Or maybe the boy's.

He didn't like that. What if everyone found out about their secret relationship. No, he scolded himself, not relationship. Just some shag-each-other-senseless-meetings. Nothing important.

Lucius Malfoy thought the same thing. He didn't want everyone to know that he was seeing Severus Snape, the strange Potions guy. And he didn't want to be known as a strange guy like Severus was. But he had to think of something, and quick!

Suddenly an idea hit him. It wasn't that good and sly and cunning as usual, but this wasn't an usual situation. And it would be really disgusting! But special circumstances needed special sacrifices. A smile, well, not really a smile, more an evil grin, crept over his face.

"Black," he said in a soft tone. "Black, Black, Black. Just the man I wanted to see." He slowly walked over to the door, swaying slightly with his hips, while he moved towards the group.

Sirius looked bewildered at Lucius, like the other boy had completely gone insane. He wanted to say something, but the words lost their way to his mouth, so he just opened and closed his mouth like a fish.

Lucius stopped in front of him and looked up at the taller boy. He locked his cold grey eyes with Black's brown, warm ones and ran his tongue slowly over his lower lip.

Sirius and the other boys were so startled, they couldn't say anything and so they just stood there and watched Lucius, who now moved closer to Sirius and stroked his left hand over Black's upper arm. "Wow, what muscles! Have you been practicing?"

The blonde boy moved closer and brushed the Gryffindor's earlobe with his lips, whispering, "You always dreamed of that, didn't you? You want to make me pant and moan and scream your name. Now you have me where you want me."

He let his hand wander in Sirius' robes, who suddenly seized him at the shoulders and pressed, before Lucius could realize it, his lips on the Slytherin's.

If it hadn't been Sirius who was now kissing Lucius feverishly, it would probably have turned Severus on. But since it was Black, he just had the feeling that he was going to throw up if he had to look at this scene longer.

Lucius drew back and looked seductively at Black. "Is this what you want?" he whispered in a soft voice. Sirius nodded and leaned forward again.

Lucius stepped back and drew out his wand. "God, Black, I didn't think you were that stupid! Obliviate!" he shouted and suddenly the four boys had dreamy looks on their faces as the spell hit them.

"You four go back to your dormitory and go back to sleep. You won't remember anything that happened this night. Alright?" he commanded.

The Marauders nodded and went out of the room. Lucius turned around and made a face. "Uaaaaaaaargh, that was gross, disgusting, despicable, appalling, loathsome and absolutely unspeakable!" He started wipeing his mouth and looked like he was going to throw up any moment.

Severus started laughing so hard, he nearly fell off the couch. "God, that was awesome! I'd have never thought you'd really do that. I never knew you had a thing for Black!"

Lucius scowled at him. "Stop laughing, you prat! I just saved your arse, you should be grateful! God, I need a toothbrush and mouthwash. Most likely hydrochloric acid!" He still looked like he had drunk pure vinegar. Or worse.

Severus got up and walked over to his blonde part-time lover. He laid an arm on his shoulder and kissed him on the cheek. "Yeah, boy. I really am grateful. You made a great sacrifice! But god, you have to admit it was fucking hilarious!"

The smaller Slytherin looked up and smirked. "Maybe for you, but I'd have never thought that Black would go with it. He kissed me back. And it seemed like he wanted to shove his tongue down my throat. He's not the greatest kisser."

Severus laughed. "No more details please! I'll need months to get those images out of my head. Never knew he had a thing for you!"

They walked to the four-poster bed and sat down on it. Lucius lay back and crossed his arms behind his head. "Yeah. God. This guy needs it. Really! And I am not the one who will give it to him. Maybe Potter is willing."

"Those images are more disgusting than you kissing Black!" Severus moaned and lay down next to Lucius. He propped his head on his palm and looked at Lucius' face that slightly glowed in the dim lit room.

"Next time, you'll go and kiss him! I've had enough Black-flavour for the rest of my life, thank you very much!" Lucius turned to look at Severus. Suddenly he felt very relaxed and all that he wanted to do in that moment was to lie there and watch Severus' face.

"Never!! I'd rather want to go and live in the Forbidden Forrest with that fur ball on two legs that calls himself Hagrid and live of Flobberworms!" The black-haired boy made a face and looked down at Lucius. He saw the smaller boy lick his lips. watching his movements hungrily.

Suddenly the other boy launched himself on him and attacked his lips with his own. The blonde boy rolled them over and now was on top of Severus, kissing him fiercely and pulling at his robes.

He pulled back and grinned at the boy beneath him. "Get off me! You taste like Black. That is really gross!! Uaargh! And I thought kissing Black would turn you off for weeks," Severus moaned, but smirked. Lucius threw his head back and moved his lower body against the taller boy, causing him to groan.

"Oh no. I came here for a nice shag and I won't leave unsatisfied!"

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Severus sat in the Slytherin Common Room and studied. As usual, he was alone; nobody wanted to sit next him. But he didn't mind. It was always the same.

Suddenly Lucius burst in the room, drawing all the other Slytherins' eyes to him. He looked slightly hyperactive, with a girl in his arms. Severus knew her. It was Narcissa Rêve, a Ravenclaw. He had seen them together before.

He wasn't jealous, at least he told himself that over and over again, every time he saw his dark angel with another girl. Nobody knew that Lucius liked to play on every side of the Quidditch Pitch.

Lucius waved to the room. "I don't want to be disturbed for the next hour!" he called out and the girl in his arms giggled. It was obvious they both were drunk.

Lucius and Narcissa stumbled upstairs and smashed the door shut behind them. Severus flinched at the sound, but returned to his Potions studies. Everybody returned to what they were doing before. They heard laughing and meaningful sounds from the Seventh Years' dorm.

Severus couldn't stand it any longer. He packed his things and stormed out to go to the library to study in peace, without getting distracted by Lucius' afternoon activities.

He hadn't noticed how long he had been there when suddenly a shadow fell on his parchments and somebody sat down opposite him. He looked up, ready to snap at the person who dared to disturb him, but he just stared startled at the person in front of him.

It was Narcissa.

Severus couldn't believe his eyes. Why did the beautiful Narcissa Rêve, Ravenclaw Head Girl, want to talk to him, Severus Snape, The Boy Who Brewed?

"You are probably wondering why I'm here," Narcissa said and looked at him with her fascinating blue eyes that reminded him so much of Lucius'.

'Damn. Can she read my thoughts?' he thought and merely nodded.

"I'll tell you. I heard some things about you. From Lucius."

"What?" The black-haired Slytherin's mouth fell open, but he quickly regained his usual cold expression. "I mean, what did he tell you about me? And why are you here? You should be with him by now," he added and hoped she wouldn't hear the bitter undertone.

She smiled at him and batted her eyelashes. "He fell straight asleep after, you know. And I wanted to talk to the guy who obviously impresses Lucius so much by myself."

Severus said nothing and just bowed his head, pretending to study. He didn't want to listen, even though his heart had made a jump when she said that he made an impression on Lucius.

"You know I'm going to marry him?" Narcissa asked and the Slytherin looked up. He stared blankly at her for a few seconds, but then returned to his books.

"Yes, it is true. We're going to marry after graduation. It's not our decision, our parents made it for us. But I'm quite happy about it, because I really get along with Lucius well. We talk about everything. And," she paused and Severus looked up. "He told me about you two." She looked at him with her piercing blue eyes. Narcissa couldn't make out an expression on that cold face.

"Oh," was the only thing Severus said.

"Yeah, and I wanted to tell you that I'm ok with it. I don't mind if you want to be together. I want Lucius to be happy. So, you can go on with your relationship like before. I understand."

"You understand nothing!" Severus snapped. "We don't have a relationship and I don't care what you say. I don't love Lucius, he means nothing to me. He's just a thing to distract me from my boring life. Just mind your own fucking business!" he hissed at the girl in front of him.

She looked a little hurt, but tried not to show it. For a second Severus thought of apologizing for being such a jerk, but then he changed his mind and just rushed out of the library, leaving a confused and hurt Narcissa behind him.

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Severus stormed into the Slytherin Common Room, finding a relaxed looking Lucius Malfoy lying on one of the black leather couches. Nobody else was in there so he hurried over and stood above Lucius, face flushed with anger.

Lucius opened his eyes and smiled. "Hey." But Severus just grabbed him by the front of his robes and hauled him to his feet. "What did you think were you doing, sending your little girlfriend after me?" he hissed and Lucius looked a little bit frightened. He had never seen the shy Slytherin that furious before.

"Uhm...I... Hey, what? When did Narcissa talk to you?" Lucius asked and tried to free himself from Severus' iron grip.

"Don't you dare try to change the subject! You told her about our little meetings and that you think we have a relationship. Have you gone insane, doing a thing like that?"

Lucius didn't say anything; he didn't even realize what was going on. He remained silent, looking at Severus.

"God, you are so stupid! Now you have really proven that you are worth nothing! And when you think that we'll have a steady relationship, you are wrong! You mean nothing to me, I don't care about you and that hasn't changed and will never change. Understood?" he spat.

Lucius nodded, frightened. After this dialogue, Severus stormed out of the Common Room. He stopped at the door and turned around. "If you hope to get a little action in the future, you'll have to stick to your bride." With that, he left Lucius alone.

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Lucius sat in an old, unused classroom a week later. A whole week has passed without Severus talking to him. He looked out of the window at the stars. Why?

He had not intended to tell Narcissa. Hell, he hadn't intended to tell anyone! But he had done it. After their shag they had just been lying in his bed, thinking. And then he had felt that he should tell her. She was like his best friend, except you don't sleep with your best friend, and he could talk with her about everything.

Now he knew it had been a mistake to trust her. To trust she wouldn't tell anybody. Who knew how many people knew by now? Bugger.

The blonde Slytherin started thinking. About Severus.

They had met in their first year on the train. Lucius hadn't shown any interest in him; he hadn't even talked to him. Severus was too strange. And yet so mysterious.

Both of them had been sorted into Slytherin and Lucius had quickly made friends with his house- and dorm mates. All except Severus. He, on the other hand, hadn't any friends and it didn't look like he cared. He hadn't even tried.

Lucius quickly got bored, because he noticed that most of his friends just liked him because of his father's power and money and because their parents had told them to be nice to him. God, how he had hated all those hypocrites.

Then, one night, something odd happened. And Lucius still didn't know how it had come to this night.

*****

Lucius strolled around the castle, looking for a secret passage or anything interesting that would distract him. Soon, he was near the Astronomy Tower. He was tempted to go up there, because it was forbidden to all the students to go up there.

So the young Slytherin climbed up the tower. But he wasn't alone. Severus lay on the roof, looking up at the stars. "What are you doing here?" Lucius asked the black-haired boy.

Severus propped himself up on his elbows and looked at the blonde. "Could ask you the same question. So sod off and leave me alone," he snarled and lay back down.

"Why should I? Besides, there is enough space for us both up here. Move over," Lucius said and lay down next to Severus. "What are you looking at?"

"I'm looking through the Headmaster's bedroom window; maybe I can see him change his clothes. I'm looking at the stars, idiot! What other reason could I have to come up here?" Severus drawled.

Lucius felt lightly stupid. "Hey, I just wanted to start a conversation."

"But I don't. Shut up or leave."

The blonde Slytherin looked up, a startled expression on his face. "Who do you think you are, talking to me like that?" he hissed.

"Who do you think you are? Do you think being wealthy and good-looking gives you the right to look down on everybody? God, your attitude annoys me! Fuck. Off." Severus spat, but continued looking at the stars, trying to ignore the boy lying next to him.

"Wha- you think I'm good-looking?" Lucius asked curious and flattered the same time.

"No, but all the girls who so much want to get their hands in your pants do. Besides, what part of 'Fuck off' didn't you understand?? I'm really getting a headache from your stupidity." The black-haired boy got to his feet and started walking to the trapdoor and climbing down the stairs.

Lucius didn't want to give Severus the triumph and followed him quickly. "Wait! I'm not finished with you yet!" he called after his housemate.

"God, what do you want, you little pain-in-the-arse?" Severus sighed and turned round. "A goodnight kiss? Then I have to disappoint you. I don't like blondes. They are too stupid. I need someone at my level. Anyway, what do you-mphmmmfp"

Lucius had covered the other boy's lips with his own. He rested there for a few seconds and then let go of him. "See? I did get a goodnight-kiss!" he said and smirked.

"Don't thing you'll get away with this," Severus growled and stepped forward, seizing the other boy's shoulders and pressing his lips on Lucius'.

Lucius opened his lips to let the other boy's tongue in. Severus let his tongue slide over the blonde's parted lips before entering. He savoured every bit of Lucius' mouth, slightly touching, dancing, with his tongue.

Suddenly the black-haired boy pulled away, slightly panting. Lucius steadied himself at the wall behind him, his knees shaking, breathing hard.

"Satisfied?" Severus panted and smirked at the shorter boy in front of him.

"No."

"You'll get what you want. Tomorrow night. Same place, same time. Don't make me wait for you; it's your only chance." With these words, Severus rushed past the other boy and was quickly swallowed by the darkness of the castle.

*****

After that they had started meeting nearly every night. They both knew it was just for the mind-blowing sex and that no feelings were involved. Neither of them was the type for it.

Lucius got up, trying to get all the thoughts about Severus out of his head. 'Come on!' he thought to himself. 'He was just a nice shag. You'll find someone better. Concentrate on Narcissa, you're going to marry her. Severus is history. And you want him to be.'

"I'm not sure," he sighed and exited the classroom. He went along the dark corridor towards the Slytherin dorms, when he suddenly had the feeling that someone was watching him. And he knew who it was.

"Severus."

The dark-haired boy emerged from the shadows. "I knew you would be here. You always go to the same places. You are so predictable. So lame," he said and smirked.

"What do you want from me, Severus?" Lucius asked and looked at him questionably. His face betrayed nothing; he looked as cold as usual. Lucius had, same as Severus, the ability to hide his face behind a façade.

Severus shivered slightly at this. It had been a long time that he had heard that smooth velvety voice calling his name. "I'd rather ask what do you want from me. But I'll leave that for now. I just wanted to ask if you're free tonight. I got a little bit bored so I thought to myself 'Why don't go and fuck Lucius?'. And so here I am! And?"

Lucius smirked. "You just can't resist me and my charm, isn't that so?"

"No, I just wanted to fuck and you were the only one who wasn't occupied," Severus said and stepped closer. "It seems that I am the only one who is interested in you, Luccie!"

Lucius made a face. "Don't call me that. It's humiliating and you're abusing my beautiful name. So, where do we go?"

"I knew you couldn't resist me!" Severus smiled and kissed Lucius softly on the lips. "Let's go!"

Lucius didn't know if it was love or just horniness. But it felt damn good!!

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A/N: This is the end! I hope it wasn't fluffy in the end, but I didn't really know how to end this damn story! *g* Thanks for participating and don't forget to leave a review when you go!

And Narcissa's surname "Rêve" is French and means "dream".